Lost Feelings
The Might Be a Bad Season

"My father worked as a driver at a company..."

"Although we are not as luxurious as others, we do not look as stunning as artists, but we can fill the stomach every day..."

"We don't care about people's insults about the family I have..."

"But the hatred that is ingrained in me is mounting, giving rise to a strong desire to act out of my mind."

"The plans and strategies we have devised until now no one knows, except the one who is with me and the one who is not with me..."

"One of them. I made him shut up, and let the plot go on, until the end gave rise to his own story."

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Those who are trying to get rich will experience everything from the easiest to the hardest.

But those who live from wealth will never find it difficult to be in the process, which will make one's sense to think, if life is not just on wealth.

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Everyone is worried about driving on a snowy night, all vehicles that start from two wheels to the next lower their speed so that security is maintained.

Maybe the current traffic jam and also the red light made him survive the sense of emotion that wants to control him.

If he does not fulfill the call, when will he continue to hide? How long will they continue to speak like fools?

There will be no results without action.

He tried to calm himself by rubbing his face many times and relaxing his mind.

"It's hard to meet those breng*k people, even though I managed to do it, the annoyance I feel remains the same," his eyes were so sharp, like a sword that would be ready to split anything. "I let them go for Dad, Mom and Ian."

"I don't want them to be sad because of my carelessness in controlling emotions."

The more he thought about it, the more difficult the emotions he maintained.

But maybe the situation is still on his side. The phone he placed in front of him rang indicating that someone was contacting him.

Instantly he realized what he was going to think and grabbed the phone.

Before seeing what name was on his screen, he hoped that if the person was not Hyunjae, his mind had not been so stable as to argue with the man.

"Ege?"

Both of his eyebrows were constantly bent, as well as both of his sharp eyes instantly faded away due to the call.

"Hello?"

^^^"Haha~ what are you doing? I was at a roadside shop enjoying ramen. Do you want to come here too?"^^^

"A-" his attitude that initially looked much better is now back bleak, but not as bad as before, "i was at home, and."

^^^"really? B-Means I'm bothering you, hehe~ forgive-"^^^

"I'll be there in ten minutes." Forever. His left hand immediately changed the car's gear and changed direction.

^^^"You'll be here? Haha that-WHAT?! Ten minutes?! Doesn't your house and this tavern take more time? And winter -"^^^

Tut tut tut tut

Egis, who was sitting there, was worried about Lazel driving at an average speed.

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"Yes!"

He heard a special greeting from his Boss, he turned his body and face to return the greeting from his Boss, "La-"

Lazel met Egis who wore a thick black coat and wore a hat and mask as usual.

"Hm?" He was confused because the man suddenly decided his words and kept on addressing himself, "what's wrong?" Ask Lazel to Egis.

The woman took a sitting position beside him.

"I'm surprised to see you come in clothes like that." Egis started acting strange.

He noticed himself, "ah~ was right too, before leaving the house I did not change clothes. It's really troublesome anyway." His complaint.

Lazel decided not to tell Egis anything about him not being at home at first. Because it is better that way, and he does not need to bring others to enter his own problems.

Egis ordered some soupy food for Lazel. And all the orders are perfect, according to his taste.

Rather than having to spend time at home alone or going to see Hyunjae arrive in bad shape, he spends his time outside eating ramen.

"Is your vacation fun?" Now Egis started their conversation.

"Not really, my whole family went to a village to spend the holidays, but they didn't take me!" Lazel answered with annoyance.

"Everything?"

"Hm! Hm!" Nodding.

"Did Mr Hyunjae also come?"

"Don't call him that, call him as usual."

"I don't think it's polite to call her that."

"Haah~ is up to you. He's not coming, our whole family just left me and him."

"W-really?"

"Yes, even we had to stay in the Main House just to babysit a cat."

"Good, you can spend your time with him." He started smiling as usual.

"H-Almost I told you everything clearly," she said. "Well, that's it." Reply with the same smile.

Getting along with Egis requires caution in speaking. When he starts talking non-stop, everything opens up. Just one sentence is wrong, it will create a big problem.

He noticed the braided woman with butterflies behind her head, "it is true that if Ian had long hair like Lazel, I would have trouble telling them apart."

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"One more serving."

"L-Lazel, is your stomach okay?"

"Hm? Good. I haven't eaten since anyway."

"Have not eaten since.. is not eating for about a few hours will make him eat everything that is here?"

Egis had finished his meal from earlier, but the lady with the butterfly ribbon was still silent in a place with the oral cavity still able to receive food.

If you look carefully, it's like finding Lazel in trouble. But he knew, if the woman tried not to let others know the problems that befell her.

His appearance was so stunning, his face pale that was similar to snow, but his expression was so forced about the situation.

His hand touched Lazel's bulging cheek, "you're like a squirrel." His word.

"Hahaha~ My mother also said that." Said Lazel while giving a smile to Egis.

I don't know why.the day is getting weaker in front of the woman. His mouth is crowded like a zoo, his attitude is not at all feminine, and behavior that continues to make others hang.

But in any case, they always judge that Lazel is a good woman, although the heart and actions contradict each other, sometimes the emotions he issued are always related to his attention.

Maybe it was one of the factors that people praised him for.

The initial goal that has been determined either disappears in which direction, and another goal is formed that makes him interested in that person.

If he could, the yellow-haired man hoped that he would be the one to meet Lazel for the first time. He is probably the luckiest man in the world.

Although the situation continues to drag him, but the woman tried hard and continued to try not to be weak in front of anyone.

Enthusiasm in the face of a problem. Trying to resist the emotions that want to control him.

His right hand began to rise and move towards Lazel. His gaze looked sad and also felt like reaching for the jewel, "what can I do..."

"Yunje?" Lazel saw the nickname on his phone screen.

"!!!!"

"Ah, sorry, what do you want to say?" Lazel asked after closing the call.

Egis tried to calm down from what he wanted to do to Lazel, "m-why don't you pick him up? What if he's worried about you? Weren't-"

"It's still daytime, there's no way he's worried." Sela Lazel looked at Egis calmly.

"But you're his wife, aren't you? It's only natural that he's worried about you." Egis tried to convince himself.

"Well, maybe what you said has a point" said Lazel, who fixed his cloak. "Hm?"

With Egis' help, the man repaired Lazel's robe and hair.

"Thank you." Said Lazel who turned his face.

"H-Hahaha~"

The woman with pink irises behind her silver bangs waved her hand at Egis and said goodbye.

Maybe their meeting for the future is just for eating and also work. It is not necessary to do excessive things to a woman who already has a partner in her life.

He put his mask back on, and noticed that the red car that was walking on top of the snow was moving away.

"Lazel. I will always accompany you, and ease the problems that continue to plague you,"

"Until the time comes, I will introduce my true identity."

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The luxurious car had just arrived in front of the luxurious mansion.

It looks so lonely because the waiter does not work, and the only ones who occupy it are herself and Hyunjae.

Regarding Hyunjae, just a moment ago, the man had contacted him. But he refused to answer.

"Egis.. I can't give him too many excuses, the man could have caught the situation quickly" he said. "When I still want to be there." he lamented.

Before he got out of the car, he grabbed his phone from his pocket and watched the time.

"Half an hour ago." he murmured. "That's almost an hour the man was home." His word.

After that, he got out of the car and put his foot into the house. Because at night the snow will come back down, usually.

"I'm home." The same words every time you enter the house.

"I was wondering where you were going."

Now what he was worried about happened, the big man who stood before him, as if he should know about all the activities that were done.

"And I'm not at all surprised where you're going." Reply Lazel with the same topic.

"I'll pull my words." Hyunjae switched to another discussion.

"????"

"Good night Miss Director~"

"..............." his two gazes had just met a foreign woman who had come out of nowhere.

"Sorry, it might be better if I take her home." Hyunjae said with a innocent face.

Lazel was still observing the woman with his own eyes.

"Sorry to disturb Miss Lazel~" the woman interjected and snatched at Hyunjae.

His right hand rubbed his chin and smiled, "hm~ turned out to be one of Hyunjae's mistresses," he replied with a grin.

"??!!"

"Please enjoy your time here~" he brought himself closer to the foreign woman and touched her shoulder, "but try not to bother me." He spoke with both gazes filled with an aura of ugliness.