LANTERNS
a storm so terrible

in a building a woman aged 30 years and over, in an elegant style defended each hallway with a feeling of tightness and anger. his sudden departure a few years ago, was not his plan, all outside of his power.His father, asked to continue his education abroad with promised inheritance after completing his studies. in addition to leaving suddenly, he was also asked to focus on learning and was forbidden to have a lover.if he did not obey the orders of the father, then he would be removed from the largest inheritance recipient. because there is no other choice, then Raina must take the path that has been arranged by the father without saying goodbye to Erlangga. for the sake of learning desperately in order to complete his studies as soon as possible and return to the homeland to fulfill their stories that have been arranged steadily, he said, but his hopes for 7 years drowned just after graduation with a doctorate, Raina had to swallow a bitter pill.he was in a match with a young entrepreneur engaged in the field of coal Biggest in LA. his life was destroyed after that, no more color and happiness, his mental damaged over time.until that time came, where he had to learn sincerely in accepting the game of destiny. a thanksgiving for Raina, although in her heart there was no place for Bram, at least she could feel the warmth with all the abundance of affection given by her husband during their 6 years of marriage. when she was able to accept fate, suddenly a big storm came to hit her heart.Her husband was reported to have an accident by hitting the toll barrier to take his life.for the umpteenth time, the, Raina had to experience a deep pain, whether God loved her or vice versa, with no mercy left, making her heart stabbed thousands of needles. which heart will not be hurt if the person who always gives color in life until the only person who became a friend in joy and sorrow, now shakes the ground.sickness and pain, and tightness, that's how he feels.

after several months of trying to rise from the slump, Raina steadied her heart and intention to return to Mother Earth by bringing a million hopes of happiness that would welcome her.

after the plan is neatly arranged, Raina comes to the office of the lover, who, at first he was very happy after seeing the person he loved very much can be held in an embrace but that happiness did not last long after the door was opened from the outside and showed women with distended stomachs. at first, Raina did not bother but after El took off her arms forcibly and chased after the woman and called her with a word of affection, Raina's world was turned upside down. Raina does not understand, what story has been passed several years during her disappearance due to the threat of the father. With mixed feelings, Raina tried to visit the residence of Wijaya, Wijaya, but the expression and welcome that is obtained is no longer as warm as it used to be in the presence of Hugs and kisses from Sinta, even the impression is like a stranger who has the wrong address.His heart is so bitter as in a squeeze, her chest tight.but to be able to unravel her sadness, Raina visited the usual cafe in a tight place just to eat and the cafe is fairly their favorite cafe. after arriving there, the cafe is quite a favorite, Raina is very grateful to be able to breathe the same aroma that is still the same even though it has changed a lot even the aroma of Erlangga such as warming her chest cavity by stepping her legs to leave the parking lot, and then leaving the parking lot, tapia who sagkah herself in met with the person who was so missed. her smile that was so glittering, suddenly receded after seeing El hugging the waist of a woman with a distended stomach. Her mind was terseco, his mind was terseco, but all in the tepis, hoping he's just hallucinating.

"El, you Masi remember our favorite restaurant".with a sparkling wait and great expectations, Raina looked at the male occupant of her heart.

hearing his name is called by a voice that is so foreign but very familiar.

looking at the woman who greeted him.

"Raina. knows Rindu, my wife". faded already the smile that they had and heart warmed turned thunderous.but as hard as Raina pressed her heart to look fine.

"Raina, a close friend of El during High School".it was like there was a tone of affirmation in the sentence that had made the longing stiffen as well as El. was afraid if his wife ran away or did not want to see him, making El must be vigilant.he does not want to disappoint his family including his wife. El had already felt the pain of disappointment and he did not want it to happen to his wife.

"Mrs Erlangga Wijaya and wife Erlangga Wijaya". by affirming her position that is so important in life El did not forget to also approach her husband more closely to reinforce the right to ownership of her husband who can not be in makeup even at the touch of a sufficient end.

seeing the woman's behavior in front of him, made Raina fixated, not a matter of self-introduction that lasted a few minutes but the treatment of El is so soft and romantic, El dabbed a brief kiss on the cheek of Miss. His heart as in the pull out of his chest cavity so as to make his breath like stopping. by trying to make peace with the situation, the, Raina retreats from the unusual sight of a married couple.

"yes I have returned first".forgot the original purpose, Raina Directly left the place after getting a reply.with tears flowing without being in command. Raina had to get hurt so much after waiting for the last few years until the opportunity came back but all just wishful thinking.no more happiness found there, no more, there was only a foreign taste left.wanting to judge his Fate that was so bitter over all that made his life fall apart without remaining. I don't know what has been done in the past to make himself at the lowest point like now. loving a man who turned out to be married and the severity is only a rejection that is obtained even himself like an unknown person.

"non, where are we going". the driver who saw his employer in the middle of the grief was confused to say what.but considering their destination is uncertain, finally the driver ventured to ask.

"return to the inn sir".he needs to be alone within a few days to calm his heart.