Lost Feelings
Nightmare II

Both of his hands clasped the white sink tightly. I don't know how many times his face was wet because of the water flowing from there. Faced with a large mirror, a lowered face, two trembling hands, a chest that felt tight.

"I need to get out-"

The sound of shards rang out strongly due to being in the bathroom, her two pink irises were staring in panic.

His body slowly lowered its head and cleared away the glass fragments from a glass that had previously been beside him.

Cklek!

"What's up?!" Hyunjae's arrival made him panic even more. "What are you doing." The man's face looked just as shocked, then walked over to Lazel who was staring at him trembling.

His hand grabbed the woman from the floor, "go, I'll pick"

His face still looked down, "can you stop acting like you're good?" Lazel said after silence.

Both of his eyebrows were tied together and put on an annoyed face, "what do you mean..."

The restraints of his hand holding Lazel's wrist grew stronger.

"Honestly, I'm sick of seeing it."

"Ck! I don't know what you're going through, but I can't put you in danger"

"Is it because of Nezra's mother? Adam's Dad? The hyunji? Including-"

"Yes yes~ all that has a point but," the casually dressed man clasped both his hands on Lazel's two arms and stared fixedly at him. "The other reason is you're weak." Say it with certainty.

"uh? Wait, what do you mean." His face started to look at Hyunjae.

"Yaah~ is like that. After some trouble, you still think that you're still capable of accepting a bad situation."

"It's not because I'm weak, it's me who's ready to accept the bad." Lazel tries to make Hyunjae pull his words back.

"Haah?? What kind of reason is that? Isn't that the same as weak?" Hyunjae's current expression was really upsetting, "come on~ you don't have to hide it,"

"I know if you're weak but I think you're strong,"

The man continued to speak as if provoking his interlocutor, "but how weak you are, you always try-"

The double!

"Ack!" His feet were sore because of the strong footing of Lazel's feet.

"Basic fool!" The woman finally went out from before him and left him alone.

His large body leaned against the wall, then both of his gazes looked at the woman's back away from him, and took himself to smile lightly, "pfft, I know better what's right for you." He said arrogantly.

...◇• •◇...

If calculated correctly, today has stepped on one month and two weeks. The two always busy couples are still in America to complete their goals.

Smelled the aroma of cooking from the middle room, where fast food they ordered some time ago.

"Hey! That's my food!"

"Huh?? Can we not share?"

"Share?!" He got up from his seat and grabbed the food in the man's hand, "sorry, but I'm reluctant to share it with you." Annoyed annoyed.

"Basic stingy!" Said Hyunjae who only clung to a spoon.

Lazel looked at him without a care, "why? You don't take it?" He looks arrogant just because of the food.

"Hiks!"

"Don't make myself feel weird about that attitude of yours!" Just now his hand threw a pillow towards Hyunjae's face.

...◇• •◇...

Still in the same place, his face silently observed the person and then recalled the events of the past.

Currently Lazel is eating his food without letting Hyunjae.

Both of his hands folded to the front of his chest, "his attitude changed, I know that," he tried to pay close attention to it. "Even though I asked, he would not answer, not necessarily,"

"Well, at least he's back to how he was."

In between Lazel enjoying his meal, Hyunjae stood up from his seat and went somewhere without his phone.

"Oh, I'm going to buy some drinks" he said before leaving the room. "Wahh today hot seali~"

"..............."

Hyunjae's departure brought silence, if there was any topic they discussed, it would definitely meet with commotion.

The sun is so hot, even in the morning the heat is already very pronounced. Inside the white ruanhan he tidied everything alone.

His hand reached for a bowl that still contained instant ramen, "ramen.." as soon as his mind remembered the pierced man's face.

"YAH! GET GONE!" His hands were shaking in any direction.

Drrta!

His two eyes glanced sinisterly at the gray-colored phone that was on the table, "hm? Is that from her dark lover?" Trivialities.

He put the ramen on the table, then saw who contacted Hyunjae.

"Oh!"

...◇• •◇...

"Hm~ hm~"

Under the blazing rays of the sun, he covered himself with a jacket and also a hat, in addition to wearing a black mask.

In a cafe with a unique design, there he ordered some drinks for himself and also the Madam who stayed at the hotel.

Just now the young girl handed him two drinks.

"Thank you~ come again~" said a friendly.

Hyunjae replied to her with a smile behind his mask.

The distance of the cafe he had just visited was not so far from the hotel he occupied. Reflexively his hand reached into the pocket of his jacket, instantly his two steps came to a halt.

"Ah, I don't have a cell phone."

...◇• •◇...

Cklek!

"HYUNJAEEE!!"

A silver-haired woman who was draped in a brown long-sleeved plain shirt ran towards him with a smiling face.

Both of his hands took an open position as if they were going to give a welcome hug to his newly arrived self.

With high confidence and also a sense of pleasure that half-hearted because of prestige, inevitably he widened his hands and smiled shyly.

"What can be a bu-"

BUAGHS!

Just now a powerful fist landed right on his stomach, so Hyunjae kneeled in pain.

"Crazy! Crazy one! Crazy one! We got a call from William!" Lazel said excitedly, "hey, what's wrong with you?" Ask with a face without sin.

He took off his mask and hat so he saw his handsome face, "why did you beat me up?" He stood up slowly.

His two hands rested on each other in front of his chest, and looked down at Hyunjae, "hm? What wrong? It seemed like this kind of welcome was no stranger," it seemed like he had just realized something. "Don't you wish that I would give you a welcome hug." He said as he slowly moved away from the man with a goosebumping body.

"Don't avoid me like that!" His voice was annoyed, "huft...what did William say?"

"We can go back!" The answer was quick and happy too.

"Hm? What about the conference?"

"Delayed, as always," now his gaze was filled with seriousness. "The Elders seem to want to see us fight even more,"

"There is no instant process, so be patient."

Lazel sat on the sofa with Hyunjae in front of him.

"Is ten years still too soon for us?"

"It's actually easy to gain their firm trust."

Their journey to America was never in vain. Although not yet established cooperation, the Pietra Family also still run their business there although not quite perfect. They therefore seek to contract with the American State and assist and support the economy managed by the Pietra Family.

"So when will we return."

His hands clenched at his sides and stared like diamonds at Hyunjae, "now!" Answer it with lightning speed.

"..............." Hyunjae looked at the woman as if he knew what would come out of his mouth in response, "huft." He said casually.

"Ah~ yes, of course." Instantly his selfishness disappeared after Hyunjae said his personal reasons.

"Hm? Don't you mind?"

"Hey, what do you think I am??" Annoyed annoyed.

"Then go to bed tonight, I'll be back."

Well... what do they share the taste for? Such foolish things never crossed the minds of the two couples. What becomes their path, they will use as a foothold to reach the top. Anything that hinders them will be removed at all costs.

"Oh, the drink I forgot."

"You bought a cold drink?" After getting it for free from Hyunjae his gaze was so hollow, "how could you forget about the drink?! It's not cold anymore!" Lazel protested with temperature changes to his drink.

"Don't blame me! Didn't you come running to beat myself up?!"

"Yaa~ is true. But don't turn away from mistakes!!"

"Who's wrong here, huh?!"

"@#&@#&@#&!!"

...◇• •◇...

Under the stars and the moon, their light is so blue and so bright. He was sitting on a mini sofa located on the balcony, the night air was not so good, but the night was not so late.

After all, taking such actions can relieve his stress for a moment and try to forget all the problems.

Just a moment ago Hyunjae had already left the hotel and gone somewhere.

Even though he was so great and excited in front of Hyunaje. But his heart was so fragile since the nightmare came back to haunt him.

It had been years though, his feelings could not change at all. The bitter memories that had to make her turn instantly into a bad woman.

Is there an easy way to forget it? If there was no way he would take such a troublesome action.

And now he lives without feelings, affection, even love. All of that was useless nonsense that would make him fall back.

"Haah~ I miss home~" he lamented by putting his face up in the sky. "I thought I could come back tonight."

"Egis.." His memory began to lead to the humorous man. "Truely, is he okay? Isn't he too close to me?"

"Hopefully the portion of the meal does not decrease." Chortled.

...◇• •◇...

"Hatchi-ku!" His head turned around, "huh? Huhh??" He woke up with his sneeze.

His hand rubbed his hair, "shit, I fell asleep." Annoyed annoyed.

Plaque!

With a nimble hand hit the other hand and showed a mosquito that was lifeless.

"Based on a fucking mosquito, is my blood so sweet huh?" Even the curse he impaled on the mosquito.

Slowly he got up and closed the balcony door and laid his body on the sofa.

He stared at the wall clock, which was already showing late at night. His life was so empty, and also very quiet. Usually at the Villa there is Yana and also other servants, so he has a friend to talk to.

"Oh! I'll call Ian! But.." his spirit instantly disappeared. "It's late ma-"

Drrta!

His hand grabbed the phone he had in his pocket and saw who was contacting him at night.

His gloomy face immediately returned to reveal his smile, "haha~ I just wanted to do it." Pleased speech.