LET ME BE HAPPY
chapter 47

If time could be turned back to the past, there would probably be no such thing as regret. Seeing someone who still controls the heart is laughing happily along with other men, making jealousy further sharpen the heart. Intentions want to treat longing, but not sadana increasingly scratching sembilu.

In the past, all the discomfort he tepis as jealousy. The dalil of friendship that binds tightly, has unknowingly blinded the eyes of his heart that love has grown and taken root over time. Strengthen the heart that the taste possessed is nothing more than a desire to protect.

Now, when everything is no longer the same, the feeling is getting louder and real. He could not deny anymore, that the taste had ravaged a lump of meat called heart. He must fight to neutralize all the feelings that are raging at the bottom of his heart that has been crushed.

Behind the sunglasses that he wears, a clear bulb cultivates in the corner of the net. How strong he tried to toughen up, but reality made him even more fragile and miserable. He still hopes that opportunity can still be obtained, even though he does not know when that time will arrive.

Another case with two human children who are now being noticed from a distance. They seemed to be chatting and occasionally laughing. Making his heart even more torn by endless regret.

"You want to add more?" ask Candra when she sees Adinda spending her second portion.

"Can you?" ask back Adinda.

Candra gulps down the saliva. It is not sincere if Adinda wants to increase the portion of her food again. However, he did not expect that if the girl he knew was very protective of his diet, now even looks like a person who did not eat for a month.

"Not full yet?" ask Candra while wiping Adinda's lips that look smudged with tissue. Adinda is of course misbehaved with the attention Candra lavishes on her.

"That's it, hehe." Adinda showed off her neatly lined rows of teeth. He couldn't fill his stomach anymore. Even though he likes his name for free, but he does not want to be suspected of being possessed.

"Where are you going?" ask Candra. Want it he volunteered to take Adinda wherever she wanted to go. However, he realized that he should not wish more on the former who has been the wife of the person.

"You go to the minimarket first to buy a snack, after that go home," replied Adinda while drinking the rest of the drink until the toilet was not there.

"Want me to take you?" fresh Candra. He hoped there would be no rejection from Adinda.

"May, as long as it is not troublesome," replied Adinda without hesitation.

Candra cheered in her heart. I don't know why he wanted to repeat the good times when he was with Adinda first. Although it feels inappropriate, but let him please himself for now.

"No, I'm glad to be with you" Candra said. He was anxious to see Adinda's face blushed because of it.

The two of them left the restaurant accompanied by a male gaze behind his hat and sunglasses. A sight that made his heart like a burning ember.

"Din, I miss you" said Devin. He moved to follow where Adinda and Candra went.

"Please enter the princess." Candra opens the car door for Adinda.

Candra again closed the car door after making sure Adinda sat down perfectly. He walked around and opened the car door for himself. Then sit behind the steering wheel. He turned his head and threw his sweetest smile towards his most beautiful ex. Slowly the car left the parking lot.

There was no conversation between the two. Occasionally Candra glanced at Adinda who chose to enjoy the scenery on the side of the road. Want it to feel Candra clasped the hand of Adinda resting on her lap. However, it was just a wish that he could not realize.

Soon the car stopped in the parking lot of a minimarket. Candra got off after her car was perfectly parked. Then open the car door for Adinda to come down. They walked to the minimarket.

Adinda went straight to the snack place lined up on the shelf while pushing the trolley. He took one of his favorite snacks and put them in a trolley.

"Let me push the trolley" Candra asked, taking over the trolley from Adinda's hand and starting to push it.

Adinda smiled happily at Candra's kindness. Candra was a male figure who was always kind to her. In fact, at the time of slander directed at him on his second graduation day, Candra was not angry. But he was left behind and Candra preferred to continue her studies abroad.

There was never a word break between the two, but the absence of communication makes Adinda no longer hope. From that moment on, Adinda became quiet. Only Devin was always there and made her come back cheerful.

Gradually the sense of comfort that he felt turned into love. However, he did not want the friendship that had been established since childhood to be destroyed. Adinda prefers to keep all the flavors themselves.

When Adinda has a chance to get Devin's heart completely, Devin destroys everything. In fact, her pride as a woman was also destroyed at that time. Although Adinda could not deny that the taste was still stored neatly in the corner of the heart, but the trauma was increasingly fostering hatred.

He sighed and exhaled slowly. He did not want to think about all the things that had gone before. Remembering that incident would only make his life a dead end.

What about Candra? Even if Candra still has a taste for him, Adinda does not want to give hope that will make good men hurt. He still wants to be alone. Enjoying the good times with his father's family and his future baby.

"Dra, let me just pay, this is my groceries," interrupted Adinda when she saw Candra holding out a magic card at the cashier. Adinda daydreams until she does not realize that Candra has gone first to the cashier.

"It's okay Din, just relax" said Candra.

"No, Dra. My food was free, two more servings. And now, you pay for my groceries. I don't want to, until someone tells me you're just using." Adinda felt bad because Candra had reached into her wallet too much today just for her.

"It's ok, equally," said Candra casually.

"Iisshhh, what am I talking about, what is the answer. Yes, thank you Candra who is kind and not arrogant" said Adinda while cupping her hands in the chest.

"Not really happy to talk about it." Candra just smiled amusedly looking at the expression of Adinda who looked very upset.

I wanted to feel Adinda hit Candra on the head, but soon she shook off that desire. Because after all, today he has drained the contents of his former lover's wallet.