Lost Feelings
Lies

"That's great, you can tame the stubborn Hyunjae."

"H-Haha~"

Currently Kara is driving and accompanying Lazel who wants to go visit the Hojung residence. Lazel had asked Gyuu about his location, but the yellow man was at home and not working for a day. Lazel will not miss this opportunity.

Previously Kara also asked about the reason Lazel who chose to go with her was traded with Hyunjae. Lazel also casually make other excuses that include lies.

For now, honesty will not stand with him.

The steering wheel turned to the left and revealed a white gate that slowly opened. Gyuu who heard about Lazel's arrival had taken the initiative to open the gate without making Lazel wait.

Lazel felt bad just came because he wanted to return the suit that had been sitting in his closet for a long time.

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"Jas?"

"Don't tell me you forgot?"

"Y-Yes, I almost forgot to have a suit like this."

"Based on the rich." Inner Lazel.

Gyuu did not expect Lazel to come just because he wanted to return the suit he had borrowed. After all that time had been so long that Gyuu barely remembered it.

Currently Lazel and Kara are in Hojung's residence only to return Gyuu's belongings.

"Can't you give it back another day? You seem to want to go far." Gyuu.

"..............." Lazel only gave a small smile to Gyuu, then his index finger pointed at the suit that was already in the man's hands. "It's not mine, it's only natural that I return it before I forget it."

"yes too. I'm surprised you're the driver." Said Gyuu to Kara who was just silent without making a sound.

"Silence you're the head of an orange!" Kara was upset.

"Why are you like Hyunjae now? Very irritating." Said Gyuu with his veil of annoyance.

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When Lazel was finished, he decided to return. He had also apologized and thanked Gyuu repeatedly. But the man did not know what Lazel meant by that expression.

His face turned to the right and noticed the outside condition with both of his eyes.

"Hey Lazel." Call Kara.

The lady with the butterfly ribbon turned, "hm?"

"Are you okay?" Ask Kara who changed the look of her face slightly bent and also a little restless.

"What am I really doing?" Lazel asked, pointing at himself.

"Hm.. It's nothing, it's just that you look weird today."

"really?"

"Hey! I'm serious!"

"Haah~ may your love have the same reply from Hyunji." Said Lazel who suddenly changed the flow of conversation.

"W-Why are you suddenly discussing that?! I'm ashamed!"

"I didn't expect a woman like you to have any shame." Ejek Lazel who put on his ugly face.

"Laaazeeel, it seems like my guess is wrong if you're not in good shape. Your mouth is representative of your nature."

"WAHAHAHAHAH!!"

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"See ya~" his hand kept waving and left the kiss bye to Lazel.

"Hm." Nodding.

After Kara meets Lazel's help, she decides to return. Lazel grabbed his phone and stared at the time from there.

Both of his eyebrows were getting flatter, as well as his facial expression was hard to explain.

From there he could see two equally sized villas. A Greenhouse becomes a barrier or barrier for both Villas. Around it was a very large courtyard. He had seen that sight for ten years.

Maybe one day he will miss that kind of atmosphere.

Sad, grim stories and other things he's been through for years. So he's immune to it all. Even barely feeling anything at Hyunjae's actions that used to always get him involved in trivial matters.

His hand grabbed something from his jacket pocket and took out a few tiny white pills inside the small plastic.

"I'm sorry... Janet."

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In accordance with the promise he had made before. Yana greeted Lazel's return with respect and allowed herself to eat.

It was hard to think of the bad things Hyunjae had done to her, as the man seemed to have managed to blur or bury his own past and was serious about starting to accompany Lazel.

Gilver is currently getting Hyunjae's bell necklace. His two running legs created a small rattling sound inside the mansion.

Lazel is very bad at cooking, therefore Yana will do other tasks including cooking. As long as there was no one, Lazel and Hyunjae had to keep hoping on their orders.

"What's wrong Miss?" Yana asked because she saw Lazel putting down his cutlery.

"Your food is delicious." Said Lazel with a face full of days.

"Hiks! I'm glad to hear it from you."

"Oh, there's something I have to do. Wait here."

"..............." . But what can I do, for someone who has helped him a lot. "I'm good!" Answer with a thumbs up.

"Haaah~ thank goodness~"

"Yes."

"Yes?"

"That drink I give you as my gratitude." Her smile.

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A room where he always shared it with Hyunjae. Several rows of dolls filled the closet and also the bed. A butterfly-patterned sleeping lamp, it was Hyunjae's gift when they had just returned from America.

His face was not smiling at all, even his current gaze looked very convincing to be able to do something about it.

He put his foot on the bed and knelt down and grabbed the red suitcase under the bed.

His current movements looked faster and also agile. Both of his hands opened the wide wardrobe and tucked his clothes neatly without making Hyunjae's clothes fall apart.

When he began to fold, without realizing it a tear fell on his hand.

"H-Huh?" Her trembling hands were trying to hold her cheeks, "a-I'm crying? But why..."

Though only a little left over he will start to make up with Hyunjae, or even be able to create something more than friendship. But all that is impossible to do. Because the current situation was enough for him.

She clenched her own hands so she could feel the rings she was wearing, one of which was her wedding ring to Hyunjae.

It is sad.Marriage that happens only because of mutual use. The ring as a sign of evidence is nothing but evidence of lies. Live in luxury and leave everything behind by starting something that makes him feel like he is dead.

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He picked up the suitcase and went down the stairs with a roaring cry.

"No. I can't stay here..."

"Nobody will accept me but Ian.I don't even know if he can forgive me,"

"Keep here just making myself a possible threat will bring greater disaster,"

"It's enough, I'm tired, I can't afford to play this role any further."

Arriving at the bottom floor, Lazel saw Yana sitting on the dining table chair and laying her head down like a sleeping person. That was true, because Lazel had mixed a little sleeping pills in the drink he had given Yana.

Feeling guilty, Lazel increasingly makes himself on the verge of regret. The action he took right now was indeed very sharp, but there was indeed no shortcut in life.

"Well sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you." His inner.

He immediately continued his steps towards the door of the house. The sound of mini bells was funny as the cat began to fall asleep on the sofa. Knowing that Hyunjae is very fond of cats makes Lazel a little relieved that there is someone who is reluctant to take care of Gilver.

Without a word, Lazel left the luxurious Villa along with a large red suitcase in his hand.

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His face did not stop smiling, even his two eyes continued to look forward to the figure he would see upon arriving home.

"Haaah~ ramen? Does he like ramen so much compared to me?" He complained with thousands of jealousy towards his rival, ramen.

But because it was a request from Lazel, Hyunjae was intending to buy him and wanted to see Lazel's happy face.

Her delight faded as she looked at the crowd of places Lazel asked for, "a-why is this one of the trials of being a faithful Husband?" Hyunjae asked himself.

Hyunjae stopped his car not far from the store. He begins to search for Lazel's name and intends to contact him.

"Hm? Is the phone inactive?"

Hyunjae tried it back and waited patiently.

"What's wrong with her? Why didn't he just"

"Stop terrorizing me! You always bother me! Don't you have a way home to see me in person?!"

Hyunjae also stopped his activities because he remembered the death of his wife.

"I-I'll wait." His scarf suddenly disappeared and instantly became an obedient kitten.

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Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Yeah! Waita minute!"

Both of his legs were so limp, his eyes were no longer as swollen as before. He is really trying hard at what he has done himself.

Ian shouldn't have entered this part of things, but what can I do... Ian was the only person he could trust. Because they are twin brothers.

Cklek!

"Well" his eyes widened when he saw who was at his doorstep with a suitcase in his hand. "K-BIG..."

Ian pulled Lazel in and made him sit down first.

Ian looked at the suitcase suspiciously, "copper? Where are you going?" Ian asked who held both of his brothers hands.

"Hehehe~ do you want to come?" Tanya Lazel is so great to change the expression and also the speech of the sentence to look like usual.

At first Lazel looks very sad and also looks very fragile. But now he is able to deceive his sister with an act, it has become a great part of his life.

"Hm? Vacation?!" So easy Ian was provoked by his brother's sweet speech.

Lazel grabbed Ian's hands and looked at him affectionately, "hey Ian.. Didn't you ever tell me you were going to follow me wherever I went?"

...For something hard to believe, but must be prepared to accept it....