
I glanced at the clock that was plastered on my phone screen, at 11:06 it was still early enough for myself to go home, I stopped playing my water.
I got up and tried to collect and release the burden that was there without realizing I lost balance and ....
Byurr!!!
My body fell into the cold water, I tried to reach the edge of the lake but still could not. I tried to calm down and not panic so I wouldn't get further away from the edge of the lake.
But unfortunately, I can't swim and it's free. I'm stupid! already know can not swim still hope to reach the edge.
I resigned my life, maybe this is the end of my life, I closed my eyes and tried to be sincere with my destiny. I wish there was a miracle if there was still a chance for me to live.
*****
Slowly, both of my eyes opened I could feel the light of the sun coming down and shining into my eyes, akhh.
I was stupid, hoping someone would come and help me, but that was my wish and hope for the last time.
I continued to enjoy the sunshine of the day, trying to smile at my silly destiny.
"Aware?" the voice of someone I didn't know suddenly entered my hearing.
"Huhh?!" I'm in my heart, hera
Uhukkk uhukk!! I coughed, feeling tightness in my chest.
"Hey, you're conscious?!" he waved his hand right in front of me
"WHATAAA???" I immediately got up and slapped my cheek quite hard
"Hey, what are you doing? are you crazy to hurt yourself after I saved your attempt to kill yourself? know that I won't save you!" he said surprised and his tone sounded annoyed.
"I'm sorry? suicide?" wonder I frowned
"Yes, you drowned yourself, didn't you? I saw him just now"
"It's so funny that you drowned, I didn't drown!"
"That's it, you're a basic clueless! if not, next time there is no need to help me! I would rather die than live my life helped by a boy like you!!" I'm really emotional and I can't control anymore, I really don't know why I became so emotional
"Basic doesn't know himself! still good luck I help you, otherwise you would have been lost and we are different nature!"
"What's the deal with me then? we have nothing to do and I don't care about you!!!"
I quickly walked away from him, you crazy fellow! I drove my car quickly and went straight home to calm myself down.
I hit the steering wheel of my car and squeezed it hard, I got out and immediately entered the house. I slammed the door pretty hard, aarghhh!!! my screams echoed in the house. I had no taste for food, I just cleaned myself up and laid myself down.
I don't know why I became emotional like this??!!! and I just realized something was flowing in my intimate part.
And yapp is right, huhhhhhhhh... pissed off!!!! I have a monthly guest, my stomach is cramping and hurting, damn it!!!
I choose to sleep instead of thinking about things that make me stressed and crazy.
***
That morning I woke up quite early, and soon left for work. At least I tried to forget what happened yesterday.
I hummed cheerfully and ran my car, but at the red light I felt something was missing and there was nothing around me, I felt something strange and lacking from my body.
Butwhat? I thought for a long time until I realized! my phone!! I turned around to go home. I could've left that one flat.
Arriving home, I quickly searched for it, but I found it nowhere until my room was like a ship had broken.
I was frustrated and ruffled my hair, I tried to remember the memory fragments I passed yesterday and it turned out that there was a scene from the memory that my phone was left in the lake!!!
Astaghfirullah, only this time I remembered that sentence of Istighfar. I'm really upset very upset! my mood that morning was very messy, I still went to work.
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