Let Me Go
Some of His Memory is Back

   "Mrs..nyonya what do you want?"

Bi lastri was in a panic when she saw her employer's daughter-in-law carrying a bowl of chicken in her hand.

  Ms. Anet still did not answer Bi Lastri's question she went to the place of Amira who was still confused by herself,Ms. Anet pulled the wheel chair and put the fried chicken in her mouth, until the chicken fell on the floor.

  "Auntie enough!" Amira can't fight it. Bi Lastri tried to pull Bu Anet away from Amira, but he was even fateful that he himself was pushed by the woman to fall to the floor.

Not stopping there, Bu Anet even took water and then poured it into Amira's body.

  "The lady is enough, if den Rangga comes home later he will be angry." Bi Lastri tried to get up and was about to prevent the intention of Bu Anet who wanted to make Amira fall out of her chair, but too late, Bu Anet faster, he made Amira's body fall from the wheelchair,and then his head hit the table in the corner of the room.

  "Akh...!" Amira held her head which was very painful, some shadows appeared in her brain, it was part of her memory that was missing, Amira remembered it a little, she said,yes he remembered that if he had worked as a maid in the house of Bu Anet, the woman also did the same to him, apparently not Anet smart enough, he had managed to restore some of Amira's memories.

No, no... She was an evil woman who could be praised, her actions had injured Amira, she deserved the law for her cruel deeds, Amira saw the face of the woman in front of her with a look of hatred, just before she finally fainted.

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    "I don't understand all this, why bad things always happen to me, I also need sincere affection, I never once hated those who had been evil to me,but had they ever been fair to me once, I thought an accident some time ago, was the day I saw the world one last time, turned out I was wrong, I'm still here, I'm still here,still have to bear all the burden and suffering.

     now what should I do, when this memory returns, when I have realized that I am the person they once ignored, like a falling leaf blown by the wind, tossed about,there was no definite direction and purpose" at that time Amira was conscious, but she was still reluctant to open her eyes.

    " Amira, I know you've come to your senses, you don't have to be afraid anymore mama's not here anymore."

   Rangga at that time still did not know that actually Amira had remembered everything.

  Amira doesn't even want her memory back, she prefers it that way, she doesn't want to be an outcast anymore, but just the same, it means she doesn't want to face the reality.

   "I have to be strong, I can deal with all this." He strengthened his heart to stay strong.

  "Have you come home?" the first question came out of Amira's mouth, she deliberately did not want to discuss the matter earlier.

  "You're a little scratched, does that hurt?" asked Rangga attentively. Amira just shook her head not to answer, because at that time her feelings were more painful, when she realized that she was living around the person who was performing in front of her.

   "That's my stepmom, she's an emotional woman, you don't listen to anything she says." Said Rangga while continuing to gently caress his face.

   "Is oma home yet?" amira asked deliberately to change the subject."

  "Oma is still a few days there" replied Rangga

  "Aren't you going back to the cafe?" asked Amira again, he deliberately so that Rangga quickly out of there, his tears could not be contained anymore.

   "There's Dimas there, he can take care of it too, so I intend to go to the office, but auntie called and said something bad is going on, so today I'm home alone." Rangga then shifted Amira's body to the side, intending to sleep next to the girl. Amira who knows what Rangga wants to do, she also gives a little distance between herself and Rangga, but the guy even pulls Amira's body in his arms.

   "Hiks..." Amira finally failed to hold back her crying, she hated all this, why Rangga was still pretending, is not Rangga no longer in love with her, is not it all just a skit.

Amira rebelled trying to let go of the guy's embrace.

   "Take me off!!"

   "Take me off!!" amira shouted, "you're evil, you're just pretending to care about me." Amira's crying broke.

Rangga instead of letting go, but even further tightened his embrace. "You said last night you wanted to go to my parents' grave, but we're going there!" bring Rangga.

   "I don't want any more, all this time you don't love me, do you? You're just pretending, 'cause I don't remember my past, I don't even know where I came from, now tell me are you my husband?are we really married?" asked Amira she wanted Rangga to be honest now in front of her, even though she already knew that Rangga was not her husband.

  "I'm your husband, don't be angry like this." Persuade Rangga. "tomorrow we go to the doctor yes, make therapy" he continued.

  "No, no need I don't want to! Let it be like this, because I will return to what it was, I will return to being a lonely person, he who has no place to complain, time is also impossible to restore what has been lost, he said,I can only wait for my time to turn around to stop." Lirih Amira, she buried her head in Rangga's arms and finally her eyes closed again. When Rangga realized that Amira had fallen asleep again, he could breathe a sigh of relief.

   "Did Amira start remembering what really happened?" now it's her turn to be frustrated.

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    That afternoon, in the family residence Pak Andi happened something unexpected.

   "Pa, help mama pa!" scream Aura, he was in his parents' room.

   "Papa...!!" Aura called out again, Andi and Dimas who were chatting downstairs were obviously very shocked when they heard Aura who was shouting like a person in danger.

  "Pa, that Aura voice seemed to be something happening to mama." Dimas.

they also went to see him.

  As soon as they reached the door of the room they were very surprised to see the blood flowing on the floor.

   "Why is it like this?" Mr. Andi sat weakly on the floor, his feet could no longer walk, the world seemed to stop at that moment.

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