Lost Feelings
Differences

"No, I won't let you go."

"I appreciate your kindness, but I have something I have to do."

"Do it then come back here again."

The Middle Room now sounded a bit of a commotion, especially the voice of his mother who was so strong.

Even Ian could barely put up a fight, "t-but..."

"What's the fuss?" Hyunjae asked while carrying Lazel by holding both shoulders.

All eyes were fixed on the direction of the stairs, where Lazel and Hyunjae appeared.

"Dan, he wants to leave the house."

"Huh?" Lazel looked surprised when he heard what happened.

Seeing his sister who had just come down back made him worry, "Sister, I can't be here for too long, better-"

"You're here." Follow Lazel who is slowly approaching towards his sister.

"But-"

His hands clasped Ian's arms together, "i can't keep an eye on you if you're far from my eyes, at least Nezra's mom and A-Dad"

"I know you're worried, but you can't force my will either." Ian tried to convince his brother.

"..............."

"I appreciate your kindness, but I don't want to stay here." Ian made his words clear again.

"All right." Now Adam is.

"Huh?! You agree with him?!" Sela Nezra disagrees with Ian and Adam.

"Can you keep a promise?"

"Promise?"

"Go and come back, don't do that if you're just incriminating your brother." Evidently.

"????"

"S-As usual, Dad's words are hard to understand." Hyunji whispered to Hyunjae who was standing next to him.

"Okay, the point is that I won't make Kak Lazel worry and go back to making him feel guilty for my reckless actions." Said Ian who was smiling in front of his older brother.

"..............."

...◇• •◇...

Ian's departure was a little heavy for him to accept. His only sister, the only person he has, is the only family he has.

But the presence of the Pietra Family is indeed so pleasant. However, Lazel already knew an end to this story, there will be a time when the person who considers himself a family and Princess, in an instant hates him.

Therefore, there is no need to play games that concern about the family. Sentences that do not fit the conditions.

There is no such thing as a family full of drama. That's what he did for ten years.

Nezra clasped the hands of Lazel sitting next to him, "Lazel, are you hungry? I can-"

"Miaaw~"

Nezra turns to cats who keep swiping their fur on their feet.

"I almost forgot who this round-bodied short-legged cat is, and..." Nezra picked up the furry cat and watched it alternately with Lazel. "W-Their colors are almost the same." The drill.

"True." Sahut Hyunji who observed.

"He's Gilver, Lazel got it." Hyunjae Sahut who just returned from the terrace.

"Waah~ really? I didn't think you liked cats."

"T-Not really." Answer Lazel.

The man in the jacket sat before Lazel, "rightly so, he doesn't like cats very much."

Unknowingly it was almost afternoon, the day just passed after getting into a heavy trouble. Especially Lazel, in an instant he was able to control himself and stop crying, even though it was just a mask he used to cover it from others.

"Mother, I'll take Lazel to the room. Please bring food for her too." Said Hyunjae who moved from his seat and grabbed Lazel who was in front of him.

"Oh! Okay!" Nezra went to the kitchen.

"But I can help you." Lazel.

"You better help me." Reply Hyunjae who holds Lazel's hand.

"Hm? Are you working on something?"

"No, just help me by obeying my words."

"All right."

Currently the waiter has not returned home, they also have to enjoy the holiday period at Christmas.

"..............." Hyunji could only address the two couples with his flat face.

"Pity." Adam tried to hold back his laughter.

"Stop it Daddy!" Shouted Hyunji in annoyance.

...◇• •◇...

"Haah~ I'm fine, this action of yours is too excessive." Said Lazel who landed his body on the bed.

"Not really." Take her hand while grabbing the blanket.

Lazel stopped Hyunjae's hand by grasping it, "but I'm not sick." The reply.

Hyunjae looked at him with his usual gaze, he raised his index finger, then he stuck it to Lazel's chest.

"This part must hurt." Said slowly.

"..............."  Lazel did not give any reply. Because what Hyunjae said might have a point.

The man grabbed his phone and sat on the floor and leaned on the bed.

"You're not upstairs?" Lazel looked to the side.

"No need, I'm just here." Said Hyunjae who started playing his phone.

...◇• •◇...

His hand squeezed the blanket firmly, as well as his lowered gaze, "what did Ian tell you."

Hyunjae stops his activity, hearing the sentence from Lazel, he does not expect that Lazel will know that Ian told him something.

"You want to know?" Now Hyunjae asked again while leaning his head.

"Not really..."

"So?"

"Forget whatever he's talking to you." Say Lazel in a flat tone.

Automatically his body turned around and looked towards the silver-haired woman, "huh? What do you mean forget-" he instantly saw something different from Lazel.

"I'm sorry, it might feel a little rough, but.." she returned Hyunjae's gaze with her pink iris. "You don't need to know what happened to my past."

"Reason?"

"You're nobody. It's all just drama. And whatever you know is none of your business." Lazel answered without hesitation.

It's a little annoying, but what the woman said has a point. He is a nobody, and he has no right to know.

Ian cut off a conversation about a man named Sung Wonhae. And asked himself to hear it from Lazel.

But after what he got. It seems very impossible to get back to the disconnected discussion.

"May I say one thing to you?"

"????"

"Whoever that man is, whoever's in your past, don't make Ian feel guilty about what you're going to do in the future."

After that Hyunjae turned around again and looked straight ahead.

"I'd guess... Ian will definitely tell you about Wonhae." His inner.

...◇• •◇...

Under the hanging lights, everything gathered in an ordinary room. And talk about something a little important.

In the previous Christmas, the Pietra Family must have never forgotten this excitement. But for this year it looks like they won't.

"But..why don't you celebrate?"  Ask Lazel.

"Lazel.it's impossible for us to celebrate after what happened to Lena and Gion."

"They're just the past, these are matters of the heart that I have to solve on my own."

"Why are you saying this?" Nezra was a little astonished by every sentence Lazel spoke.

"Mom, Dad, I'm going back home." His word.

"Did?!" Nezra was surprised not to play, "HEI HYUNJAE! DID YOU ASK LAZEL FOR THIS?!" Protests of his mother who almost show a vase of flowers to her Son.

"Typeaaak! I was surprised to hear it too!" Shouted Hyunjae who used Hyunji's body as a shield.

Nezra will send Hyunjae and Lazel home after the New Year. But... Lazel asked him to return to the villa immediately.

"Well, I'll be back when the New Year's over." Now Lazel slightly succumbed to the situation.

He also did not want Hyunjae to get into trouble just because of his decision.

"Uuuu~ Lazel we are indeed good~" Nezra hugged Lazel tightly.

...◇• •◇...

His face stared at the window with a cold look. Lately, Lazel more often spend time staring at the ceiling and daydreaming about something.

From afar he saw the silver-haired lady with the blue butterfly turning her back and gazing towards the sky.

His hand grabbed the blanket on the bed and walked over to Lazel.

"Aren't you cold?" Hyunjae came over and covered Lazel's body with the blanket he was carrying.

"No, I'm fine." Lazel left the place and went to the bed.

"..............." the black pajama man who showed his body was only speechless to see a slight difference from Lazel.

Lazel now lay with his back to himself.

The man stared at Lazel, "u-um. what am I-"

"Can." Forever.

"Huh?? Do you know what I want to say?" Hyunjae asked who raised his body with elbow and looked closer towards Lazel.

"What's so obsessed with my fragrance is just you. So it's easy to guess what you want to say." Lazel.

"Then, then..."

He could feel it, feeling a huge hand begin to hug his body.

"Are you wearing up to a ton?" Hyunjae asked who smelled the fragrance on Lazel's silver hair.

"Do you want me to break your teeth?" Threatened him.

"Haha~ looks like you've started to return to your former nature." Hyunjae's laughter was at the nape of his neck.

Faces that are turning away, not staring at each other. All he felt was sadness and other cold things. The pain is of course still so pronounced. However, fate tried to tear his heart down so as to make him constantly feel a sense of suffering.

His gaze looked so cold, and also flat. It was as if she was a woman who lost her heart.

...◇• •◇...

The sky that gave off a dim color, entered the room as a hint of light. In the middle of the night he woke up and started thinking about many things.

His body sat on the bed and lowered its gaze.

The man next to her was asleep. Like not feeling anything. He easily got up there and stood in front of the window.

Her white dress with beautiful fluttering silver hair. Like a dead doll that always stands in the same place.

He looked up at the sky with a defiant look. His hands on both sides of his body were tightly clenched.

The figure of the two gazes was much different from before.

"I'll end it as soon as I can. Once I find the culprit then..."

The body turned around and looked towards Hyunjae.

"It's all done." The junction with her pink iris is like a flash of light.