Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Anger


There are people who say, if the first person loved will be very difficult to let go if he goes or we will leave him.


Not so bad, even if it's a myth or fact. But someone has ever felt it.


Feel to love and be loved only to be left for good. What a short time and ending with a terrible destiny.


Not even the word farewell was spoken at all, and death took his life for granted.


...◇• •◇...


"Yo, Wonhae," he said. "Damn! The ride here was long enough, the road was so slippery that I didn't get there so fast." Annoyed annoyed.


He knelt before the tomb and placed the flowers he bought on the parts of the tomb.


"Hehe~ I bought it," she smiled. "You like it anyway, right? Should I bring you butterflies?" Both pink irises are so beautiful and stunning.


The smile on his face faded away, his hair also began to be adorned with snowflakes. His red lips were getting flushed, and his pale skin was turning pale like snow.


"Although ten years have passed. I still find it hard to forget you," his gaze returned misp, yet he reluctantly lowered his face. "Hihi because I still love you." His smile was re-engraved yet looked pitiful.


He stood up again and gave a cold, flat look, "I know you hate me now, but I did it for both my parents, my sister and you, too,"


"Even though I know you'll find it hard to take me back, but I still love you, I don't care what you think of me this brengs*k."


Maybe it was getting late, and he was starting to feel increasingly cold. Even what was left was only a tombstone, yet he was still heavy to step away from there.


"Just calm down.I'll find the culprit, no matter how long it is,"


"See you." He spoke coldly around himself.


...◇• •◇...


After doing some things, he finally returned home, but his vision now found something strange, because a foreign car was parked there.


"Car? Is that Ian's friend? Daddy's? Mommy?" Lazel got out of the car immediately, "no. They won't do anything without telling me." Surely said.


"Other than..."


It seems very easy to guess the owner of the foreign car. And it will not be easy to respond or serve it.


Cklek!


"I'm anyway"


"You just got back?" Someone interrupted his words, who else if not Hyunjae.


Again and again, an annoying welcome occurred.


After all, he had experienced this problem many times, so there was no need to look for trouble or start talking about something at length, "yes." Answer's short.


"Good afternoon Miss Lazel~"


"????" Lazel received a warm welcome from a woman he had known, "it seems this woman was the same person as that time." Inner Lazel.


"Yes." Yeah." After giving a short answer, he rushed over while carrying some food for Cherry and also Gilver.


"..............."


...◇• •◇...


After returning he changed his clothes and went to the cage of Cherry and Gilver, but before he went down, he found Cherry who suddenly appeared out of nowhere.


"uh? Cherry, where's Gilver?" Lazel asked the orange-haired cat.


He looked around, who knew Gilver was around Cherry, but unfortunately he did not see it.


"Ck! I don't really like cats, but I don't know why Gilver likes me so much, and now he's gone somewhere." Gerrymandering annoyed.


Lazel decided to look for Gilver, because he did not meet upstairs, in the end he searched below, where his cage was.


While in the middle of the stairs he heard a cat moan, besides Cherry, Gilver was also in the house. The silver-sliced woman went straight down the stairs immediately.


"Gil"


"Wahh~ cute cat."


"..............." she approached the sofa and found a woman she knew as Hyunjae's mistress playing with her cat.


However, the silver-haired cat seemed to want to break away, but the Man was reluctant to do so. Even there Hyunjae was with him.


"Gilver, come here." Declared.


"Miaw!"


"E-H!"


Nimble, the cat broke away forcefully then ran towards Lazel and jumped towards his shoulder.


"I didn't expect the call to work, but I just tried." Lazel stroked Gilver's head on his shoulders.


After getting Gilver, he went back upstairs, but again someone prevented him.


"Lazel, can you let Heul play with Gilver?" Hyunjae asked who was uncomfortable with Lazel's actions on her woman.


The silver-haired woman with a red ribbon that was behind her head turned her head and gave a foolish look, "you asked like that. Then my answer is no." Say it firmly.


"Huh? How can you be such a selfish figure."


"Hm, why? And if you need her why don't you call her yourself?"


"..............."


"Hyunjae, come on, you don't have to argue. I'm fine." A woman called Heul.


"Hm~ is a good thought, I like the way the woman thinks." After saying a few compliments, Lazel immediately left those in the Middle Room.


...◇• •◇...


At the moment he is giving food to both balls of feathers.


The night had just come, yet he felt very tired.


"You two can play after the meal, okay." Lazel leaves Cherry and Gilver.


Before leaving him, he took the time to stroke the bodies of his two cats.


In between the two Beings' delight, Lazel chose to return to his room and immediately go to sleep. The earphones he uses as a sleep aid and also does not hear any other noise.


...◇• •◇...


It seemed like his fatigue was so pronounced, a blue light burst through the room and gave off a beautiful glow at night.


There was nothing to bother him, other than to feel if something was squeezing his stomach. Maybe that's one of the factors he woke up at night.


Both of his eyes opened just like that and lowered his head towards his stomach.


"Hand?" He saw the hand of a man who was large and also saw his veins. "!!!!" The reflex he removed the hand from her made her stand up.


He stood his back against the blue light and stared cynically at the sleeping man before him, "when has he been here?" Her thought.


There was nothing good about continuing together, Lazel decided to leave the room along with the blanket that covered his body.


Taps!


A hand caught him. The same thing will not happen again.


He forcefully pulled his hand back even though it was very painful. After he managed to escape, he rushed out.


"..............." the man woke up when Lazel left the room. Because Hyunjae had woken up before Lazel.


...◇• •◇...


In the morning, the silver-haired figure had just walked out of Ian's room and went downstairs to order some food.


"Why did you leave the room?" Hyunjae asked who was suddenly at the side of the stairs, as if he was waiting for Lazel to appear.


"Are there no greetings in the morning?" Said the woman with her relaxed face.


"..............."


Lazel found Hyunjae's gaze not joking, "because I don't want to be with you." Very short and clear answer.


"Is being with me so bad?" Now he asks again.


"Yes." Yeah." Lazel answered it easily.


It looks like this morning will not go as smoothly as usual.


The two sat in the Middle Room while waiting for the order to arrive. After waiting for a few minutes, the one they were waiting for finally arrived.


Breakfast was accompanied only by the sound of cutlery without sounding as usual.


The sound on his phone rang.


He typed something on the screen, then finished his meal quickly.


"Where are you going?" Hyunjae asked who was astonished at Lazel's behavior.


"It's none of your business." Sergeants.


"Ah~ if it's not wrong Egis is not it?"


"..............." that last remark actually made him stop moving.


"Haha! Am I right? Aren't I great in-"


"Shut your mouth" Lazel interrupted with both bends, and his gaze turned toward Hyunjae in annoyance. "How many times have I told you, don't say anything if you don't know." Speak with great emphasis.


It seems Lazel started to get emotional because of Hyunjae's words.


The thickly dressed man got up from his seat and stared at Lazel, "not knowing it? Whynot? Aren't we the same?"


"Because bajing*n, don't ever equate yourself with me." His anger is really visible.


"What is so different about you can be judged on which side?" Hyunjae asked with a trivial look as he brought himself closer to the pink-sliced woman.


"..............."


"No answering? Aren't I right?"


"I'm silent because I don't want to argue with you." Said Lazel who tried to hold back his sense of regret.


It seems Hyunjae was intending to dig into Lazel's emotions that he had been struggling to endure, "haha~ why? What's you-"


MAAM!


Just now a powerful fist floated up and made itself slightly pushed up, as well as the floor that was now starting to be decorated with drops of blood.


Although getting it from a woman, but the pain can not be underestimated. Even Hyunji put his appreciation on Lazel, as the first woman to have greatness in fighting, other than men.


"I can accept your millions of insults to me," his hand was clenched. "But I won't stay silent if you bring anyone else in on this matter." With a face full of anger.


For the first time, Lazel raised his hand at Hyunjae, at her own Husband.


"You're good at fighting, but there's one thing you should be grateful for" Hyunjae grabbed a tissue on the table and wiped the blood from his mouth and looked at Lazel. "You're a girl, so I can't repay you for what you did."


"Then get rid of it about men or women! Let's just say I'm a man, a man you hate so much, that there's no doubt you'll kill him." Lazel said in his voice without feeling nervous.


"..............." now Hyunjae began to realize, why did Hyunji who had such strict principles easily give appreciation to Lazel.


Because the woman is not just strong, whatever becomes the center of her emotions, she will not think of anything but successfully vent her anger.


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