Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
The Ten Years Of Openess


After everything has improved, Lazel now wants to start with reality. Where the possibility of reality will be difficult to accept. But Hyunjae who was just excited about Lazel's consciousness did not think of anything at all.


While the pink-sliced woman already knew what she had to do. Because all of this is included from one of his final goals.


Even he himself knew that his uterus had been damaged during a previous accident. Nezra who had given the examination when he woke up had explained everything.


His sadness was indeed felt, but the feeling would be useless.


"Lazel you called me?" Said Nezra who came along with Hyunjae and Hyunji.


"Yes," he nodded. "Ian, gohome. You must be tired."


"No, I still want to be with you." Resist.


"You can see me again later, so go home."


"Alright, then take care of yourself."


Ian's departure makes him a little relieved because for now he won't involve Ian.


While Hyunji just came and wanted to see the state of Lazel. And now all that was left were the three of them, Lazel felt that this was enough for him.


"I think this is long enough to happen, even we both have to give lies every day." Lazel.


"Hm? Actually what you wanted" Hyunjae suddenly fell silent and began to realize what Lazel wanted to say. "Lazel.. Don't tell me you..."


"Don't get in my way, Hyunjae." Legally.


"What do you want to talk about?" Ask Nezra.


"Mother, or rather Miss Pietra," now behind the mask she always wore began to clearly see what she had been hiding. "Hyunjae and I. The two of us never intended to like each other, but rather make use of each other."


"L-Lazel?!" Hyunji was surprised by what Lazel told his mother.


"What do you mean..."


...◇• •◇...


"I refuse."


"..............." Just look at his face he knew that the girl would reject his offer. "Then let's make a deal."


"????"


"I'll find something you don't know, in return, fulfill my request."


His face began to react, "wonhae's death?"


"I'll find out the mastermind."


"I can't mem-"


"I've never asked for your trust, at least you and Hyunjae can talk first."


The actions of his extended family were quite over the line, at least all he wanted was to live as usual without any illusions from others. But it turns out that all is wrong, it is difficult to change if you already have hate from the beginning.


In accordance with the previous advice he had heard from a man who was the father of two Sons of the Pietra family. He intends to meet the man named Hyunjae directly.


After thinking about it over and over again, what he was doing right now would never be imagined by many.


"We just need to split up when I manage to build a stake in America." Evidently.


"In return I will be the one who will swallow your money."


"Just calm down, I'll prepare everything. But you have to agree to this."


"Anything for money." Snoots.


"And I don't want you interfering with my every deal."


"Your business?" The laugh, "hei~ I only love your money~"


Though he had just lost a very valuable figure in his life, then came someone and proposed to him with a pile of agreements. For the sake of change and also revenge, he was willing to sacrifice anything for his purpose.


It was easy, if Adam did not manage to catch the culprit, at least there was still another deal he made together with Hyunjae. At least they just need to do a long drama that will probably drag them into trouble.


So they got married and started making fake families.


...◇• •◇...


Just now everyone was pleased with the return of Lazel consciousness. But in an instant the woman again made the situation tense.


Even after saying all that, Lazel could still be in a calm state and it was as if everything was indeed going to end here.


The sound of footsteps approached him quickly then a loud slap hit his right cheek.


"ARE YOU AWARE OF WHAT YOU'RE SAYING?!" Shouts of Nezra filled the room.


"Of course." Answer's relaxed. Even so, only this time did he see Nezra's unbearable emotions. After all, this is natural after what they have lived until now.


"You!-"


"Mother! Stay away!" Hyunjae said, blocking his mother from approaching Lazel, "i won't let you touch Lazel."


"Yuuji! Why are you silent, she-" Nezra was shocked after being given a reaction by Hyunji. "Hyunji why you-wait, don't-don't..."


"I already know." Say it with a face down.


At first Nezra thought that everything was a misunderstanding, but who would have thought if his beliefs for years had to collapse and obeyed himself. Whatever he did for Lazel. Moreover, he already considered the woman as his own child.


Now... Nezra began to feel a pain that almost tore his feelings. He did not expect that for many years what happened was just a setting or drama.


"Your time is only until you make a full recovery, then stay away from Hyunjae." Nezra then left them.


"Yes, I understand."


...◇• •◇...


"Why did you say that to Mom? Don't you think that you just had your accident,"


"You say everything as if you can handle it easily. And again, I didn't expect you and Dad to have another deal, either,"


"Lazel, try to think-"


"In order to keep lying to them?" Now Lazel began to let himself speak, "Doing this sickening drama?"


"Then answer my question, when do you want this situation to be?" The question was quite easy, but he knew what kind of answer he would get, and it was very wrong.


"Don't I say it, if I can build a stake in America?" Answer Hyunjae.


"No, you're wrong."


"Huh? What's wrong?"


"You love me, don't you?" Now he blatantly judges Hyunjae's own feelings.


"..............."


"You today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or whenever it is, you'll keep saying the same thing. Because you're gonna try to keep me, aren't you?"


"..............."


"The end is over." Now Lazel began to look at his hands which had some scratches. "I think this is enough."


Taps!


"????" His face turned upwards and saw Hyunjae slowly grasping his hands and giving him a gentle look.


"Mother has said before, if you've regained consciousness, you're allowed to go home." Evidently.


"Come home?"


"Come on."


"A-Ah~ sorry, not that I don't want to. But I still have a hard time walking." Lazel said while holding his stomach.


"Sorry, I'm so excited to see you awake."


"What enthusiasm? You also get nothing if I wake up."


"No, you're wrong."


"Hm?"


"I can spend time with you alone, isn't that fun."


"Haha~ is a good joke."


...◇• •◇...


"Mom listen to me"


Bruaks!


Her small hand opened the two doors violently.


"Basically you are bajing*n! How could you lie to me!" Speak directly with a veined face.


"Nezra, can you knock on the door"


"Adam! Why are you lying to me?! You think ten years is a short time?! A minute?!"


"I didn't expect that all this time you guys were playing the drama behind me!"


In a special room that Adam often used to do his work. Nezra came to her own Husband with a very strong clash, even Hyunji himself had a little trouble handling his mother.


"So Lazel said it.." - Adam.


"You lied to me, but I've seen Lazel's happy face over and over again with Hyunjae,"


"But it turns out you know it's a lie, but you've been doing it all the way up, anyway,"


"Actually what do you want to do? And why are you doing this..."


"Hyunji, leave us." Adam got up from his seat and began to walk towards his wife and also his Son.


"W-Will Mom be okay?"


"I'll handle it."


At his father's request, Hyunji left the room and let his parents talk to each other.


...◇• •◇...


Now the white body has red bruises and injuries from previous accidents. In fact, almost every face had plaster covering small wounds. His red lips also had a tear wound that was quite painful, therefore Hyunjae would be careful when he asked Lazel to speak.


At present... Lazel will find it difficult to use both feet to walk. The stone rubble left both of her legs numb, impacting her uterus.


The silver-haired woman simply fell silent on the wheelchair that Hyunjae was currently pushing.


"????" He had repeatedly seen his hand that kept moving getting rid of his hair.


"Lazels."


"Hm?"


Hyunjae stopped his movements and walked to Lazel's face, then grabbed something from his pocket.


A ribbon of a night blue butterfly with snow points on both wings began to put on the back of Lazel's head and tidied a little of his hair.


"Why are you with you?" Ask Lazel.


"I used it often in the office."


"Huh?"


"Don't you ever tell me my hair is starting to lengthen? So I just narrowed it down with this ribbon."


"Don't you just have to cut it?"


"I think the model would be much better if you cut it."


"I can't cut my hair."


"really?"


"Yes." Yeah."


Both of them suddenly fell silent and the situation became awkward.


"Then let's go home."


...◇• •◇...


The sound of dings was clearly heard from the tightly closed room. All the servants did not dare to enter the room at all.


Hyunji was worried about the situation inside. He was very sure if his mother was currently venting her anger on his father. Hyunji knew at first that it was going to be like this, but he didn't expect it to be this bad.


Lazel can not be predicted, the woman could have made the situation change according to his words.


"Hm?"


"T-Master and Miss Big stop."


Cklek!


Hyunji looked at his mother who came out with roaring breath.


"Mom-Mom!"


"Hyunji. Please don't lie to your mother again. Is it true that another reason Lazel did this was to take revenge on his extended family?"


"Y-Yes that's right."


"Next time.heard about his family, from Lazel directly."