Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Snow Woman


The funeral session was just over, after that, the two brothers who had the same characteristics were getting a welcome and an apology. For the time being, only her brother knew who the two couples were.


If you say angry no, not even revenge. But what he felt at this moment was still difficult to express through words. Because his sadness would never end if he did not end it, and his crying would only be a way out.


Hyunji who was standing by his side had also revealed their identity.


And now the doer shows himself before him and his sister.


"I'm sorry! We made a fatal mistake that killed both of your parents." Even their actions touched the forehead of the pile of snow covering the ground.


Now the people standing around started to rumble and make their own gossip. While the others also looked at Lazel and Ian, the two brothers had not said a word to the two who were prostrating before him.


"I hate you guys." Ian said, making a cruel statement. His gaze strongly indicated that what he said was true and a fact of his deepest feelings.


"Mom-Mom..." Hyunji held both of his mother's shoulders.


Nezra patted his Son's hand on his shoulder, "for now I can't interfere. Because basically it's about a person's life, and the ones who feel it more are them." Nezra said in a soft voice.


Not just the two of them, Adam, Hyunjae and the others. They won't interfere in that business.


"Wake up." After a moment of silence Lazel finally let out a voice and gave a short order to the two couples.


"H-Huh ta-but-"


"Huft.." both his hands with black painted nails grabbed the couple's hands and helped them stand up.


After his actions, the two couples finally stood up according to his words.


"You guys finally look at me." Say Lazel with warm air coming out of his mouth.


Now what they see is a human figure who is a female gender like a doll. The pale face, bright pink iris like caramel and diamond, has a tall body and silver hair. So that his entire appearance was similar to that of the Snow Woman.


...◇• •◇...


His black dres was already adorned with snow froths like cotton, the bottom touching the snow and adorning around the white expanse.


He turned his face to the right and nodded as if giving an order.


So a well-dressed woman came with an envelope in her hand, and she handed it to Lazel.


"This," after being in his hands, he handed it over again to the two men. "I've estimated your expenses." Her speech.


"H-Huh?" Of course they look confused.


Even his own family was confused by what Lazel was doing.


"I don't want to take advantage of the lower classes" Lazel now explains a little of his actions. "Because I can still do it." Reciprocity.


"Sister, what are you doing? Aren't they the cause of Father and Mother's death?" Ian now disagrees with his brother's statement.


"Dan, just shut up for a second." Lazel with his pale face.


"..............." I don't want Ian to be quiet for a moment.


"Get it." He said by giving a white envelope.


"No, we're not going-"


Taps!


Lazel grabbed the old woman's hand and placed the envelope known to contain the money on her hand.


"How can you give this? It doesn't make any sense."


"I hate you guys, really" said Lazel, who fixed his black robe that covered the dress in the same color. "But I can't avoid fate." With a little small smile.


...◇• •◇...


Those black-clothed people started to disperse themselves and leave the place.


Still in the same place, he was still standing with a brooding look on his face. His head bowed, his silver hair and the black butterfly adorned his back and head.


"It's hard to do it. Even I can barely control my own hands,"


"But I also cannot make myself continue to grieve over your departure, because half of my goal has not been achieved,"


"And I don't want to burden myself with the past, and soon find a reality."


Ian came up to him and asked his brother to leave from there. For the last time, the two legs that bound him to settle down, with force and determination in him, he broke the chain and began to climb a path full of thorns.


"Miss Lazel and Her sister.didn't they both look stunning?"


"Yes, they don't have the same face as their parents, but they're amazing."


"I thought they were one of the Noblees sent to this land."


"..............." at times like this, they still had time to talk about other things.


Praise was common for them, but the other side they had was very contrary to what was on the face.


...◇• •◇...


His hand held both of the woman's shoulders, "are you cold?"


"No, I'm fine." Answer slowly.


At this time the Pietra Family would go to their residence and leave the cemetery.


However, when they had just stepped out of the gate, a group of people who were very familiar with Lazel and Ian came to them.


"Lazel."


"Sister, are you all right?"


"Auntie is worried if you'll keep thinking about this."


Lazel may be able to fend off his frustration, but not with Ian. The young man was too obsessed with hatred for his extended family.


Nezra bent both his eyebrows and held Lazel tightly, while Hyunji and Hyunaje stood behind the two women.


"Mother..since yesterday Cherry and Gilver haven't been fed." Lazel looked at his mother.


"really? Then we have to go home, wait, who's Gilver??"


They moved back, but... Lazel paused his steps and gave a small warning to his own family.


"All I have right now is Ian," his gaze turned sharp. "If you touch her just a little bit, maybe I can break your hand." Reciprocity.


"..............."


Feeling unappreciated, but it is still as light as cotton compared to its past.


...◇• •◇...


A few black cars were out there.


Nezra put his cheek on Lazel's cheek, "hm~ Lazel is so brave, I didn't choose you wrong." He said with a feeling of pleasure.


"Haha~ te-" when they almost entered the car, but the body of the silver-haired woman immediately squeezed and made him almost fall from the grasp of Nezra.


"!!!!" Everyone was surprised to see it.


"L-Lazel! You okay?!" Ask Nezra.


"Sister!"


"Cabin." Hyunjae grabs Lazel's body and takes him into the car first.


"Hyunjae, you better be with Lazel, I can't possibly take care of him." Said Nezra who was a little objected when helping Lazel.


"All right."


...◇• •◇...


Inside the car was filled with four people. Hyunji was driving, while Ian was beside him, and Hyunjae was in the back seat along with Lazel who was in his arms.


"He has no fever." Hyunjae said after holding the woman's forehead.


"Thank God." Sahut Hyunji focused on the streets.


"Sister Lazel was always like this, if something heavy hit him automatically his body dropped," explained Ian. "Even at a very young age, it's not just once this happens."


"Huh?? Lazel experienced this since childhood?!" Surprise Hyunji.


"Huft..it seems like Lazel really doesn't want anyone to know a speck of his past." His complaint.


On the sidelines of Ian's story about Lazel. Hyunjae did not make any comments at all and only listened to what Ian said.


And he began to think that Lazel had always been stubborn, acting like a witch and a mouth like a zoo. But the woman tried to cover everything and only showed the cover. What he shows is not the truth but drama.


He bowed his face and saw Lazel with both eyes closed. The pale skin he had was like snow, so Hyunjae felt that he was hugging the Snowman.


Little did he hear the praise of others about Lazel.


"Pale skin. pink irises are like diamonds.." he looked carefully at the woman's face. "Right, her face was like a doll."


"Hm... is it that interesting my brother's face?" Ian asked Hyunjae's behavior to Lazel.


The man was shocked and stopped his actions.


"..............." Hyunji just looked at them from behind the glass, "have they been okay lately..."


...◇• •◇...


For a while they would settle in the Main House so that Lazel's condition was much better. Even Ian can't leave the house.


Both of his legs climbed the stairs while carrying Lazel in his lap and went to the room.


"Dan, take care of your brother until I get back." Hyunjae said to Ian.


"All right."


...◇• •◇...


Today is Christmas Eve, during the city trip so crowded with many people who decorate Christmas trees on some roadsides. Tonight may be a little festive, then the next day will be even more festive.


Therefore, the great Pietra family had absolutely no idea what to do at the moment. They can't just have a party or enjoy Christmas after what happened.


After all, their feelings are still plagued with worry about Lazel and Ian.


"Hm?" Hyunji and the others were in the Middle Room, he saw the presence of Hyunjae who had just descended the stairs.


"Yuky." Call her with a thumb that leads somewhere else.


...◇• •◇...


After a long time, the two brothers finally talked to each other. The brother who until now has not been married in the past with his sister. Even their knowledge has reached ten years.


They were currently in an empty room located in the Main Room while enjoying the outside atmosphere filled with white snow.


"Hyunjae"


"You're still talking about the same thing? Don't you have anything else to talk about?" Sela Hyunjae who turned around spilled a question on her sister.


"You're so selfish, after all this, don't you feel anything for Lazel? Do you still not understand this condition?" Hyunji slightly emphasized his sentence while talking to his sister.


"For now I'm going to serve all your words, because there's something I want to talk to you about, and I need your opinion." It was clearly Hyunjae who was looking at his sister with a casual look.