Lost Feelings
Wonhae Sung

It's almost afternoon. They get the news that his family will be flying tomorrow while carrying the bodies of Lena and Gion..

After hearing such a hysterical thing, Hyunjae again contacted his mother and asked to explain the excitement in detail about what happened to Lazel's parents. And in the end he understood and knew the reason behind the accident.

In a slightly dim room, on a large bed. A man in thick clothes was sitting while watching someone sleeping on his lap.

For now he can't get away from the woman, and keeps looking after her and is ready to see her cry again. Lazel was unconscious for a long time, but this helped. Because Hyunjae wanted to make Lszel take a short break after going into severe shock.

While Ian.

"WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME!"

"AGAIN AND AGAIN! FOR THE SECOND TIME I FELT THE SAME WAY!"

He remembered the screams spoken by Lazel. From those two sentences, he felt something, if what Lazel is now experiencing is not the first time. It made him think, that who was the previous figure who made Lazel look very depressed.

After all, they got some bitter news all of a sudden.

As a man, Hyunjae could not imagine anything at all to the woman. In addition to both parents, Ian also has his older brother. But the Big Brother will not be able to continue with him.

As for Lazel, he was the First Child, as someone who had a younger brother. The burden will be more piled up, the worry becomes more, as well as supervision that will not be off guard.

Actually Hyunjae was very curious about what Lazel said while crying. At the moment Ian is not in good shape, while Lazel is unlikely to ask the woman directly.

His hand rubbed Lazel's head slowly, "for a moment you were angry, and at once you looked fine," he was concerned about Lazel's plight. "And when everything is taken from you, that's where you look. You are a woman full of sadness."

...◇• •◇...

No one appreciates each other more than having the same degree. Pride will come to you when you have everything. Along with the pain you're trying to hide.

Man is a creature in which to lie, arrogant and forgetful. Speech that is not in accordance with action, shows what is perfect for them against those who are under it. Not remembering what will happen to them according to what they do.

Money will not go with you to the afterlife. But if you don't want it in the world then the money will need you.

Same thing the silver girl did. No matter what, the priority is family and money. As long as there was a family, he still had a place to cry, as long as there was money he would not let his family starve.

...◇• •◇...

Still in the same place. Behind the gray and orange light was standing and sticking a cell phone in his ear.

"Yes, he's fine. Lazel was knocked unconscious after a severe shock."

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"Even I don't know what to do when he wakes up. For now I will continue with him and help him to stay calm." He tried to speak in a slow tone without waking Lazel.

Hyunjae gets another call from his mother and asks about Lazel and Ian. He could not explain too much, because he did not want his mother to have too many thoughts to worry about the others.

"Mother, I'll ask Ian to pick you up tomorrow. Because it's impossible that Lazel will escape my control."

The calls have been going on lately. Hyunjae had just finished his conversation with Nezra via mobile phone.

His head hurt a little, but Lazel's pain was much more severe. From there he noticed the woman who was still closing her eyes. Her pale skin was increasingly visible due to exposure to the outer light.

Both of his gazes looked sad, "Lazel..."

...◇• •◇...

"Mmmm..."

"!!!!" Her sleep was so sensitive to little noise. Now he began to wake up because the woman who is now in his arms began to wake up.

Her pink iris again shone a look of loss, her face panicked again and looked around and found Hyunjae locked herself in the arms, "Mother... Hyunjae, my mother and father need me." He said softly while holding those two big arms.

"Cold.." he felt that the woman's fingers were getting colder as she touched him. "Cabin." The man will not take his hands off Lazel.

"No! I'll catch up with them, they'll need me." Reject Lazel strongly.

The black-haired man wanted to come crying because he had not seen Lazel stop shedding tears, "L-Lazel, I'll accompany you, I'll-"

"I don't need you!" He pushed it as hard as he could, "where is my mother! And my Dad!" The woman kept trying to get away from Hyunjae.

"..............." the man grew sicker seeing Lazel's messy condition. He tried his best to stay by Lazel's side without hurting her in the least.

His cry broke again, his screams again sounding loud.

On the bed he hugged the woman tightly and gently stroked her hair so that her feelings were calmer. The silver hair now rests its head directly on Hyunjae's chest.

"M-They've taken Wonhae... Now I-Mother and my father... What after this they will take I-Ian from me?" Lazel seemed helpless and unable to think ahead of him about his diminishing little family.

"No, Ian's gonna be fine." Hyunjae said with a chaotic feeling while tightly hugging the woman.

The previous dream that Lazel experienced may be related to the original world, which allows a big problem to occur.

"Take off me Hyunjae."

"No."

He grabbed the pale face and made her look at him, "Mother Nezra... Adam's father... What do you think of them?" Ask Hyunjae.

"I DON'T CARE! ALL I WANT IS MY MOM AND DAD!" His strength increased as his emotions increased.

Hyunjae holding him back was getting harder.

Cklek!

The door of the room opened and revealed the figure of a man who had the same hair color as Lazel.

Lazel turned towards the door with his eyes constantly shedding tears, "uh? Ian.." His right hand extended to his brother who appeared behind the door.

With a look down he stepped before his brother slowly.

"Ian.. You must have gone there, right? Then come on"

When Ian arrived near Lazel, he hugged his brother and tried to convince him that they must indeed feel the loss for the second time.

With trembling hands he held the hand of Ian hugging him, "uh? Ian's? We're going, aren't we?" His breath sounded roaring, tears coming back dripping down profusely.

"Hey Ian, Mom and Dad need us,"

"Didn't you want to meet them? Don't they love you more than I do? Therefore we must-"

"Sister.we have to accept the situation." Sela Ian with her heavy voice.

"No, you can't just give up, Mom and Dad"

"It's gone." Ian continued with a very sick heart.

Hyunjae could only watch and watch the two brothers who were crying and trying to accept the harsh reality.

"No Ian. They're waiting for us, they want us to come," his whole body instantly weakened. "I don't want to accept this reality anymore..."

Now his shoulder felt very wet because of the tears from Big Brother who was in his arms.

Hyunjae wanted to wipe his face in order to first calm himself down, but as he watched his own palm, several blood stamps stained his hands.

He panicked at once, and suddenly looked at Lazel as a whole, "blood?! Where did it come from" it seemed like he knew where the blood came from.

Hyunjae grabbed Lazel's hand with a silver bracelet, "Lazel what's wrong with your hand?" Hyunjae asked who noticed the wound.

Hyunjae slightly recalled the wound earlier, as Lazel forcefully pulled his hand from the man's grasp, the bracelet he was wearing ended up making quite a deep wound, which was quite deep, but not as deep as the pain in his heart.

Hyunjae's question caused Ian to panic and turn to Hyunjae's hand, "Sister, since when did you get hurt?" Ask Ian.

"Wonhae is gone. I lost her for a very long time. I can't even forget his face yet,"

"And now Mother... Daddyh. They left me too without a word. The pain I've endured for years has not fully recovered. Now I have to endure the same as I lost Wonhae."

Ian and Hyunjae only listened to Lazel's grievances as he treated his injured wrist, though it wouldn't improve him.

Nezra is currently taking care of the bodies of Lena and Gion who were involved in a deadly accident that killed several people, including both of them. And Adam, he had found the culprit of the accident and held him accountable. As well as Hyunji went to the airport to check the plane sent by Hyunjae.

The plane they boarded could not have intended to carry the two bodies, so Hyunjae sent a private plane belonging to the Pietra Family to the location.

...◇• •◇...

His body was getting weaker, his face was getting paler, the exhaustion within him was putting him back to sleep. But Hyunjae had to intervene to deal with Lazel to be calmer.

They could not be sure if Lazel woke up again with a calm feeling. Most likely the hysterical feeling is getting worse.

After putting Lazel to sleep, Hyunjae invites Ian to leave the room and wants to talk to Ian about some things that make him curious.

In front of a room, they refuted at the floor divider and looked at the lower room from up there.

"Did... could you tell me about the man Lazel mentioned?" Hyunjae asked very carefully, it was possible that the question was a little sensitive for Ian.

"I thought you didn't know it." Tukas Ian who was staring at the surroundings with a hollow feeling.

"Indeed, who is he?"

"Sung Wonhae, a man who, if he lives up to now, has the same age as my brother, although Wonhae is a few months older,"

"He is Lazel's First Love."

"..............." Hyunjae does not expect Lazel to have someone he once viewed as love.

"But a major accident left him horribly dead. And that was over ten years ago, where your wedding day went, too."

"I think I've heard of that big accident ten years ago." Hyunjae.

"Yes, everyone knows. But the perpetrator hasn't been caught at all."

He looked over with a surprised face, "h-hah? Not caught? This long?"