Let Me Go
Amel Back

    Day before....

  Amira was sitting relaxed on the porch of the house, Rangga had not returned home from work, and she was still at her friend's house, so at that time Amira was alone.

  Amira was still focused on reading the novel in her hands, she was not even aware of Amel's arrival back then.

  "Ehem.." Amel cleared his throat, making Amira shocked.

  Amira already knows that the one in front of her is Amel her friend at High School, but because they know she does not remember anything, so she also pretends not to know Amel.

   "Who are you?"

   "I'm Amel, Rangga's girlfriend." The girl replied, she was not surprised at all when she found out Amira did not know her, because she had already gotten information about Amira's current state of Aura.

  "Amira I know, you are losing some of your memory, but I hope you stay away from him, when your memory has fully recovered.

  Hearing Amel's words, made Amira again lose hope to be with Rangga.

  "What do you mean?" amira asked confusedly.

   "I want you all the way from Rangga, he's all mine, he doesn't love you anymore, maybe his feelings right now are just a remnant of the past, don't expect too much." Cryam Amel, Amira just silent, her brain turned fast, trying to digest Amel's speech, seeing Amira who was confused Amel went straight from there without saying anything more.

  Amira did not expect Amel to return to Indonesia, when yesterday he had heard the talk of Rangga and Amel on the phone, at that time Amel was still abroad, but now he is here. it seemed like he really had to lose Rangga again.

    "He's conscious, but won't talk, maybe something happened again?" ask Aura to Dimas.

   "I don't know, maybe Rangga said something to her." Said Dimas, he did not have the heart to see the current state of Amira.

  "Amira is a strong child, how can he be so fragile this" Pak Andi followed sadly.

  While Diandra's mother was still in Amira's room, trying to persuade Amira to talk. But baby, he just looked straight ahead, his eyes were blank, there was clearly no life in those eyes.

  "Honey..please talk to mama, this day you do not eat, do not drink, do you have any problems? You can tell me about Mom.

  Amira began to turn her eyes, looking at the face of the mother deeply, then the shadows of the past re-emerged in her mind, as if the incident had just happened, the mama who always scolded her, Aura's hatred for her, and her,cynical attitude sir Andi, all of them. All the bad things they did, Amira also kept seeing the little girl who was sitting under the table crying bitterly, and it was her as a child, her mind was messed up, her head was hurting...

   "Get out..!! Get out of here !!" shouted Amira, she threw her mother with a pillow.

   "Amira calm down Amira, this is mama!" the woman is still trying to calm down.

  "Get out!!!" she's getting hysterical

  Amira threw all the items beside her, even the glass was thrown just like that on the floor, but strangely did not break.

  Yeah, don't break it, get a plastic cup, but the rich guy is packing a plastic cup, huh? hihi.ada-ada aja.

  Seeing Amira's increasingly uncontrollable condition, Diandra went straight out of her room, and locked the door from the outside.

   ****

  "Mama calm down, let papa call Siska, who knows she can help." Said mr. Andi.

  "Siska who's pa?" dimas asked curiously, because the name was as he had heard it

   "You, the atmosphere is no longer good gini ngajak kidding again." Tegur Dimas's.

  "What if he's worse, what about pa?" the woman is getting more anxious.

  "We just pray that everything will improve soon, tomorrow morning I will send Rangga here." Said Dimas, trying to make his mother calm, while Pak Andi was busy calling Siska, but already several times on the phone, the girl had not picked up the phone as well, so the man decided to send him a short message.

   *****

   Rangga,oma and siska, they were already there, in Amira's room.

   First Siska told Rangga who was trying to get close to Amira, asked her to speak, Siska wanted to see Amira's reaction.

   Rangga slowly moved his legs towards the side of Amira's bed, and sat there.

   "Amira, how are you?" Rangga began to ask, Amira still did not respond, she was still silently pensive, not knowing what she was thinking now.

    "Mira, do you remember when we were in school, we used to spend time together, you still want us like we used to?" rangga asked, he was confused not knowing what to say, so only those words could be said.

  The girl still did not answer, making Rangga even more frustrated, Rangga then clasped Amira's hand, and said.

   "You need to heal, I promise I'll marry you." Hearing Rangga's words, everyone in the room was shocked, did not expect, but it turned out that his words had succeeded in making Amira look at him, Amira smiled, making everyone relieved, because they thought Amira's condition would improve,but who would have thought that at that time Amira would ...

   "Plac!!!" one slap landed on his handsome face, Dimas laughed.

"Haha..." But he was silent again, when all eyes glared at him.

  "Silence...!! Shut up, you're evil! You've thrown me away like shit, and now pretending to want to marry me, you've kicked me out of your life, you're going with Amel."

  "Hiks.!!"

   "Hiks!! You're all evil, get out of here, get out!" peeking Amira, he pulled the blanket and threw it under the floor.

   "You are all cruel, you have no feelings, go...!! Get out of here!!" Amira kept shouting, her voice was even raucous.

   "Pa, how's this?"ms. Diandra was very worried, and then came and hugged her, trying to give the girl peace, and it turned out that this time it worked.

  "Om, auntie we're out for a minute yuk, Siska wants to say something important.!" take the girl.

   Finally they all came out of Amira's room, and only left the oma there.

"You know, son, I love you so much, you can't do this anymore, you make us all worry."

Oma said as she fondly stroked Amira's hair.

   Amira was still crying in the middle-aged woman's arms.

   "Oma know, you're in a lot of pain to bear this all by yourself, but oma knows you're a strong kid, a good kid, that good kid doesn't want to make other people difficult either,so if you want you to be strong, if you don't like people yelling at you, insulting you, you fight it, if you continue in your own pendam you will feel the pain." Oma clear long wide.

   It turned out that the words of the oma had made Amira's mind open, so that she would also talk to the oma what she was feeling.

   "Omm... Amira wants Rangga as she used to, don't pretend to Amira, she's not sincere, she already has Amel but still says she wants to marry Amira, she's playing Amira." Adu Amira,oma just listened, did not answer at all." As for them, they pretended to be kind to me, because now that I'm a cripple, right now they seem to love Amira very much but, it won't be long before they're going to throw Amira back..."

  "Hiks!!" Amira came back crying, her soul was being shaken at this moment.