LANTERNS
confide

in a room that was white with a very pungent smell of medicine.there was a simple woman, sitting holding the hands of a man who was so pale.

with eyes that are so sad, indicating that his heart is not okay.

it felt unable to with the circumstances that seemed to punish him, I don't know how many tears drained.

how many days have it been but there are no signs of waking up.

"by. feel good about his sleep. Miss bored Ng heard hubby's voice".in a hoarse and weak voice, longing to try to invite the father of the prospective baby in his birth.

" tau Ng bi's. Missed how many nights Ng can bobo"., she said by conveying her condition a few days after her husband lay weak in pain.what hubby must ngebiarin miss kayak gini". he continued by removing every tear drop that fell like a crystal because trying to stay strong by holding his breath every chest was painful, but no matter how strong I missed holding it, he said, he would still lose to the reality that was before his eyes.

it has been a few hours miss sitting there, accompanying the husband while scrambling to talk.even tired was not felt anymore.

"your father's son feels at home Bobonya. help mommy yes so dad wants to meet us". by wiping his stomach more and more visible and curved lips trying to hold tightness chest that again hit "mother Ng can afford dear, please mother. O Allah". with a trembling voice supporting his head above the hands of the husband, his cry broke again.

in the midst of his grief, suddenly the door was opened from the outside, a doctor walked in and beside him was the mother-in-law who was also tailing behind him.

they know that with a position of Missing like that, he is channeling his pain. crying by hiding her voice over her husband's hand hoping people don't know but her mind is wrong. Everyone knows the condition of longing after her husband is not okay. weep silently in quiet times and sometimes midnight when people are asleep.

but as the mother-in-law, Sinta herself was confused about what to do because her daughter-in-law had such a soft heart.In the slightest flick, her tears immediately fell.

while Riko doctor as a doctor who handles the development of Erlangga, also feel the same way but can do nothing but wait for a miracle from God because they can only help to give the creator full treatment.

his usual friend is strong, now so weak, pale face like an undead. But Riko hopes, as god soon shows his magic because only his last prayer of hope at this time.

by dancing the breath, Riko realized the longing of her sadness because it turns out their presence is not realized by Miss.

"Lost". he said by pretending not to know anything.

in a hurry Miss immediately wiped her tears so that no one would know if she had finished crying.

"eh doctor Riko".by commenting on the smile finally missed looking up to return the gaze of the handsome doctor friend of her husband.

Riko who got a longing face was so sad, feeling sad.

"Hindu go home first. Aunt Sinta has been waiting from earlier.you need to rest because some days you are busy in the hospital accompanying Erlangga.

"let my Erlangga take care of it. so you can go home first.

what is in the katan Riko, it is true. has been a few days longing only in the hospital to spend time but only in that way so that longs to be calm.

with a heavy heart, miss to step her feet towards the table to take her bag.

"well, doc. miss the Erlangga mas titip ya". he said before stepping out of the nursery of the husband.

after a few hours the journey finally missed home.stepped into the room and looked at all the corners in the room.where many happy memories with the husband. it feels hard to remember all the memories with the husband who is so beautiful but Miss can not be shackled by the circumstances. however, Miss is not alone but there is a fetus that is growing more and more in his stomach and must be kept healthy.

by taking a deep breath and exhaling, put the bag on the table and then step towards the bathroom to cleanse his body from the sticky feeling.

while below, the mother-in-law is helping mbok Ina to prepare dinner.

"pick already ready the food". before leaving mama erlanngga has ordered, before arriving home food day already so.

and all food served should be favorite food Miss. because miss the hunger strike mode as long as her husband is lying in the hospital.

"yes, the favorite food of non-Rindu has been finished cooking".he replied as he delivered food one by one and followed Sinta behind him.

"thank you mbok". he said after putting the bowl that was taken from the kitchen.

"the same". he replied mbok ina. "his condition is easy how". he continued, the real one had wanted to know the development of the employer who had been several days invisible because he had to lie unconscious in the hospital.

"still as before mbok, there has been no development". he said sadly by taking the last bowl that will be placed on the table. "before meeting you missed earlier, he said, I had a chance to talk to doctor Riko who nanganin El. he said Riko should be transferred to a Singapore hospital because Diana's equipment is quite sophisticated and doctors here Ng can linger El lying like that.

"emang as bad as it is yes Nya". out of curiosity the cause of the Erlangga, Ina continued her chatter.

"the doctor said.Tissues in the body el, there are some who refuse the tool in use". he said teary eyes. "I am afraid my child why-why added again with Miss who is like an undead. Maybe if not remember her pregnant, Miss will not eat. I am really afraid mbok". he continued, who wiped his tears.

mbok Ina who heard the words of the master, already shed his tears.

It turns out that the story of the master is too complicated.the ordeal is too big.It is fitting that the wife of the master does not have the spirit of life.

"forgive me. Because of my question, the mistress cried and I also cried"., he said, which made Sinta simultaneously sad and comforted because of his words.

"it's okay.and I'm sorry mbok for making Ina mbok come crying.

"alright then I will call longing to come down to eat". pampitnya.but not a few steps, the person in search has gone down the stairs.

"forgive me miss ma because I miss not being able to help my mom in the kitchen". said yes after being in front of the in-laws feeling bad.

"yes dear is okay. yuk we eat". by pulling hands rinsu to be at the dining table.

"well, the food is a lot of ma". he praised with enthusiasm to see the food neatly arranged on the table. by taking a plate and then pouring one by one his favorite food on the plate.

"how dear did he eat?". asked the happy in-laws to see the behavior of the son-in-law.

"tak ma. thanks a lot". he said that is not in accordance with his feelings.even though the food as much and as good as what if the condition of her husband remains so, then his appetite also dimmed.