Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Promises


Two twin brothers who hugged each other, The Big Brother tried to calm the sister who was difficult to accept the situation. All the feelings that were running up in his heart, he was trying to expose it to his current Brother.


The time Lazel spent on Ian was not what it used to be. They have a different path, Lazel must run his fake life together with Hyunjae. As for Ian, he always believed in what his brother said and what he saw.


Lazel knows that he has made a terrible mistake, which he himself lied to Ian and will not let him know until the right time.


"..............." seeing the two brothers made him slightly moved. Even her and Hyunji had never experienced anything like this because they had everything. And Lazel was able to do everything himself.


In this position... Ian who hugged him with tears, even as Big Brother he did not know what to feel the same or what. Because he is very sure that there are times later where Ian will say hate to Lazel.


He can guess or guess what he will get later, namely despair.


...◇• •◇...


His pink iris was like a caramel staring at his deeply asleep sister. It was getting late, and the sun was getting warmer. He won't wake Ian until he wakes up alone.


Hyunjae finally showed himself after seeing Ian begin to calm down, "what are you guys talking about?" Hyunjae asked in a small voice.


"Something I might find very difficult to tell him." Lazel answered in a low voice.


"Hm? Don't you have me? You don't have to tell him alone, we can do it together." Said Hyunjae who tried to alleviate Lazel's problem, as the woman continued to put on a gloomy face.


"Do you know," now Lazel started to want to say something to Hyunjae. "Honestly, I'm starting to calm down with this attitude of yours."


"..............." Hyunjae initially gave nothing in return but fell silent. However, slowly his face flushed in embarrassment. "W-What are you saying?!" Hyunjae asked in a soft voice.


"Don't you say the same thing every day?" Small frequently.


"But this is so sudden."


Hyunjae had all-out got his own karma. Previously he continued to tease Lazel at all costs so that Lazel himself felt bothered by it. So far Hyunjae is completely different from before. Usually the man always made a serious commotion so they fought more often because of trivial things.


Whether this should be in gratitude or what, but seeing Hyunjae like this made her feel much better.


However, there is a rule that Hyunjae changes will still make Lazel protect himself. Lazel already thought that Hyunjae had gone a long way, so he tried to run it temporarily.


...◇• •◇...


Day after day, Lazel spent his time at home with Gilver and Yana. His loyal servant always helped Lazel to train both feet to be able to walk again as usual.


Over time, the wounds on Lazel's body and face improved and faded. Now his lips that are always covered by a small cotton swab can be opened again, when talking the small wound is not making it difficult anymore.


About her uterus.The pain is not much, but sometimes the pain in her uterus makes it a little difficult to breathe. Until now the pain faded and he never felt it again.


Hyunjae is also the most important figure, he rea sacrificed his rest time to pay attention to Lazel's condition. His legs were almost able to move back as they were, Lazel's effort didn't seem so bad.


He circled the Greenhouse when he was bored, after all, Yana was with him, so Hyunjae gave him permission. The time was almost one week, what he felt on both his legs was not as painful as before. Instead Lazel should thank Hyunjae and Yana who always accompany him.


The white-robed lady stepped slowly with her long silver hair dangling.


The woman who was currently in the position of Servant approached Lazel worriedly, "Miss, aren't you cold?" Yana asked with both Lazel's shoulders.


"No." Answer's short.


"Maybe in a few minutes, Mr. Hyunjae will arrive." Said Yana who was trying to get rid of the anxiety on Nonanya and reminded her of Hyunjae.


...◇• •◇...


"..............."


Almost one house never spoke to the Miss in the house. Even they always wondered, until when he would continue like this.


Hyunji as the Oldest Son was also worried about his mother. During this time Nezra more often spend time in the room with a laptop in front of him.


Nezra still did not understand the way Lazel and Hyunjae thought. The two men had already made the terrible mistake of lying to everyone, including Gion and Lena.


He was sorry and angry too. But his anger was immediately thrown away when he was angry. But on the other hand he also felt guilty for not lacking knowledge of the ins and outs of Lazel's past.


For the time being Lazel's problem almost got him out of control, then what about Hyunjae's actions before all this happened?


Play with the many women out there and ignore anything, including his wife just for the sake of fun.


Everyone was too busy on the fatal mistake Lazel had made regardless of who Hyunjae really was.


...◇• •◇...


Without feeling a week passed where Monday began to change the position of the week.


Before the sun showed its light, Lazel had already woken up first. Both of his eyes just looked down expressionlessly. While Hyunjae continued to walk around to prepare himself to go to work.


Hyunjae stopped his steps and looked at Lazel who now looked less well, "Lazel what's wrong? Are you sick?" Hyunjae placed his hand on Lazel's face and checked the woman's temperature.


"Not~" Lazel replied and then removed the hand from him slowly.


All of a sudden the man showed a sad look on his face, "hm... Should I not have to work?"


"Ayolaah~ even if I'm in bad shape, Yana's here, she can take care of me." Lazel said with a contrived expression.


"True, too" Hyunjae got out of bed and helped his wife to get up. "Go take a shower, I'll call Yana over here."


"okay." Nodding.


...◇• •◇...


Hyunjae left with a smile, Lazel let go without feeling any loss. Because no matter what happens, Hyunjae and himself must feel things related to loss.


His two feet stepped in and found Yana who was tidying up the Living Room.


"Nonaaa~ do I have anything to help you with?" Ask Yana excitedly.


"No, nothing." Lazel answered and left Yana who returned to clean up the Living Room.


According to what Lazel saw, Yana went a long way when she and Hyunjae started to like each other. Though all this time only Hyunjae always expressed his love for Lazel. The silver-haired wanit only gave a smile, a laugh as well as emotions in response.


But right now, he thought that everything must end. Either as fast or as slow as anything.


His hand opened the room door slowly and then looked at the mobile phone on the bed. He grabbed it and shifted the screen and attached it to his right ear.


^^^"Laazeeel~ what is it? Why did you call me? Are you lonely? Do I have to go back"^^


"I really want something." Lazel said as he looked up at the sky from his bedroom window.


Just hearing him Lazel knew for sure that the man was very happy to get a call from him.


^^^"Hm? Whatisit?  Just say it."^^^


"Can you buy me ramen?"


^^^"Ramen? Sure did!"^^^


"But, I want one in the Capital District, you know that's not my favorite place?"


^^^"Very far away.but well, I'll buy it for you. So, wait for me."^^^


"..............." his hand tightly clenched the curtain. "Yes." Yeah." The answer was short and ended the call.


According to what he knew, Hyujae would be back by noon. But because he asked for something, the man would definitely be late again. Hyunjae will do whatever Lazel asks.


Although Yana... The servant was always at home and never walked outside without Hyunjae's permission.


It's still early in the morning, maybe he can take care of everything on time.


...◇• •◇...


^^^"Lazel? What's up?"^^^


"I want to meet Gyuu, can you accompany me?"


^^^"Hm... could be, but didn't Hyunjae forbid you from leaving the house?"^^^


"I've given him the right bribe, therefore he doesn't dare to make any comment."


^^^"Ohoo~ looks like I know something."^^^


"Haha, then can you come here?"


^^^"I'll be there fifteen minutes."^^^


The call ended. After examining the clothing section, he accidentally came across a familiar suit. The suit belongs to Gyuu. Previously the man had given the suit to use it temporarily because of a drink that spilled himself.


Lazel almost forgot about the incident. And now he intends to return it.


...◇• •◇...


Both of his legs stepped down the stairs with a mini bag in his hand.


"Yes." Call her.


"Yes?" The woman in a black white uniform came straight before Lazel, "N-Miss... Where are you going?" Tanya Yana who saw the appearance of Nonanya who looked more presentable.


"Hyunji will pick me up for a checkup."


"really? Then-" then"


"Can you cook for me? Maybe I won't be long." Always with a smile on his face.


"Oh! All righty!


After getting an order from her Master, Yana rushes to the kitchen and begins to do as Nonanya orders.


Before long he waited, a horn sounded right in front of his house.


"That must be Kara." Guess it.


Before leaving, Lazel said goodbye to Hannah and promised to return home safely. Even though he was telling lies, it could only be done by himself.


Lazel used loose black trousers, as the tops he wore were the same colored jackets.


He immediately enters the car and gets Kara by his side.


"Yes." Sapa Kara is in the car.