LANTERNS
waiting for tomorrow

the night was getting late showing the light of the moon is pensively squeezed through the curtains. A girl easily closed her eyes, inhaling every air that managed to pass to fill her chest cavity that felt empty.

even though it was like that, Masi's chest felt empty, hollow and uninspired and had a lively spirit.

tomorrow is the day that awaited as in previous days, meet the husband and invite him to speak even though he did not get any response but silence.

his throat was very itchy. Get up from his bed and take a teapot on the table to pour it into a cup.

with a faint, longing to step out and go down the stairs one by one. looking at the kitchen with dim light.Open the refrigerator take a bottle of water and then open it to pour into the glass.

in the middle of sipping water from the glass, there were suddenly footsteps approaching him.

"Hindu, why haven't you slept this kid's been at 12pm".

it turned out that the mother-in-law who was also not asleep was picking up her bag in the living room when she saw her daughter-in-law coming down the stairs and stepping into the kitchen.

"eh, mama. longs not yet sleepy ma". he replied after sipping out his drinking water and then lifted the bottle that had been taken from the refrigerator and placed in its original place.

every movement from the son-in-law did not escape Sinta's sight.

"mama herself why not sleep?". after the completion of the activity now misses facing the in-laws and then gives a similar question.

"mama there was forgetfulness and just remembered earlier so mam rushed to the guest room because mam bag was lying there". by answering the question Miss then sat in front of the daughter-in-law.

"oi, tomorrow you just rest at home let the mother who looked at El all take care of El d ir hospital. Kasian if you come along son, considering your condition is less stable because Masi pregnant easily". because during her husband in the hospital, longing very routinely to visit him even once in the hospital.

longing to see the in-laws talking while taking out some of the contents of his bag to look for something that was forgotten when he got home.

hearing Sinta's request to ask her to rest tomorrow and maybe a few days if needed, make the longing not be able to accept it, considering her who is so accustomed to being near her husband and fear always haunts her if not always near her husband.

although in a state of unconsciousness, Longing is not a problem to stay with the husband, even though he has to sacrifice time and energy because it is time he struggled to replace the husband who had fought for him.

"sorry ma, but miss cannot. how to miss here if the soul longs to be with mas Erlangga".

Sinta had expected this to happen, considering the son-in-law who loved the child so much. despite their age was far apart but the love between them was extraordinary.

longing for a simple woman who must be stuck with an adult man like her child.who was once very free of association, just praying Eid al-Fitr or eid al-Adha must be forced first to want.

although it has the basis of religion from the school it was in a few years ago, but it does not make it on the good until the age of adults even three-headed

but, the presence of Miss is like a blessing in him. His son who used to be lazy to do worship, now he is the priest for his wife.

seeing his son-in-law who could not shake his stance when it came to Erlangga, Sinta could only pray that the child quickly realized and his future grandson remained fine in the womb.

"it's fine if it's your decision, but please, promise to stay well and take care of your child".

if you miss not being able to stay still at home waiting for the husband to wake up from his long sleep, at least he should be fine until the ordeal that drove him back to the contest.

longing who heard the request of the in-laws raised both hands and then grasped the wrinkled hands that were in front of him. with a face in the garnish of a sincere smile, and, longing to give confidence through the eyes so that the in-laws do not think bad things about him.

"god willing ma, longing will be fine as long as the longing to be near the Erlangga mas. although only able to see and touch without receiving a reply, longing is already a little calm". the answer is still with the same smile but his eyes look teary.but as much as possible the tears are held in order not to slide just like that.

even though he is strong in the eyes of people but if he is near the body without any movement and expression, longing will spill all his sadness there.

telling his heart, daily activities that are not far from expecting the awareness of the husband and give the spirit of life to be quickly aware.

seeing the eyes of the son-in-law will spill from his eyes. Sinta gave a warm clap in the hands of Miss.

"mama know honey, you are not that strong. cry if you want to cry, do not be held. mama's got shoulders for you when you're tired to stand up and mama's got hugs when you're not strong anymore".

by standing and walking around the table and then pulling longing to get into his arms slowly.

it was not able to see the young pregnant woman in front of him who at all times had to cry if he remembered the husband as a lifeless body.

about what Riko said a few hours ago, making Sinta undo his intention to tell Miss about the true state of Erlangga.

but even so, longing to know because the circumstances of her husband can not be allowed to linger in this situation, and maybe the right time to discuss it is tomorrow. lurking is already very night coupled with a longing mood that is not okay and do not let the news, even make longing awake until dawn.

"miss. in fact there are things that mama wants to say but the time is very late and you also have to look so tomorrow we just chat again.

"what ma".a longing who is kepo and impatient finally asked because he did not want to procrastinate again.for longing to be sure that what the in-laws will say, has something to do with the husband.

Sinta who saw the curious face Miss tried to give a smile to eliminate the insecurity of the son-in-law because mama erlangga understood very well the contents of the head of Miss. lately miss very sensitive and suspicious .

" tomorrow, baby. it's late at night you need to rest before seeing El tomorrow morning and mama doesn't want to see you wake up in a puddle and tired so mam asks now miss sleep because mama also has to sleep". obviously Sinta yawned to ease the action.

"well ma, misses sleep". his break up by stepping his feet into the room by leaving the in-laws who are still fixing the stuff in his bag.

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