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"Today's the race, right?" Ask Gibran to Varka who is preparing to get home

Varka only nodded small in response.

"Helsha let me just pick you up, Lo just leave later late"

Varka immediately looked at Gibran dislike, can this brother just once not interfere with his relationship with Helsha.

"Why? You're still upset because I'm asking you about Lo's relationship with Helsha?" Gibran asked, noticing the dislike on Varka's face

"Gue's not mad, I'm just worried"

"And I've said, I just have Lo's aja who is late nanggepinnya" said Gibran while wiping his motorbike before being used to school

"Gue was worried, because all this time it was just centered on Lo. From the start of mamah, papah until my friends, I don't want Lo now trying to take Helsha"

Varka looked at Gibran sharply, no matter what would happen after this. It was enough all this time that he tried to hold everything.

"Gue isn't that bad" Gibran said, not to lose

"I know!!"

"Lo adek I Varka, where can I hurt Lo"

"But with Lo's demeanor. You who never even cared about me, that hurt me"

Varka immediately turned on his Vespanya, no longer willing to extend this affair that would end with his mood being damaged.

"Gue can still pick him up, so don't have to macem" Varka said and left.

"Gue doesn't like you having one thing I don't" Gibran murmured

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Today is the day Varka is looking forward to, where he will be taking part in the biology Olympics. Varka is very excited about this activity, because for Varka this is an opportunity so that he can make both parents proud.

At first Varka was very excited but after he read a reply to a message from his parents Varka suddenly became moody.

'If you don't get a champion, don't do much!!'

Varka sighed, the message was very simple actually but the impact of the message was very painful for Varka.

Are they unsure of Varka's abilities? Is Varka that stupid in their eyes? Though Varka felt he was not that stupid to follow the Olympics like this.

Varka sighed, now he was not believing in himself. Can he get the expected results.

Is it wrong if Varka asks for the blessing and spirit of his family? Is it wrong if Varka wants both her parents to fully support her as her parents always did to Gibran.

Varka smiled wryly as she recalled how their treatment of her was so inversely proportional to what they had done to Gibran.

"Well, Pah, Varka just wants you to be excited and proud of Varka, as you always do with your sister." Varka murmured.

When Varka was sitting waiting for his entourage to enter suddenly, Varka's phone vibrated indicating a message coming in.

Varka reached into the pocket of her pants to see who was sending the message, then a second later a beautiful curve radiated across Varka's face. It turned out that the message was from Helsha, her favorite woman.

"Vark....!! VIGOR... When we're done meeting, right? Helsha the Treaty of Varka hehehe. Don't focus too much on the end result, huh? What matters is that Varka tried. Helsha is sure Varka can definitely, SPIRIT...!! Helsha affectionate equal varka"

Varka smiled as she read the message from Helsha.

The feeling of worry that Varka had previously felt slowly disappeared. It seems that only Helsha cares about him.

Varka took a deep breath and closed her eyes, offering prayers to ask for it to be launched and given ease in working on problems.

"Spirits..!" Varka said to himself.

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It has been almost an hour Varka awaits the announcement of the champion at the Olympics today. For whatever sake his heart beats very quickly, he is worried, If later the results that come out do not match the expectations of himself and his parents.

Ah, Varka is really scared right now. If there was Helsha, maybe his nervousness and fear would not be excessive like this.

Varka tried to catch her breath to ease all the fear that was within her.

Suddenly a middle-aged man's voice was heard, making Varka quickly draw closer to the sound.

"The announcement of the Olympic champion will be announced soon, to all participants please gather in the hall. Thanks"

Varka hurriedly went to the hall and chose to sit in the back seat. His heart was beating so badly, he was afraid so scared.

While Varka waited for the announcement to be announced, Varka was very worried if he did not enter the Big Three.

"Well, for the third juice is achieved by Adinata Pradika. For brother Adinata please go up to the stage immediately..."

Varka clenched her hands so tightly, she was afraid that she would not enter..

"Next, for the second champion won by Varka Adibumi.."

The deg..!

Varka pecked for a while, but he finally smiled with satisfaction.

At last...

Varka directly ran a small head to the stage to receive the award.

In his heart Varka was very grateful, because of the nearly fifty people who followed this Olympics Varka could get a pretty high position. Although he didn't get the first champion but it's okay.

Actually Varka hopes to win first, but that's okay. At least he can get a result that is not much different from the first champion position.

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Varka came home happy, he ran small while carrying a trophy and a charter of appreciation. Varka couldn't wait to tell her parents.

"Papa's mom, brother, Varka's home!!" Shouted Varka

Soon Clara, Juna and Gibran came to Varka in the middle room.

"What the hell is that? Pake shouted all yells" said Clara

"Ma, pa, I see!!" Varka said while showing the trophies and charters he got.

Clara's eyes were round in disbelief, she immediately drew closer to Varka with a warm smile

"You won?" Ask Clara

"SERIOUS!!" Ask Gibran to make sure

"Yes, Varka is the champion!!" Varka said happily

Clara won the trophy from Varka's grasp, he looked carefully at the trophy Varka got.

Varka smiled happily when she saw the happy face Clara showed for her.

"Mama Varka can be proud of you, right? Varka can make you happy, right??" Varka asked with a smile

PRAAKKS.....

The sound of throwing things that were fused with the floor sounded so loud, making Varka aghast in shock.

"Ma..." Varka

"What the fuck is this huh!! Only champion two?! Mama said what yesterday!!" Snapping Clara

There Juna just kept quiet beside Clara, watching his wife who was currently filled with anger.

"Why? Not another champion?" Ask Juna

Varka was silent down, beside Clara there was also Gibran who was now taking pieces of the cup that had been thrown by Clara.

"Mama said what yesterday, you must be champion one!! I can't get it!!"

Varka sighed

"Can papa also already said, if you can't afford not so so so you want to follow" said Juna to Varka

The look of a face that had looked happy immediately turned moody. Varka silently clenched her hands, trying to temper the emotions that suddenly peaked within her.

"Basic Stupid!! I can't bang___"

"It can't be...." Varka closed her eyes, trying to control the heightened emotions

"It could not be the same mamah daharah dualahin Varka business." said Varka cut ucapa Clara.

"Can't you guys squirm Varka's business..."

"You're not polite, Varka!! Parents again ng____"

"That's enough!! Let Varka speak first" Varka said as he adjusted his breathing

"Why is mommy equally papa never proud of anything Varka did? Can not? Once upon a time mommy and papa pricein Varka business!!!" Varka said with an irregular breath

His chest tightened with all the anger that he had always been quieting without being able to get out.

"Vark..." Said Gibran patted slowly Varka's shoulder, but unfortunately Varka immediately brushed it off

"Diem Brother!!" Snap Varka

"Vark..!!" Shouted Juna saw Varka who brushed off Gibran's hand quite loudly.

Varka looked at her parents with an angry look.

"Once in a while you appreciate Varka's efforts, can you?"

"Why the hell? Why are you always Varka's mojokin? As if Varka was the dumbest kid in the entire universe, why??!"

"Mama papa, is it wrong if for example Varka asked the same mama papa pricein the existence of Varka?. is very wrong huh?"

"Varka is your son or not!!! Answer pah!!" Shouted Varka

"Ah... Or is your son really just Gibran's brother? Hahaha pantes!!" Varka continued laughing, very upset

"So, watch your talk!!" Juna was angry

Varka chuckled softly

"Why? Papa want to hit Varka again? Let's hit it" said Varka

"Vark... Yes" said Gibran mediate

"Diem! You never know how I feel in my position and Lo will never fumble, because what? Because all this time only Lo doang is considered here as mamah and papah!!" Snap Varka

"Dec... That's not it.."

"Not what the hell!! Obviously from the beginning they only care about Lo! While me? I used to be just considered a bad boy to them!"

"Varka, mama is as papa as it is because it cares about Lo" said Gibran

Varka looked at Gibran

"Care Lo said?? Care where? If they care, Papah will never hit me just because I came home late and left the house did not say!! Not that Lo also often like that, but look!! They never hit or get angry Lo brother"

"Kalo Lo also care about me, there is no way Lo diem when I was beaten with papah or mama. But what is the truth? Just like them!! So don't care about me, I'm sick of it!!" Varka pointed to Gibran

"THE VARKA.!!!!" Shouted Juna

"Varka cape Pa, Ma !! Varka cape if you have to always give up, Varka cape all this time on them, VARKA CAPEK!!" Said Varka who suddenly shouted.

His breathing was heaving in an irregular snort, his hands clenched trying to withstand the booming emotions.

"Again you guys see Varka's whereabouts, can you? CAN YOU NOT WANDER AT VARKA KAYAK YOU GUYS WIGGLE BROTHER GIBRAN??! CAN'T YOU TREAT VARKA LIKE YOU DID TO SISTER GIBRAN!!" Varka shouted in anger

Anger, disappointment, pain, all overflowed along with the screams Varka let out

Highlight Varka's eyes even hinted if he was already at his weakest point...

"Vark... It's Varka..." Varka pointed to himself

"Varka just want you to appreciate Varka's business, Varka just want to be treated fairly here is a great reward" said Varka with eyes that have been flushed

"VARKA CAP..."

PLLAAAAKK....

Suddenly the sound of such a loud slap was heard.

That's right, Varka was slapped so hard by Clara

"Braziest kid!!" Clara

Varka rubbed her hot, flushed cheeks as a result of the slap, Varka only chuckled while looking at Clara.

"Liat, even mom slaps Varka when Varka is just asking for justice in this family? Hahahaha funny!!"

Varka then grabbed the trophy and the charter that was held by Gibran, then trampled it in front of Clara until it was destroyed

"See this... Mama doesn't need this!! So it's ruined!!"

After everything was smashed to pieces, Varka wiped her rough tears and moved from there

"You're home but you're like hell!!"

"Vark..." Call Gibran

"Varka go!!" Varka said, then walked out of the house

His anger and disappointment are still left in Varka's heart, even the wounds that he had not healed yet but now have increased and continue to grow.

Varka drops herself on the lonely side of the street, then cries Alone.

He has tried his best to make them proud, but see that none of his efforts are appreciated.

"sick... It hurts..." Varka said beating her own chest.

His breathing was irregular, it was hard to just breathe. His head hurt like someone was hitting so hard, a hum that so made Varka tormented.

Varka tried to catch her breath but it felt so hard, so tight. Varka gripped the grass on the road.

Ringing a cell phone at a glance sounds so loud in Varka's ear, Varka resuscitated his body on a tree and tried to take his phone in his pocket.

"Varka hello..." Call Helsha

Varka sighed, trying to endure the pain to make her voice sound fine

"Vark..." Call Helsha again when there is no answer

"I__ya" Varka painstakingly replied

There Helsha immediately fell silent when she heard Varka's voice that looked like she was in pain.

"Varka why? Ahh ingga's... Where's varka? Helsah is there? Where to say Helsha"

"Varka gapapa's... Later Varka there, just wait" replied Varka with a breath that is still not regular

"Varka where?? Tell Helsha, Helsha pick me up,"

There was no reply, only a groaning from Varka.

"Vark...." Call Helsha worried

"A. I'm on the street.. Deket the house" said Varka

He did not want to die silly on the streets like this, Varka tried to think positively. He was just exhausted and stressed because of that and it made his condition like this, nothing would happen

"Helsha's there, wait a minute"

Suddenly Varka felt her vision instantly blacken and afterwards only Helsha's voice in the unbroken Call.

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Helsha rode his motorbike at high speed, Although the distance to Varka's house is not too far but Helsha wants to get there quickly.

The phone connection was suddenly cut off and there was no sound from the varka anymore, making Helsha worried not playing. He was afraid of something happening with Varka, or rather Helsha was afraid of Varka doing nothing.

"Varka, Helsha please don't....." Helsha muttered with falling tears

Helsha slowed down the speed of his motor when he was in the decag house Varka. He spread his eyes to the street.

The...!!

Helsha immediately stopped the motor when her eyes discovered Varka's figure lying there. Helsha immediately ran towards Varka with fear in her heart.

"Thanks.engga..." Helsha muttered while running towards Varka

Helsha sat down and immediately turned Varka's unconscious body towards her.

"Blood..," muttered Helsha as she looked at the blood coming out of Varka's nose.

"Vark... Vark..." Call Helsha patting Varka's cheek gently

"Varka.wake up... Vark..." Helsha said sobbing

No. gabe... Don't Helsha pray in her heart that what she thinks doesn't happen, Helsha hugs Varka and yells trying to ask for help to people who might be there.

"Vark... Don't think gini... Wake up..."

"Please.....Varka..hey it's Helsha..."

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Helsha clasped Varka's hand, who was lying in a hospital bed. It's been about three hours Varka was brought here but this man never realized as well. Helsha did not know what happened to Varka so it could be like this, even though Varka had promised to come to his house. The doctor didn't say much either, saying only that Varka would wake up in a few hours.

Helsha stroked Varka's head gently, hoping that this man would soon be awake. Seeing her like this alone made Helsha's heart so sick.

"Varka why? How can I believe gini? Why don't you tell Helsha...."

No time passed quickly, it was 5 pm and Varka was still unconscious as well. Helsha faithfully waited for Varka there without leaving the man for a second and did not let go of his hand.

"Vark..." Call Helsha softly when she sees Varka closing her eyes

Varka blinked her eyes trying to adjust to the light coming into her eyes.

"Wake up, too..." Gentle Helsha speech

Helsha immediately buried her face beside Varka's hand, Helsha sobbed there with a tight grip on Varka's hand. The cry that Helsha had been holding back from now on was spilling there, Helsha was scared, scared.

"Sha..." Call Varka in a loud voice

Varka sighed as she did not get any answer and only heard sobs from the woman.

"Sorry Varka... Helsh"

Varka tries to get up and Helsha raises her face.

"You what? Where's where?" Ask Helsha worried

Varka let out a long sigh, he really did not like if Helsha had cried like this.

"I just want to sit down..." Said Varka while confirming his sitting position

"Why cry?" Varka continued while wiping away Helsha's tears

Instead of answering Helsha, he immediately hugged Varka and cried again there.

"Helsha fear.... Fear..." Helsha said in the middle of her prank

Varka gently stroked Helsha's black mane, trying to calm Helsha down. It's also free if Varka says something when Helsha cries like this.

After feeling that Helsha had calmed down enough, Varka let go of her embrace carefully. Varka then gently wiped away the tears left there.

"Udah yes... So ugly if it cries"

"Varka why? Varka's sick? Why?" Ask Helsha

"Varka gapapa Sha, just a soy sauce because it is too expensive to learn for the Olympics yesterday.."

"Lied..."

"When did Varka lie to Helsha? It's never been"

"Varka, there's no way Varka's just soy sauce but until the kayak nosebleed. Pas Helsha until there Varka's nose is bleeding, Varka's body is also dry"

"Varka why? What is Varka hiding from Helsha..."

"No Sha, Varka's fine. Back then Varka was just an emotion because it was scolded mamah plus the cape so that's the consequence"

"Really?"

"Yes... If Varka is sick or why-why, the first person I will tell for sure you.so yes do not be sad anymore"

"Varka survived? Gapapa kok if cape but do not believe gini yes. Helsha's scared"

"Yes, sorry Varka. Not repeated, Promise"

Helsha just nodded, to be honest Helsha was hesitant with Varka's answer but she chose to believe completely with varka. As long as Varka is fine and unharmed, that is the most important thing for Helsha.

"Later to Helsha's house... Don't go home yet, promise"

"Yes, thank you"