Lecturer Everest, I Love You
expressions of sadness
the day went by beautifully
salsa and Ardian together are now enjoying an afternoon that is not so sunny but quite soothing
"sir" call Salsa
"hmm" answered Ardian
"we took a yuk sir boat" Salsa asked without looking at Ardian
"brave?" ask Ardian
"dare dong" replied salsa confidently
"if there is a crocodile how" asked Ardian while putting on a smile that is difficult to interpret
"hhh, mr mahh" replied Salsa
"yeah ngak so" continued salsa with a sullen face
"no need to be that, ugly" said Ardian while pulling a salsa to get closer to him
"biarin" salsa replied as she continued to bend her face
"chuck" replied Ardian while holding Salsa's hand
"where?" salsa bungungkang
"he said he wanted to take a boat" Ardian explained
"it's not so" Salsa replied while looking at Ardian
"why not be?" ask Ardian, bangtung
"so you said there was a culture, Salsa is not going to die now sir" Salsa replied with a fearful expression
"haha, there is no salsa" replied Ardian with a smile looking at salsa
"so the father said" said Salsa while remembering Ardian Tetang speech that he said earlier
"i'm just making it up, where are the crocodiles here" replied Ardian, holding a smile on his face
"there" replied the enthusiastic salsa
"where?" asked Ardian by pulling one eyebrow up
"father, hahahaha" salsa replied while laughing out loud
"if I am a crocodile, I have eaten since then" replied Ardian a little expression
"so get on the boat?" ask Ardian
"no sir" replied Salsa
"why?" ask Ardian
"we sit on the edge of the lake alone sir" Salsa proposed
without answering Ardian just nodded his head and walked with salsa to the place Salsa pointed
Salsa and Ardian sat on a bench near the lake with a breeze that was as breezy and soothing
"sir" called Salsa still staring at the lake in front of her
"hmm" Ardian replied as he looked at Salsa
"are you sure that this lake doesn't have crocodiles?" ask Salsa
"maybe" replied Ardian
"father know the proverbs 'don't think the water is calm there are no crocodiles'? salsa asked seriously
"tau" answered Ardian
"perhaps the language applies to this lake sir" said salsa while beredikkik fear
"hahaha, how many Indonesian subjects you used to value" asked Ardian while holding Salsa's hand
"good dong" salsa answered proudly
"now apologize to the Indonesian teacher, because it has given a value that can not be held accountable by students" Ardian orders that sound more like advice
"why?" ask Salsa bangtung
"there's nothing" replied Ardian
"forget it" Ardian continued
"sir" Salsa annoyed
"sal" call Ardian after a moment of silence
"yes sir" Salsa replied as she spread her gaze towards Ardian
"do you know how I feel?" ask Ardian himself
"feelings? what feeling sir" asked Salsa pretending not to know
"stay near me and be a part of my life sal" Ardian said as a very deep request
"you want to promise sal" asked Ardian
without orders Salsa shook her head which made Ardian sad
"wouldn't I be worthy of you sal?" ask Ardian who implies a very deep heartache
"no, it's not like that sir" replied salsa who was also sad to see Ardian's sadness
"do I need to do something sal?" ask Ardian who again doused the sadness
"sir, Salsa can't" said Salsa immediately lowered her head and quickly wiped away the tears that began to drip
"are I not worthy of someone salsa?" asked Ardian who almost lost his voice because of the pain he felt
"father, you will find someone who loves you, but it's not me" Salsa replied without seeing Ardian and trying to endure the heartache he caused by his rejection
"who is worthy of me?" ardian asked as he raised Salsa's head to look at her
"he who is able to love the father" replied Salsa feigning sternness
"name the sal?" pinta Ardian
" father will find him later" Salsa replied, turning her eyes and trying to stay strong in his position now
"when?" ask Ardian
suddenly the rain started to fall with a moment that was quite heavy
"it's raining sir" said Salsa, shouting a little
"let it go" replied Ardian
"sir is raining more and more, later the father is sick" said Salsa while running away from Ardian because her tears had almost fallen
'do I not have the right to love your creatures God' Ardian shouted in the rain
when I heard Ardian Salsa's speech, I was more agitated under the rain
"pardon me sir" said salsa quietly under the falling water ruins and continued to walk away from Ardian
"why don't you predestine him to me god" Ardian told the sky in a loud voice but unable to resist the torrent of falling rain
"why don't you give him the feeling to love me god" Ardian yelled again under the rain
"more than anything you want to take away from my life God" cried Ardian by dropping his body and kneeling before the universe under the falling water
"the happiness one by one you pull from my life" cried Ardian with tears that continue to be straight like the rain that soaks the earth today
"when did you take my life God" asked Ardian, who continued to be angry at his life
"you destroyed my family"
"you take my mother"
"you let me suffer"
"you take him whom I love"
"you took my grandparents"
"you take good men to me"
" and when I've cleared it all, you present salsa to me"
"but why don't you bring love for her to me God"
"not enough tests, God"
"how can I accept God's test"
"i need someone I can talk to"
"i respect you God, I love you, I trust you God"
"but why do you always test me"
"why am I the one you always test God for"
"you want to raise how many more degrees, God's degree of my life"
"god, give me strength"
"do not fall me from all the heights you give" cried Ardian who made his tears fall many times
"i want to surrender to God" Ardian said after nearly losing his voice
Ardian got up and sat on the lake bench, Salsa did not know the place, the rain had begun to fall
Ardian looked at the lake with all the clothes wet
it was getting dark but Ardian was still sitting on the lake bench
instantly in his daydream Ardian remembered Salsa
"where salsa" Ardian asked himself and looked around
"maybe salsa has gone home first" Ardian thought and looked back at the lake in front of him