Lost Feelings
Family and Hope

His hand threw the rubber ball in any direction, "ugly round, short-legged and smelly-mouthed oi, catch this ball."

TWOAK!!

Just now the basketball landed pretty rough on his face.

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At first he thought if he got a stray cat that did not have the privilege like other cats of choice.

But after getting good care, it turns out that the cat is filled with dense fur, not to mention both legs that look short, and a tiny body like a ball from the South Pole.

But with its silver fur, it can be distinguished from other cats. Sometimes Lazel and Hyunjae do not realize that Gilver is in his hair.

Although not very fond of cats, but from Hyunjae's point of view, Lazel was quite diligent and meticulous when feeding his two masters.

"Master... Missy..."

"????" The two humans turned their heads as several maids came at them with luggage.

Lazel got out of his place and walked towards his servants, "where are you going?"

"The Big Miss told us to take a vacation." One of them explained what Nezra had ordered.

"Now?!" Hyunjae asked who was standing on the sofa.

Lazel threw a sharp glare at Hyunjae, "hey! Why do you look surprised?!"

"Miss does not give a clear reason, but we act according to his orders."

"No need! Even though Mom didn't tell me the reason, I already knew what was on her mind!" Inner Lazel.

According to the words and orders of Nezra, all the servants were shut down, and the rest depended on them both.

"Happy holiday." Said Lazel who folded his hands in front of his chest.

"Thank you Miss~ happy spending time together, uh I'm mistaken, I mean happy vacation too." Said the maid with a sweet smile on her face.

"Intentionally! You must have said it on purpose!" Inner Lazel with annoyance.

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At the behest of their mother, all the servants were sent home.

The woman stood in front of the large glass window, her expression staring at the surrounding ice-cold. His pale face was very similar to the color of those white grains.

"Lazel, is it still snowing outside?" Hyunjae asked who just came down from the top floor.

"Not really, if you're out, it'll probably be fine." Answer with detail.

He fixed his clothes, and looked at Lazel who was standing in front of the window "hey, are you trying to drive me out?"

The silver-haired woman turned her head and gave a pink look, "yes, is there a problem?"

"Huft... It's been a few days I haven't made myself relax, so I'm going to go out for a while." Hyunjae prefers not to continue the scathing remarks of Lazel.

"OK." His body turned back.

"Suggest, don't bring another man into this house. I don't want to risk what you're doing."

"Just calm down.I'll follow all your words without making a little mistake."

"..............."

The man with a neat appearance immediately left the mansion and went somewhere. The roar of the car sounded if in a moment he would completely leave the house.

Both of his hands dropped, and his gaze returned to how it was, "i've finally regained my composure..."

"Miaaw~"

"????"

He found the two cats below him and picked one up, "hyunjae's journey makes you lonely." Said Lazel who put a worried look on the cat.

"Just calm down." her pink iris looked up at the sea-blue cat's iris. "I will take care of you for her. I will love you like I once loved her. and I will accompany you like she was with me."

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Almost every hour, whatever activity he does looks boring.

"Usually when I'm at home I always wear a bra and also **********, but since I have to do a lot of things, I have to forget everything,"

"In winter like this, it's impossible to do it either."

In the middle of a large room and also large, without anyone. Getting luxury without one by his side is also a bit boring.

He lifted his legs and drowned his face.

Drrta!

"????" Her phone shook and made her pretty face lift back up.

His hand grabbed the phone not far from his reach and saw whose name was listed there.

His gaze instantly changed when he found out who was contacting him, "what do they want?"

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LaFerarri-branded luxury car just stopped in front of a fairly luxurious residence. Then someone came out of there wearing the same clothes while in the mansion, only in addition, he wore a robe to keep his body warm.

Upon entering the residence, several servants greeted him and escorted him to the usual room he had visited before.

Both of his legs continued to step up and echoed in every room he passed, and in the end arrived at the appropriate place.

"What are you calling me?" Ask Lazel without saying anything.

His presence made the whole family stand from their position and began to welcome the arrival of Lazel.

The silver-haired woman immediately filled the empty sofa without any welcome, "sorry if my actions are disrespectful, but this is what I am doing." Say it in a flat tone.

"Of course not a problem~" he said again.

Now the woman who did not have the same characteristics as him began to approach him, "Adik~ why are you so cold? At least-"

"I had such a busy time, that I didn't have much time to argue with you guys." It was Sela Lazel who cut her face.

"We'd like to invite you on Christmas and New Year's Eve with your whole family." Said his Uncle who looked a little old.

The woman's eyebrows are linked, "my family? Aren't you my family?" Lazel.

"W-Well of course, we mean invite the Pietra Family and your parents."

"They don't exist, they spend Christmas and New Year in a village" he replied in annoyance. "I'm upset that they won't let me come!"

"Then just bring Hyunjae and Ian." His uncle convinced his nephew.

"Dian? So they knew Ian wasn't coming to the village" he thought. "Can't" he replied firmly.

"Hyunjae and I had a lot of work, whereas Ian.." her gaze turned to be extremely annoyed. "She's going to stay with me. She's not going anywhere." Reciprocity.

"job? You can me-"

"Other than work, I don't want to" he began to rise from his seat. "What right do you have to continue to compel and convince my will? I'm not your servant or pawn like I used to be. I'm not both of my parents who always say yes and yes to breng*k people like you,"

"I don't care about your views on me, because I'm still me. Whether rich or poor, I never bow my head before you."

"..............."

After he had uttered those scathing words to his own family, he planned to leave from there.

"What I did to you guys was a lot different when you treated us" he looked pitiful, but on the other hand he couldn't seem to think the same thing happened again." Under any circumstances, I can still consider you my own family after everything you've done to us."

"L-Lazel, forgive us." His aunt stepped forward.

"Thank you for the call, I have to go."

With the same anger always, he tried to hold it until he left the house he had once made as Master.

Seen from the look on his face alone, if he was negligent in overcoming emotions, maybe the people in the residence would consider himself a Monster.

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There is a past experienced from a small family, including both children who have twin faces. In addition to his parents, the Big Brother even acts like a pawn that must lick his Master's shoes.

"Mother, I'm so upset with my Uncle, Aunt and other Cousins! Why do they treat us like this? Aren't we his family too?"

"N-Son, you can't talk bad about your own family."

"Then what they do to us is the right thing to do?"

Her daughter continued to comment on the oppression of her own family against her small family.

"Even Ian staying there should be a pem-"

Plaque!

Without mercy, the Mother must lay her hands on her own daughter, "why do you say that?! They are the ones who-"

"Lucky? Rich? A benefactor? What do many people like because of their outward appearance as Gods?" Even the only daughter they have has a firm heart as strong as steel so that they do not know submit to anyone.

"I've always done anything for Dad, Mom and Ian, but I never did it for myself!"

"I'm not gonna make Ian cry! I won't get Mom and Dad treated like maids! Even I'm ready to sacrifice my future for you!"

"L-Lazel, what are you saying, son..."

"I'll study hard! So that I will be useful to others! If necessary, I will marry a rich man! And avenge what they did to you!"

His mother who stood before him did not expect all the words spoken by his own Son.

One day... Her younger brother got into trouble so had to have enough money to solve the problem.

As a parent, his mother and father tried to find a loan, and it happened to his own family.

They gently gave us what we were asked for, and we were rudely done.

The older brother could only stand still and clutch a rose stalk so as to make his hand hurt.

All of these things happened throughout his life, so he reached a fairly adult age and where he met a figure he never imagined.

He can share his problems with the person, although always and always haunted by various kinds of problems, but the chance of pleasure is still there.

But those times did not last long, the sweet meeting they had had to end in a tragic farewell.

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"Lenaa~ what are you doing? Come on over here."

"Ah~ yes, you guys go first."

"First? There is no such word."

Lena who was staring at the window while thinking about the things that passed suddenly collapsed due to the arrival of Nezra.

"What Lazel said happened..."

"Even I could slap him, with his determination and determination, he made us proud of his achievements..."

"What I wish for is only one, may his future be much different from what he said at that time."

"Haha~ is impossible," for a moment he noticed the coldness in a snowy village. "She had a husband who loved her, like someone who had loved her at the time."