Little Husband, Fierce Teacher Mother
LHFTM - Salting #2
"Sorry Devan, it doesn't have to be like this .." I said gently brushed off his hand that was sticking with my palm.
"Sorry Flo, but I hope we can come back" he said languidly looking at my face. He was already very excited.
"Yes, it's okay. We start slowly as friends ok? I can't give you any certainty yet"
"Yes, I'm gone first, you rest well. Don't forget to dream of me!" her screams a nosy smile.
I just nodded while smiling in shame. Then the car got further away and started to disappear from my vision.
I immediately set my foot to enter the house. Because it was already quite night and the air outside was extremely cold.
I started to clean myself and also took off all the clothes attached to my body. It was exhausting even if it was just dinner.
But I admit, tonight Devan is quite romantic and aggressive. Unlike usual that is stiff and also always looks tense.
But just now, his hands had started to mischievously and started to touch slowly. I'm pretty uncomfortable with that touch, I'm not used to being touched here and there.
Devan should have known no, although I also thought it was natural but it also made me rethink about the incident that I thought was quite taboo earlier.
Maybe some people think it's normal, so do I. But for a moment the guilt and weirdness began to enter my heart.
I immediately cleaned myself up and changed my clothes with a nightgown that was thin enough not to get too hot.
Checked my phone and saw some messages coming into it. But because since then I just focus with Devan so forget to just check it.
Mita: Don't forget tomorrow Flo! you must be honest and not avoid!
I'm sure he'll be very excited tomorrow. I choose to rest my body so I can feel more fresh when I wake up in the morning.
But I can't close my eyes, I'm getting more awake when I want to sleep. I don't know the effect of where can not sleep like this.
I started to rethink those memory fragments. It made me smile like crazy.
I cupped my face with my palms, why would I think of Devan's touch when stroking my head?
'AAAAAAAA' cried out in my heart for being misbehaved and embarrassed to remember the incident.
I rolled my body on the bed, like a high school teenager who had just fallen in love and was in love. My age does not match my current attitude.
In the midst of my strange behavior, a message entered the phone. I opened it and checked it.
'WHATTT DEVAN?' again I was like a shy little kitten.
Devan: Are you asleep? I just finished taking a shower.
Me? : No, I can't sleep
I immediately turned off the phone and covered my face with a pillow. Today I was like a madman in love.
The tring! trings!
The ringtone from my phone, a call came in and it was definitely from Devan.
"Hello?"
"Y-yeah?" I was getting nervous, somehow my emotions became like this
"Why not sleep? you have to work tomorrow" he said softly advising me
"Well, I don't know" I answered as if I was biting my lower lip.
"How about lunch tomorrow?" her question suddenly surprised me
"Huhuh? what's?" I'm acting like a fool hahh hahh hohh
"We had lunch together, how? I have free time tomorrow"
"Aaaaa. yeah I'll see tomorrow's schedule, I'll tell you later"
"Alright, don't forget and have a good night. Floo's dream"
Tuttt
I immediately turned off the call. My heart is racing fast and a red tinge is again gracing my cheeks.
'Devan, you always make me speechless with your treatment. I'm afraid, someday there will be things that make me unable to let you go'
I don't know what I'm thinking, but why does my mind say that? I shouldn't be happy and will be planning a new life with him.
Hahhh. I am a fool. I threw away my bad thoughts. I will live happily with her. Got to! I had to give him immediate reassurance so that things wouldn't happen that I didn't want.
'This time, we're not going to split up anymore Van! I promise you that!' my determination in my heart while closing my eyes to go to the island of Kapuk.
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