Little Husband, Fierce Teacher Mother
LHFTM - His Desire

"I ..want.... "

His words hung, making me even more afraid. I waited with a serious face and mixed feelings.

Fear, worry, worry and impatience. It seems to intentionally upset me.

"I, want to. this thing is accelerated, can not be delayed anymore. I want to see you marry the man of my choice. I am no longer long. I'm scared .. I'm scared ..." The conversation surprised me.

He further downplayed his tone. He sobbed suddenly, making me surprised and confused about what to do. I was silent in silence, allowing her to finish speaking without cutting off her conversation.

"I'm afraid I can't marry you in accordance with the agreement with your father, I'm afraid you're wrong to choose Floo's life partner" her eyes began to glaze over.

Both my eyes also glazed over, thankfully Mr. Andra came out. He knows our boundaries and privacy. I became sad to see her like this, but I also did not want to go through marriage with a sense of compulsion.

"Give me time, please give me time!"

"Until when? until I take my last breath you'll take it? follow my wishes and your father Floo!"

"I know! but I can't accept this with coercion! don't you think how I feel trying to accept another man while I love another man?!!!" i'm yelling.

I try not to cry, but I lie if I'm not sad and hurt. Why is he so selfish?! I don't want this to happen.

Crying sobbing, I couldn't control my emotions. It all just happened, I went out to avoid the debate and didn't want to make things worse.

I'm afraid, the thing I've been afraid of is going to happen. I don't want to lose myself, no! enough at that time! not this time.

Walking through the streets of the city aimlessly turned out to be quite tired. But then I remembered a place not far from the hospital.

I turned the direction of my goal, I had already missed quite a distance. I'm going to that lake, where I can calm myself down right now.

My heart is quite broken hearing his decision, I might not be able to resist his past decision, but for this time? I will fight for my happiness!

Just once, enough times that I let her down, so for this time I will not repeat the same mistake.

I inhaled the air that was there greedily. I felt quite satisfied to have expressed my wish. Finally, the wedge of my heart all this time made me feel quite relieved.

Recalling the incident back then, I became a little smile considering how emotional I was at that time.

Yes, I remembered that Edwin had saved myself while drowning in the lake and that was quite comforting for me.

Remembering her, I became a little homesick on her. Akhhh .. What do I think? love her sister, miss her sister? you moron!

However, her attitude towards me back then was very inversely proportional to her attitude towards Devan.

I also did not expect that he was the younger brother of my former lover when I first met him in High School.

Maybe it's because I haven't been back playing at Devan's house since I decided to go on education. But he did change, at that time I saw it somehow class at that time but I remember it when it was very small.

I loved her like I loved my own sister, but now her face has changed, not as innocent and innocent as before.

"Hi ma'am pretty!"

That sound? I looked back, finding out what the voice was. And it turned out to be true, again Edwin!

"Mother why? saddened?" his mouth spoke again, never tired to speak

"Yes, looking for calm"

"Oh, it's just appropriate not to go in"

"Yes, why are you here? truant again?!!" my anger began to rise to the crown, I became annoyed at his unchanging behavior.

"Yes, there is no mother, lazy school"

"You are, a child is naughty! kasian your parents Edwin! moreover, your brother must be very tired of taking care of you!"

"They never took care of me."

Deggg!

Edwin's words deeply touched my heart, I can't imagine what happened in his life.

It may be true said people, a person changes because of the circumstances and environment in which he lives.

My heart ached hearing his words, then I stared at his face which led to a calm lake. I can see there is a sad feeling emanating in both eyes.

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