Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Lost


The gate opened automatically and made the shiny black car enter the Villa arena. The car stopped right in front of Lazel's Villa, because too often there even almost stayed together, his own private villa was never well taken care of.


"It looks like I should ask Lazel about the house" Hyunjae said, removing the seat belt from his body. "I wonder what his choice of luxury home is like."


He stepped out and locked the car.


Cklek!


"Lazel, I'm home~" he said with a slight tone.


"..............."


He looked around who looked lonely.


"Hm?" Gilver awakens from his sleep and begins to disturb Hyunjae and continues to make a sound. Hyunjae placed the food on the Living Room table and took the cat with him to the Middle Room, "what is Gilver? Have you seen Lazel? He's-"


Hyunjae widened his eyes and was also shocked when he saw Yana with some food on the table that still looked messy. Seeing something like that was very strange, therefore Hyunjae rushed to Yana who now looked unconscious.


"Yes, Yana! What's going on?!" Hyunjae tries to wake the unconscious Yana up on the dining table, rather it is falling asleep.


Hyunjae wet his hands and sprinkled them in front of Yana.


Slowly the woman woke up even though the side effects were still so pronounced.


"Where! What the hell is going on?! Where's Lazel?!" Hyunaje asked with a fuss.


Yana who woke up was as excited as Hyunjae.


"N-Miss!-" Yana notices the drink Lazel gave her. "This drink..." Yana tried to smell a little of the aroma of the drink.


"!!!!" He pushed the drink away until it fell to the floor.


"What's wrong?"


"O-Drug! This drink contains sleeping pills." Said Yana who immediately closed both her noses.


"What are you..."


Not getting any orders from Hyunjae, Yana just ran to the top floor shouting Nonna's name.


Bruaks!


Some of the doors of the room opened firmly, causing a loud enough dings.


"Lazel!" Even Hyunjae begins to follow Yana in search of Lazel's whereabouts.


Yana explored all the rooms upstairs, while Hyunjae looked downstairs for her.


"Master! Can you call Miss?!" Yana from upstairs.


"Menghu-" Hyunjae briefly recalled where he also intended to contact Lazel while at the ramen shop. "No. Her phone can't be reached." Now Hyunjae is hysterical about the disappearance of Lazel.


...◇• •◇...


The double! The double!


He knocked on the door with all his might, and it was almost certain that the fist could have smashed the thick door that was in front of him.


"Mom open the door!" Hyunji's voice sounded very clear and also powerful which led to his mother's tightly closed room.


"Ck! Can you shut up!" Nezra was upset.


"MOTHER! LAZEL AND IAN ARE MISSING!"


"!!!!" Nezra opened the door and rushed out of his room.


"What are you saying.." Now Nezra looked at Hyunji with a look of disbelief.


"Lazel and Ian are gone! I just got word from Hyunjae!" It was clearly the man with the panicked face.


"Disappeared?! That's impossible because-"


"Momuu! He couldn't even contact Lazel or Ian! Currently Hyunjae is trying to go to their old house."


"W-Have you called your dad?"


"Yes, he'll check out some places in this town."


...◇• •◇...


They rushed out of the car and started knocking on the door.


Yana knocked on the door violently, "Miss! Are you inside?!"


"Dian! Can you-" Hyunjae notice something that makes it impossible for both of them to keep shouting. "D-locked?" Hyunjae grabbed the padlock with trembling hands.


"Are they really gone? But where?" Lirih Yana who is increasingly worried about Nonanya.


"Well, ask those around." Hyunjae.


"Good."


Hyunjae takes out his phone and starts contacting some contacts he knows, one of them being Lazel's friend.


^^^"Oh, once you-"^^


"Stop your pleasantries! Have you seen Lazel?" Sela Hyunjae who currently did not want to start a debate.


^^^"Lazel? Hasn't he come back?"^^^


"returned? Whatchu mean?"


^^^"Huh? Don't you know if Lazel visited my house with Kara?"^^^


"He visited you? Since when? I don't even know it."


^^^"Relax, I'll call Vicy and Kara."^^^


"After that come to the Main House of the Pietra Family."


...◇• •◇...


Lately Lazel's attitude has looked strange. Sometimes the emotions he showed were not very stable and always tried to neutralize his anger as much as possible.


"..............." Yana watched her Master from behind the rearview mirror. Hyunjae looks frustrated with the disappearance of Lazel and Ian.


"You know my wife and my brother-in-law, Ian, right?"


^^^"..............."^^^


"Find them, wherever they find them until they can. The rest I'll send you information about both of them."


Hyunjae uses whatever access he can to find Lazel and Ian who go somewhere.


"Yana, we're going to the Central Company." Tell Hyunjae to Yana who is currently driving her car.


"No! For now we will listen to information first from some of Miss' friends."


Hyunjae, who was initially angry at this time, was getting carried away with emotions from getting a fight from a Servant, "you refute me?"


"There's no good thing if things go without a plan, after all what we need right now is a trail, not a shadow,"


"Please control a little of your sense of emotion. Even I myself know if Miss Lazel won't let you in this state."


...◇• •◇...


"Don't find it?!"


^^^"..............."^^^


"Y-Yes, I'll talk to them."


Nezra did not expect that Adam's search would not work. He began to think that Lazel had planned this for a long time, because it was not easy to fool a figure like Adam who was the Leader of the Night Mafia.


Adam keeps telling Nezra about his search, but all they get is news that is getting worse. Lazel and Ian are nowhere to be found.


While Hyunjae did his search alone and did not give the slightest news.


"L-Lazel really disappeared?" Vicy did not suspect at all that the news Gyuu gave was not a joke. In fact he immediately rushed towards the Pietra residence to confirm it directly.


Upon arriving there, Vicy also saw Kara's presence with the same facial features as her.


Kara kept biting her nails, "no way, what's going on so she did something stupid like this?"


The roar of the car rang out, then a footstroke began to approach them with a slight rumpus.


"Did you guys find Lazel?" Hyunjae asked who was followed by Yana with a panicked face.


The black haired woman was surprised to see the arrival of her Son. He immediately approached and tried to calm her down.


"Hyunjae..." Nezra, even everyone was surprised by Hyunjae's unusual appearance. The man looked pitiful and continued to panic at the sudden loss of Lazel.


"Mother, have you found Lazel?" Hyunjae asked his mother with a hopeful look, "Kara, Vicy, Gyuu or Hyunji. Did you guys get Lazel's location? Then-" then"


"We didn't find it" Nezra cried out in tears. His hands tightly clasped his two sons' hands. "Even your father didn't find Lazel or Ian."


...◇• •◇...


His steps were so powerless, his face looked extremely hollow as well as desperate. His hand had just opened the door of the room with a heavy heart, then noticed the state of the room as neat as ever.


The brown floor began to be decorated with teardrops. Both eyes were reddened, his heart felt as tight as getting a powerful punch.


The dolls he once bought for Lazel are still neatly arranged on top of mini cabinets. The teddy bear and giraffe were still on both sides of the same, with Lazel and himself always using one of the dolls as the thing they were hugging.


The man in black with quite a messy condition started to approach the wardrobe and opened it slowly.


"..............." his heart ached more, his stuffing grew louder, his tears kept falling endlessly. His two eyes found an empty place, where it had previously belonged to Lazel.


He searched every place that was once filled with the woman's stuff. Starting from the unique ribbon that he always wears every day, to anything related to him.


"If you find it hard to find butterflies like this, then you'll find it hard to find me."


A butterfly that has become a symbol of Lazel's personality. It symbolizes the identity of Lazel who lives like a beautiful winged insect, but the wings they have are very fragile.


"You're a heartless woman, I wonder what factors make you such a lowly person." 


Even without realizing it he had said such a cruel thing. Then over time he easily expressed his feelings to a woman he had always hated.


"How is it possible that other women want one place with another woman."


He should have realized how Lazel felt that he was resistant to all his wild actions.


In addition to the sad past, Lazel and himself have also experienced fun things. Where the two are always arguing for small things and always mocking each other


"HAHAHAHA!! Disgust! Just die there!"


"Your mouth! Do I have to shut it down forcibly?!"


He remembers everything clearly. But why...why should now that memory start playing? The sense of pleasure he felt at this moment was completely useless, because the emotional figure he loved right now had gone nowhere.


His body just woke up in a wardrobe and made him droop weakly on the floor.


"..............." his gaze was directed at a tiny, sky-blue piece of paper. He grabbed the paper and opened it and got a few short sentences.


...'Thank you, and sorry.'...


The crying became more and more, where the paper was lying before there was also a gold ring that he had once given to Lazel on the day of their wedding.


The ring just sprawled and made Hyunjae even more frustrated. When there is something he wants to do, he wants to repeat and start everything. And it turns... Lazel left just as Hyunjae began to feel that Lazel would slowly start accepting himself.


The orange sky glow illuminated the entire room and glanced at him who was holding his chest as tightly as possible along with the ring left by Lazel.


A man like himself was crying so strongly in a quiet room. His right hand began to grab his hair and face, then he wiped it along with the flowing tears.


The one thing he really feels right now is loss.


...[ SEASON 1 END ]...


^^^Waiting for season 2~^^^