Lost Feelings
Trusty? They Are Nothing But Just A Bullshit

His family looked pitiful in the eyes of others. However, he himself judged that they were extraordinary. Never knowing where the bad side came from, he tried to remain optimistic in any case. For everyday life can enjoy time together, there is no shortage of sentences in the family that he has.

But all that is nothing in the eyes of the man who has everything.

Having a home that can protect his family from the heat and rain is more than enough. What became their food was more than enough, although not as luxurious as others, at least their flaws could still be covered with what they were.

The ends remain free, even himself does not know where the bad location of his family.

They always say the same thing every day just to demean someone. Insults after insults continue to happen without a fight.

Until one day he was tired of that sickening sight. He firmly made his own way of life, even though his growth was his happiness in the household.

Married a wealthy man, changed his lifestyle, and boasted of everything he had. All of this is based on revenge.

...◇• •◇...

And now.Him who only had a sense of vengeance was betrayed by the actions of his Uncle. So far it's just about revenge, nothing more. But, who would have thought his Uncle would act so as to be able to save one's life just because of dislike for himself and also for his small family.

The double!

"!!!!" Everyone was shocked by Hyunjae's actions.

"Bajing*n! I won't spare you fucking ass!" Hyunjae said with both fists that had just hit the glass.

"What am I doing wrong? At least that's what other rich people do,"

"Whatever they want, whatever they have, when there's a beggar in front of them, that beggar is nothing but a landscape bully,"

"Their heads are too high to look down. Now, what did I say wrong?"

Arrogance has become a hierarchy for the rich. Not all who have such a nature, but they still show the luxury they have unknowingly.

The table that was fused with a glass barrier, Lazel shed his tears. Adam who had originally done nothing now began to move.

"L-Lazel..."

"I have absolutely no idea how Uncle thinks. Get rid of the rich and poor, what I ask is why did Uncle involve Wonhae in this matter? If you hate my rebellious self then you can finish me off directly,"

"In this position I began to realize that I was a threat."

Her cries began to grow, Hyunjae standing behind her trying to calm the woman down.

"Imagine it if Uncle managed to kill Hyunjae. Then I'll remarry someone else, will Uncle do the same?"

"Of course, right? Because I'm a threat to you,"

"But if Uncle kills me from the beginning, maybe Uncle doesn't need to do any further."

What Lazel said was very true, even his words could slap someone. If it continues like this, then Lazel lives as a threat. Where he is, and where he will live, he only puts those around him in danger.

"Did Uncle know..." Lazel wiped his tears and face slowly. "Whatever you are, no matter how much I hate you, I never had any idea that you were a murderer."

"!!!!"

"Come on Hyunjae." Lazel got help from Hyunaje, "Dad... or should I call with Mr Adam?"

Lazel put his face on, "thank you." He said politely.

...◇• •◇...

"You okay?" Hyunjae asks who saw Lazel's condition getting worse due to today's events.

The woman also vented all the thoughts of her heart and spilled everything so that it became uncontrollable. Although their problems were arguably finished, Lazel continued to cry.

Hyunjae knew that something like this was very difficult to accept. Moreover, at this time only left Lazel the oldest in his family. In addition to being a Wife, she also has a Sister who must still get attention from her.

"Hyunjae, can we go to the Hospital first?" Lazel.

"A-What's up? Is your body sick?"

"No, I just want to check my body further."

"All right."

...◇• •◇...

Inside a hallway of white shades, he waited alone while thinking about Lazel's current position.

For not getting or listening to anything from Uncle Lazel. Hyunjae decides to ask his father for help asking further questions about the tragedy that befell Lazel's parents and other things.

On the other hand, a specialist obstetrician and also treatment of human crutches is examining the condition of Lazel.

"So far there's nothing strange or anything inside your body. As previously told, in the future there is a high possibility if you will have difficulty getting pregnant." Obviously the Doctor.

"About how long will I be able to move as usual?" Ask Lazel.

"H-uh? Y-Well, it looks like just one week has been cu-"

"Thank you." Sela Lazel got up from her seat.

"B-But what I'm saying is just a possibility, so don't push yourself too hard." The doctor said with a little worry.

"Okay, thank you."

"..............." The doctor put on a confused face. "She was so eager to heal, but...why did it seem like there was something strange about her face?"

...◇• •◇...

Hyunjae held onto both of Lazel's shoulders and helped him lead to the room. Hyunjae now wants to focus on Lazel's recovery.

"Do you need anything?" Hyunjae asked after helping Lazel get himself in bed.

"No." Her mask.

"Then can I be here with you?"

His silver hair was long with a butterfly ribbon that always decorated his hair.

"Can you stop looking at me?"

"Can't."

Hyunjae prefers to sit down and stare at Lazel from there.

"I love you, Lazel."

"I know."

"But I revealed it at a bad time, so I wanted to repeat it again."

Lazel did not know whether the sentence was serious or just a joke to him. All he wants to do is one, he does not care about other people's talk about him, whether it's about opinions or disclosures.

Because it's... Lazel felt that if everything was done, he had no more business with the rich family.

"You don't trust me, do you?" Hyunjae asked with a bent face touching the bed.

"..............."

"I don't know when I started feeling it, but. I was jealous when you were with that Gyuu brengs*k,"

"Seeing you in such a state almost made me despair,"

"Hey Lazel," now his hand began to reach for that face. "Do you hate me?"

The man looked at her with affection and also sadness at the same time.

"No." Answer directly.

"I don't know how you feel about me, but I'm glad to hear that." Hyunjae.

Getting such an answer already made him a little happy, Hyunjae got up from his seat and walked towards the closet. He took off his top clothes and turned to the bed.

"????"

"I'm sleepy." Hyunjae said with his mouth wide open.

The big man took a sleeping position facing Lazel and pressed his face against Lazel's body. Hyunjae knew that Lazel's condition was not improving. So he decided not to do anything to the woman.

"Lazels." Call her.

"I thought you were asleep."

"I'll repeat everything."

"..............." Lazel turned his face to Hyunjae.

"I won't make the same mistake again. Therefore, stay here."

Lazel did not give any words in response. His left hand moved slowly and turned on Hyunjae's head and stroked him slowly.

"Sleep." He said in a low tone.

...◇• •◇...

"Miss? Do you need anything?" Ask Yana who saw Lazel go down the stairs slowly.

"No, I just want to walk for a while."

Yana left her work and walked before Lazel, "I'll accompany you."

"Not per-"

"Sorry to interrupt, for the time being I am listening to Mr. Hyunjae's orders." Forever

"All right."

Lazel never knew if Hyunjae had a firm side, because what he had seen, the man was always irritating and always rambunctious. This led to a fight between the two of them.

Hyunjae fell asleep in the afternoon and knew when he would wake up. Currently Lazel is with Yana towards the Greenhouse located beside the Villa.

"Let's just calm Miss, I've taken care of everything inside this Greenhouse." Yana Saying.

"Thank you."

"..............." Yana watched Nonanya from behind. He thought little if Lazel had a little change, whether it was in terms of speech or actions, but Yana knew very well what the change was.

Lazel walked in his long sky blue shirt. His long silver hair adorned him who looked hollow, the butterfly ribbon he always wore wherever he was.

"After what I noticed, it seems like Master is starting to realize his mistake and is starting to notice Miss," inner Yana who is also happy at the change. "Hm?"

Yana saw Lazel who suddenly stopped while holding his stomach.

Yana who was Lazel's guard immediately walked up to the woman with a panicked face, "a-what's the matter Miss?! Does your stomach hurt?!" Ask Yana in a frenzy.

"I don't know what it's like to be pregnant" Lazel said with a depressed face. "Or does it feel like giving birth."

"!!!!" Yana was shocked and at once felt guilty, "a-what do you know, The Doctor just said if you're going to have trouble getting pregnant instead of a can-"

"I don't care" Lazel said. "I don't want it either." Reciprocity.

Lazel considered that all the problems that befell him were punishment for his actions during this time. After all, she never thought that Hyunjae would really love her.

Previously Lazel had once made his determination, that the sentence of men is nothing but nonsense.

For now, he is more focused on healing both his legs and also the injuries on his body and also on his face.

After that, everything may end at the wrong time.