Lost Feelings
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"really?"

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"Thank God, I think I should tell Lazel about this, too."

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"Calm down, he's been fine so far. I'm not gonna let him go anywhere anyway."

^^^"I still doubt you... Hyunjae."^^^

"..............." the man fell silent and put on a gloomy face. "See you." He said and then cut the connection.

Hyunjae had so far realized what he was doing. Played with so many women behind Lazel. Though the woman knew what she was doing, Lazel remained silent and did not interfere.

What he's doing is wrong, but that doesn't mean he can leave it all to the women out there. They are nothing but toys that can satisfy him. As previously known, Hyunjae never had any intention to satisfy his desire to be satisfied.

Therefore he is always well controlled despite the many temptations of women who want more from him.

"By the way where is Lazel?"

His sleep was interrupted when his phone rang and got his father to call him. The question he had asked earlier, now he had an answer.

Besides of... Adam, who was his father, had not yet put his trust in his own Son.

"Well, right now I want to see Lazel."

...◇• •◇...

In the Middle Room with decorative lights hanging from the ceiling. Lazel was silent as if thinking of something else, but he could not move to do it himself.

"Finish~"

"Hm? What are you doing?" Lazel asked who from earlier did not feel anything because he kept daydreaming and thinking.

"Braiding your hair~" said Yana excitedly.

Lazel grabbed his hair forward and looked at it himself, "hahaha~ thank you."

"Here you are." Speak to someone with a voice that resonates.

The two turned their heads and looked at Hyunjae who appeared.

The man in black shirt walked over to the two women, "Where, can you leave us? There's something I want to talk to Lazel about."

"Of course!" Answer with spirit.

"There is ap-" when Lazel turned his face he had to meet another face.

"You're beautiful too." Said Hyunjae who rounded his eyes before Lazel, because at this time the distance between their faces was very close.

"W-You almost touched my face. Besides I've heard that sentence from you directly."

"Hehehe~"

"What's wrong?" Now Lazel's turning to the core of the conversation, "don't you want to say something?"

Hyunjae explained everything slowly, where he asked his father for help to keep asking Uncle Luo some things about the matter ten years ago, the accident of both Lazel's parents and their opinions about Lazel.

"So... do you think that the deaths of my parents have anything to do with Uncle?" Asked Lazel who immediately understood the situation quickly.

"I thought so at first, but I didn't."

"What about Ian?"

"..............." after seeing Lazel's expression. Hyunjae did not want to continue his words at all. After the loss of his Father and Mother, Lazel did not want anything that could threaten Ian's safety

"Hey."

"In addition to you, they also hate Ian for always taking refuge behind you, and making you a hero to him."

"They don't intend to touch it, do they?"

"Y-Yes, after all, at this time Father did not at all ease the punishment given to the Great Family"

Lazel held his own head and put on a look of pain.

"W-Are you okay?"

"I don't know why I live with a family like this, when someone is in trouble it's certain that their family participates in support. But why is my family only like this,"

"I know if hate exists, but why should they involve others in this?"

Hyunjae brought himself closer to Lazel and gently rubbed Lazel's hair.

"You... How about you?" Lazel asked who raised his face and looked at Hyunjae.

"I-I'm fine.The reason is not much different from Wonhae."

...◇• •◇...

Some days Lazel's condition is not much different when both his parents left him and his brother. His face was filled with pressure and also prolonged stress.

No one can understand Lazel. Living alone without the help of others and having to take care of his sister. Getting married and having almost unlimited wealth does not mean he can get away with the depression that rains on him.

The curtain was still slightly open and made an outside light shine on a part of his body that was asleep on the bed.

Both of his eyes were tightly closed, the wounds on his face had yet to fully recover. Even the wound on his forehead was still wrapped in bandages. His lips still have to get a topical medicine every day. Some sides of her face should get light treatment.

Today Lazel's face is very different from what it used to be. Although the smile on his face did not fade, but his speech always made people speechless.

The man with the black hair was still awake and kept a close eye on Lazel. Previously the woman had spoken if her pain began to be felt at night, therefore Hyunjae would not let himself fall asleep.

"I knew it. But I always thought it was nothing,"

"Suffering because of his own family, losing the figure he loved for many years, then the departure of his parents so that he left his two children,"

"If I were in his position, I might not be able to continue living."

Hyunjae grabbed that white hand and held it slowly, "i'm by your side right now, so you don't have to endure it all alone."

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^^^"@#&@#&@#&!!"^^^

"Don't scream! And don't bring that yellow head here!"

On a good morning, Hyunjae was greeted with a call from someone. Lazel just stared at him from a distance with his flat face.

"Who?" Ask Lazel.

Such a question made Hyunjae show his phone screen in front of Lazel, "K-Kara and also Vicy!  I'm not lying! I'm being honest! Besides, it's just you in the ha-"

"Calm down, I don't have any thoughts that far, Lazel said. "So, what did they say?"

"They'll play here, to cheer you up so I'll let them." Hyunaje replied while wearing his suit.

"Kara? Doesn't he have to work with you?"

Hyunjae turned his head and gave Lazel a serious look, "from now on I won't let a single woman get close to me."

"You're getting weird, seriously."

Hyunjae continued his activities and walked towards Lazel who had just taken a shower. The woman was also preparing to move from her seat.

"I help?" Tawar Hyunjae who has not tidied his hair.

"Actually there's no need, I also need to heal as quickly as possible"

"okay." Sela Hyunjae then raised Lazel's body with both hands like a Princess.

Lazel squeezed his face with a hand that held onto the shoulder of the big man, "hey, are you really listening to me? Your hair still looks messy anyway."

"I'm not going to spread any charm other than my own wife."

"Enough! Stopit! That made me angry!"

...◇• •◇...

"..............." every once in a while Lazel looked down, he noticed the height Hyunjae lifted up his body. "I-I wouldn't die if I fell out of here?"  Her thought.

"You scared? Don'worry. Your body is nothing to me. Besides, when I started to overlap you, it was most likely that your body was completely invisible."

"I haven't been in sports since some trouble happened to me."

"If you're cured, can't we do it together?"

"No way."

"uh? Why?"

"You think I'm gonna show you my body?"

"Yaah~ sounds sad, but I am a person who has the right to see it as a whole."

The double!

"Why do you like to get in trouble with me?"

Hyunjae sat Lazel on the sofa and took a seat next to the woman and began to make her hair look mirrorless.

"Great, without a mirror." Said Lazel who noticed Hyunjae tidying his hair.

"I already have you, so what's the mirror for?"

"You're really..."

Lazel knew that Hyunjae had been trying to change the situation by adoring himself and saying some sweet words. Lazel knew it well, but he tried not to drown too soon.

"I'm going to leave." Said Hyunjae who now looks neater, coupled with both earrings so that it makes himself look like Mafia.

"Hm." Nod Lazel.

"................" . Lazel waited for Hyunjae's departure, while the man did not leave his place at all.

"What else are you waiting for?" Lazel asked who was almost frustrated with Hyunjae's attitude.

"I-I don't want to part with you." He looked down with both eyes.

"GO!"

...◇• •◇...

As if reborn, Hyunjae never showed his happy feelings to anyone. But he can't hide anything at the moment, ever since he started reconnecting the sinking relationship.

Both of his hands clasped the steering wheel seriously, but his gaze was distracted by a silver ring he wore on his ring finger. He must realize, all this time he did not realize if a wedding ring is coiled on his ring finger.

His face immediately flushed, "kyaa! I'm ashamed." He said by covering his own face.

What he wanted was simple and easy. Where he could hear and see the anger and rage of Lazel as usual. As Lazel began to act like that, Hyunjae felt that Lazel was slowly returning in the past.

The red light has now turned green. Hyunjae with a heart full of flowers felt that his days were so pleasant and so light to live.

"I can't wait to go home~"

...◇• •◇...

Slowly he traced all the places with his own two feet. Return to activities as usual. In accordance with the previous explanation of the doctor, that he can recover quickly within a week. Despite the doubts, Lazel did not want to waste his time.

His relationship with Nezra and Adam is still very quiet. They hardly ever talk to each other. He also heard some news from Hyunji about Nezra. For the time being, her Mother-in-law did not issue any opinions or comments.

He gets a short message from Hyunji at the behest of his mother, which Nezra wants to hear from Lazel directly. Whether it's about the past or whatever, it's been in accountability for over ten years.

"You're so eager to heal, but don't force yourself." Said Kara relaxing on the sofa with a few snacks.

"I want to make a drink, I'm thirsty." Said Gyuu who just went straight to the kitchen.

"Sister, you better take a break." Ian is currently relaxing with Kara.

"N-Miss, if Mr. Hyunjae finds out about this, he might get angry." Said Vicy, who always followed Lazel wherever he went.

Lazel could see everything, where there were so many people who liked him, who would accompany him, "they were good people, but... maybe it was a big mistake for those who put that kindness on me."