Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Crowded


"Yes, Gyuu is here." Ian said on the cellphone connection attached to his ear.


^^^"Whataaa!! Make protection for Lazel! Don't let that orange head touch my wife!"^^^


"Waaah~ this cat is very fat.. The fur looks like..." Vicy changed his gaze towards Lazel who was conversing with Gyuu and Kara. "M-Like Miss!" Vicy said in his heart.


At this moment in the house Lazel was filled with many people. Where they come to comfort him and invite him to tell him about some things.


Especially Kara, the woman is currently experiencing romance problems that may just be one-sided love.


"Oh, you like Hyunji, don't you?" Say Lazel without making a sensor in his own sentence.


"Dhh! What are you saying!"


"Waaa, do you like Hyunji? If it's not wrong, he's your brother-in-law, isn't he? Lazel."


"Yes. What's worse is, at first I suspected that Kara liked Hyunjae."


Byuurs!


Gyuu's drink just spewed out.


"W-What are you saying! I can't possibly like such a sadistic figure!"


"Hm, I agree." Anguk Gyuu's.


For a moment his fatigue disappeared a little. Talking to many people is fun, even he almost forgot about the various problems that befall him.


"Lazel, you don't have to be discouraged about your womb." Now Kara's starting to bring up another problem.


"Kara, can you please not discuss that?" Said Gyuu who was worried about Lazel's condition.


"Silence Gyuu, it's because you don't understand the feelings about the women." Sharp speech.


"I didn't think much of it, anyway..." Lazel doesn't care about that. He had never thought of such a thing. But he knows very well what Kara is worried about his current condition.  Especially if she is a woman.


"After all?" Kara was still curious about that piece of sentence.


"Hm??"


"Maybe fate did set me up for this." Say it with a little complaint.


"Lazel. You're getting weird." Kara said with her ugly face.


Since childhood Lazel has always been shunned by some people. More and more days almost everyone who knows him always turns away. It becomes difficult for him to understand the feelings of others in the scope of friendship.


However, after getting the hardest sentence of his life, he did not expect that something he was hiding could be known so easily. Here Lazel began to understand how important such a feeling was. However, at the same time he also made a big mistake, where he lied to his friends and his own brother.


"I don't know what they think of this..."


...◇• •◇...


"By the way..how can you like Hyunji?" Tanya Gyuu who did not hear a figure like Kara liked someone.


"He's good! Handsome! The great thing again is that he cares about everyone!" He said with pride.


"What's the difference with the phrase at the beginning of the sentence?" Lazel Sahut.


"Don't tell me you've liked it for a long time." Guess Gyuu


"Yep, even I was willing to be under Mr. Hyunjae's orders to get closer to his brother."


"It has nothing to do with it at all." Lazel said in his heart.


She notices and listens to Kara's story of her love for Hyunji. Lazel seeks to understand the theory and relate it to Hyunjae's feelings for her. For a long time he had left or forgotten such a feeling.


According to what she heard from Kara about the reason for her love for Hyunji was so simple and short. Just because of being kind and also handsome.


Lazel started thinking about Hyunjae's side, which he tried to match with Hyunji, "Hyunjae... okay?"


Lazel stopped the baby Hyunjae's face, "d-he's like a villain, no one's different from them."


However.heard and saw the happy face of Kara when telling about Hyunji so unique. Even he himself did not expect that the woman older than him was not married and preferred to put his feelings secretly.


"Hey Lazel!"


"H-uh? What's up?"


"Next time try asking him about me!"


He pointed to himself, "a-I?"


"Hm! You're a light-mouthed woman. So I'm sure that everything will be fine if you ask." Kara said with two thumbs up, even Gyuu did the same for the love of Kara to Hyunji.


"M-Mouth lightly?" Lazel did not expect that he would get such a nickname.


"Of course, even you almost took out almost one zoo through your pretty mouth." Praise Kara who followed the nod by Gyuu.


"Hm, even when he had a fight with Kak Hyunji. I always hear sentences that are inappropriate for children to hear at lower ages." Clearly Ian with a helpless innocent face.


"Didn't Miss ever fight with you?" Vicy asked Ian.


"Never. More precisely because I'm afraid of him." Ian said everything blatantly, it was because of the wild attitude of his brother who was able to shout at anyone.


"Pff!"


"Don't laugh! Even you know what it's not like if he's angry!"


Everyone laughed, of course they knew how Lazel's wild side was when he was angry. Even Lazel would not pay attention to old or young. But unfortunately, so far Lazel has always ventured to anyone, but not Hyunjae.


Time and again the arrogant-faced man looked at him lustfully, not to mention the frequent grin. Just remembering it made him creep.


...◇• •◇...


Cklek!


"I'm pu-LANG!" His initial expression changed when he saw Gyuu sitting together with Lazel, "dog*n! Why is he here?!" Hyunjae said as he pointed his index finger at the yellow-haired man.


"That's because he kept putting on a pity face, and inevitably we brought him here too." Sahut Kara is joined by Gyuu and Lazel.


"Wouldn't you go back to your room and change your clothes? Do you want some lunch? They're coming-"


"Get it, get you out of here." Lazel said in his heart.


"Go!" Now Hyunjae turns to Gyuu who continues to put on an arrogant face.


"Haaah~ doesn't want~" he replied with an understated look.


"Damn it! Are you planning to get into trouble with me?"


"Hm~ you think I'm afraid~"


"When did they start fighting?" Ian thought as he ate his snack.


"I was curious..Why are there two villas in this neighborhood?" Vicy asked who stood before the window and looked at the Villa covered by the Greenhouse.


"Hyunjae and I were both busy, even our busyness was absolute. Therefore we need each other's facilities to keep working effectively." It was clearly Lazel who made everyone nod in understanding, except for Gyuu.


"Haah~ deserves that you haven't had a child yet." Kara Saying.


"Kara! I told you not to talk about it!" Vicy Sahut.


"O-Oh! M-Sorry."


"No need to think about~" said Lazel who had absolutely no problem with it.


...◇• •◇...


"The next day let's drink!"


"Kara, don't equate this place like a Bar!"


"God! Not exciting."


Hyunjae's departure to work was not so long, as he also had to monitor Lazel even though there were many people helping his wife. Hyunjae will work until noon and then return home.


Kara, Vicy and Gyuu have already decided on their agreement, until Hyunjae arrives, they will remain there to accompany Lazel.


"Hm? I thought you guys were carrying vehicles." Said Lazel standing on his porch.


Kara pointed her thumb back, where Gyuu was standing, "we have a driver here, so don't worry." He said seriously.


"I'm not your driver! After all you yourself are begging me to hitchhike!" Sahut Gyuu was upset.


"Pff!" Hyunjae covered his mouth with his fingertips, "c-fit."


"Huh?! Even if you were Lazel's husband, I wouldn't hesitate to beat you up."


"You think I'm scared?!"


Everyone was so noisy, their voices echoing everywhere. Laughter, the joke goes on at the same time. They did everything easily without thinking about anything, while Lazel always compared what if all his friends knew about his problem with Hyunjae and the other Pietra Family.


"It's like~ Ian's still here." Said Vicy who was now in the car and looked at Ian beside Lazel standing up


".................."


The Ian they knew was kind, friendly and also polite but...


"Haha~" frequently.


"!!!!" The three humans who were in the car were surprised instead of playing when they saw the other side of Ian.


"D-Him! All this time we have been fooled by his beautiful and good looks!"


"I wanted to discuss something with Ian about his college, so I told him to stay." Lazel Sahut.


After saying a few farewell sentences, the yellow car left Villa Lazel and approached the main gate, where they would completely leave the residence of Lazel and Hyunjae.


"Come masuuuk~" Hyunjae said as he held onto Lazel and Ian's shoulders.


...◇• •◇...


That's what she felt. But, his sense of regret may also rise, because the Humans who have gone did not tidy up or clean up the remnants of food brought.


"Basic of them." Complain Lazel.


"Sister, what do you want to say?" Ian asked who started helping his sister to take a sitting position.


"I'll change." Hyunjae said then walked towards the top floor.


"When did you start college?" Lazel asked who was looking at his sister softly.


"At least I'll start when you're cured." The answer.


"Are you okay with this?"


"S-Actually not really," Ian was slightly surprised by his Brother's response. "I thought he'd turn it down and ask me to go to college soon."


"Haah~ then thank goodness. I can't monitor you under these circumstances." It was clearly Lazel who was watching himself.


Ian did not expect that a great figure other than both his parents would have such a bitter experience. Her brother always looks great in front of everyone now can not do anything because of the injuries he got from the accident.


His heart ached when he saw that his twin face was covered with wounds. Whether small wounds or large, but small scratches make Lazel's face is not like before.


"Sister..."


"Hm?"


"You know it's not that all I have right now is you." Said Ian with a lowered face.


"..............." his brows were furrowed when he heard Ian begin to discuss something about him.


"Even at any age I still need you, but why do you keep experiencing the things that are possible if you are going to leave me?"


"I don't know why but it's hard for me to accept,"


"Father and Mother. They may scold you all out, but..."


Slowly both his hands lifted and hugged the man who had the same face as him. He rubbed Ian's head lovingly.


"Do you know, the hardest thing for me to accept is the passing of Mom and Dad. While the thing I can't accept at all, or in a state of life or death is to lose yourself."