LANTERNS
the power of prayer

El who was composing with the file brought by the secretary, so much. Making his movement is not free and impressed pinched. Every single report that was completed, his eyes remained fixed on the circular object on the wrist. Routine activities performed every day. Return home when I was seen for lunch while ensuring the state of the wife. Although in the house of many helpers and mama El, could not if not himself who saw directly. Either tell me when the file on his desk will stop waving to get his hand carving turn. If not remembering that today was not the last day, El would not have thought about it and immediately left his seat. Each breath sounds heavy every time the report on the table changes with one report. Paper that is so light but like a heavy burden for him to carry. The pregnancy of his wife in the midst of many threats made him anxious. If you miss being comfortable in the office every day, following El, El will carry his wife along with him. In the midst of a raging mind, a door was opened from the outside that showed a girl of her age. The presence of the girl, did not also disturb the busyness of El.

"Erlangga". A voice that was so seduced and missed by him a few years ago. His face lifted and looked at the beautiful woman in front of him with a face framed by a beautiful smile that never changed. 

"Raina". He said with a stiffened face. His chest was like a hard rock. He couldn't have seen it wrong. Women who have disappeared for years, now appear again with an unchanged appearance only look more mature and more beautiful.

With a bold step, Raina came forward and entered into the deck of El who was frozen in place. His feelings have not stabilized but now he is back in shock with a sudden attack.

The first woman to fill her heart gave a lot of color in the gray White period, many stories they carved and even plans ahead after completion of educational activities. They will form a happy little family. Making a beautiful story after the gray Puti period is over. However, it was just an unappreciated lip garnish because her woman had suddenly disappeared without any news. Carrying as new as his heart and leaving many wounds in his life, until the grandfather asked himself to be a stalker of a small family that became the easy target of the criminal. But who would have thought, the road even makes his soul mate visible even now becomes a place to store his seeds which will soon be transformed into a human utu in Duni after his affairs in the womb are finished.

"I miss you El". Sweet speech that used to be a positive energy for him, is now only a food without vitamins. As if awakened from his shock and daydreams, El tried to take off their arms. However, it's too late. The door opened slowly from the outside and showed a tiny woman with a bulging belly, like a statue in the doorway. With a shocked face and teary eyes, and hands trembling until no longer holding the food of the day that will be made a source of nutrition until the night before.

With a quick movement, El, immediately remove Raina's arms and chase after his wife who has entered the lip.

"Darling wait". Shouted El who made all eyes on him. Because of Masi's time of rest. So, outside Masi many kariawan who just came home from eating and will return to their respective rooms. El did not care. All El has to do now is meet his wife and explain what she saw.

A longing whose heart has been broken because of the scenery that should not be done by two different types of humans and not as mahram, bringing his steps further away from El. With a heart like a dagger slashed and died like a river that tides, making it never stop flowing.

The car, which read a taxi, stopped in front of him. Take a quick movement, by opening then stepping up and re-closing her. Do not forget to remove every water that continues to flow in the corner of his eyes.

"Road sir".

Without knowing the direction to go, Miss just wants to bring herself to a place that can make her heart and mind calm.

"Where are you going, neng?". The driver who is confused what to do, finally catapulted the direction of the goal that must be passed.

"Just go ahead sir". 

I miss being confused about where to go, to make the driver take him around.

"The bells are over". The driver who seemed to understand the situation of the easy woman behind him, ventured to open his voice. Who knows he can help, at least provide a solution or a place to throw sad, after venting.

"Sir, if it's my partner, it has to be done". Misses who do not know what to answer, finally throw the question.

The driver, who heard that, confused him what to answer. You see, the problem of cheating is not justified. If that's the right thing to happen.

"Suami neng cheated". By making sure before answering. The driver threw a question before answering.

"According to the father, if the father's partner, is caught hugging people, it includes cheating right".  With tears still faithfully flowing, longing to lift his face to look at the driver whose gaze was straight ahead.

"In plain sight, that's true. Tap, did you make sure? Ask who or listen to the explanation first!". 

"What still needs an explanation if it has been found in a quiet room without anyone, while hugging".  He answered by squeezing his chest that felt tight and did not forget to adjust the breath to return to normal.

"Actually, I also do not understand such problems, neng. But it's good if it's completed well. Do not even take steps by playing blur. Sorry, I understand, it must be very painful. But, it would be nice if neng, make sure everything is listening to the explanation. But not just one side. Involve the other side.". With the view of Masi faithfully straight ahead and once looked back through the rearview mirror. "During marriage, did her husband usually do such a thing? Playing or playing with other women".

Hearing the driver's reply, longed to turn his gaze toward the window. All this time, El was very loyal to him. Not even the slightest bit of him making longs in distress even hurt his heart. Who knows about human change. Because, every time, people will change. And the woman who clings to her husband, seems like a mature woman and must be very beautiful compared to him. By remembering how her body condition is now that is not as beautiful as before.

"No sir". The answer that turns pandany to the cheek object 'hubby'. The name listed is a very avoidable name.

"Recover everything, neng. Don't let it, just a misunderstanding. Who knows, the woman was a relative or friend who suddenly came and hugged her. Isn't it now, that hugs among friends or companions are common? So for that, finish it off in a good way. But if there is no longer a way, then the last way is to separate. Although God hates separation very much but God also does not like to torture yourself".

Hearing the explanation of the driver's brother, making the heart long like in a hard rock. Split up? I miss never thinking about it one bit.

"Sir, listen because I have heard my curses. Take me to the grand mosque". After considering, finally missed choosing to stay in the mosque.

after a few minutes, it finally missed arriving at such a spacious mosque and the many trees nearby . after paying the car fare, it finally missed taking a step towards the women's toilet.

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carried by the clear sky, with a row of buildings soaring up to cover the buildings of small merchants.a man in a black shirt with a tie that had not been as neat as this morning, scrambling his hair prustasi.

"sir Bimo, the hunt".he shouted frustration because he had not gotten a trace of the wife.

"arka, where is my wife". cried El after his phone was connected.

"patience El, long now to be in the grand mosque". explained Arka and immediately disconnected and headed to the grand mosque.

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carried by the sun so hot that it dried up the sea of throats. In a room, a teenage girl sat facing the qibla with her hands up and tears were not open.

thinking about her life journey with her husband, making a wider incision in the qalbu. her heart is not sincere about what has stained her eyes, heart and mind, are the steps taken right?.

given the events of a few minutes ago, married men are not worthy to receive a hug from a non-mahram, even if it is a cousin.

it hurts, when the heart has been fully handed over to the owner of the ridho.but, the trust is not in good care, not only is it a matter of uniting two hearts and binding someone in a relationship, but, getting married includes trust, trust, honesty, and maintaining purity of self for the couple, if religion and custom are held in high esteem, pasagan will still glorify his partner for what love if respect and honesty are no longer there.

"Longs".

call a woman who turned out to be in the same room without knowledge Miss.heard the voice, make longing fixated and then set her sights.