Lost Feelings
Taking a Step Faster

After going through the days of sadness and also the problem of sadness. Finally, we have Christmas at the end of the year. Overall, everything doesn't just disappear. It was possible that some people still felt and lamented the sadness behind his fake smile.

In accordance with the opinions and suggestions from him, the party still happens even though it is not as luxurious as last year. He does not want to be a barrier to people's happiness. After all, people's happiness is different, so never blame their happiness mode or whatever they're happy with. Because all humans have different tastes.

The event every year was done suddenly, even on Christmas they just decorated the cone-shaped tree.

The yellow star like a God is located at the top, the balls on each side glow like Angels leading the Humans to go towards the star.

As well as those who believe in God, close their hands and say a pile of hope. As well as Humans who do not expect anything, only depend on the destiny that indeed falls on them.

And feel desperate...

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Nothing so special. Is Christmas included in that? I don't know, whatever they do, if it's all done with good intentions and a good heart. Under any circumstances, it would definitely be something very pleasant.

For the first time in his life, he felt something and a festive sensation without his loved ones.

If you continue to feel sad, that sadness will only take your precious time, which you might be able to use for something more important.

The feeling of slumping will only make your condition weaken. Continue to think that you are useless and feel hopeless, when destiny wants to see, to what extent can you achieve with this disease.

Eliminate everything, but never forget it. Forgive everyone, but never turn back.

It is difficult to do. and a sacrifice occurs.

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Long enough not to feel the warm sensation directly from a sun, and feel the night light from the moon.

Light flashed everywhere, melodious chants filled the city. The crowd is non-stop. There are more pedestrians than drivers today.

Isn't it a good thing to enjoy Christmas by paying attention to it clearly?

Both of their legs stepped rhythmically, scarves covered both necks, and warm air always came out of the oral cavity every time they spoke.

"Even though the shop was near here." his head kept turning to all sides. "Somehow I'm still a little foreign to this area."

"Is it possible because I use vehicles a lot?" He thought, "no no, that can't be an excuse." The drill.

"Hm? What's up?" Hyunjae asked who noticed Lazel's behavior.

"Nothing, it's just that I'm quite unfamiliar with this area." Said the woman in the black jacket.

"Hm~ Mother often buy drinks here, she also advised me to go buy them near here. I hear the drinks they sell are all sorts."

"Beverages.yes, the thing is, I don't know if I can drink it or not, just try it I don't want to." Inner goosebumps.

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Currently Lazel and Hyunjae were going to a place not far from their residence. Because Christmas and New Year, usually, of most people, they walk to do activities.

It was more fun than carrying a vehicle. Because you can directly enjoy the excitement of the city.

Far or near the distance they travel. It won't be felt because of an annual event like this.

As you know, Christmas is over. Describing it alone is very difficult, because almost the celebration happens like a normal day. Therefore, in the New Year, exactly the last day of the final year. Nezra is trying to make it a little festive, because they have time before the tempo.

The two entered a shop in a small alley. The place was so bright, colorful lights enlivened the place.

But. if noticed once again, the place looks a little illegal. In addition to the almost unknown area, the place was located in an alley covered by a large tree.

"Did you wait a long time?" Hyunjae asked who had just walked out of the store and brought some drinks in a bag.

"No." Her mask.

The lady with the butterfly ribbon just stood in front of the shop and stared towards the sky. He refused to enter the store. Therefore Hyunjae would buy it himself.

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Initially Hyunjae will go alone or together with Ian. But at least he wanted to make Lazel a little calm with festive decoration in the city. Although a little doubtful, almost all the way his smile was visible, but not in line with his heart.

Anyone would find it hard to escape the past.

Hyunjae still feels that Lazel has not been separated from the problems of his parents. However, he tried not to discuss it more deeply, until the woman would tell him herself.

After all the trouble that befell Lazel, the true self of Lazel was as if it were visible. Feelings of emotion, crying, and suffering. Coupled with that problem ten years ago.

Hyunjae did not expect the big crash of ten years, which involved only one life. It turned out that person was a lover or a person that Lazel had once liked.

Actually he wanted to ask again about the case of a man named Sung Wonhae. But... Lazel had given himself a warning not to interfere in his affairs.

Inevitably, for now he will choose silence.

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"Whoa~ Lazel look." Hyunjae pointed his index finger at a pond in the middle of the city.

"Huh?" Because the transition made him look

Taps!

"Cold-cold!!" Surprise, "Fucking hyunjae! What are you doing!"

His tongue stuck out and put on an ugly expression, "wleee~ you're like a prodigal son if you're like that." Hyunjae ejek who moved away from Lazel.

"Let's go ahead*n!" Lazel said with annoyance.

"Hey, your mouth is so rough, should I put it in your mouth too"

"!!!!"

Bruaks!

The throw successfully missed because Hyunjae dodged as quickly as possible.

He noticed the snowball Lazel threw at him.

"..............." Hyunjae only watched her in cold sweat. "W-How can the woman condense snow with her fist, even when touching the ground.nearly everything does not break."

But what he saw, the woman slowly returned to her former self. It was such a short time, yet he tried his best to make Lazel forget everything before leaving the Main House.

Like the plan they talked about. After the New Year is over, then they should return that quickly. Which means tomorrow, where the year will change and Winter will end, maybe.

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"Ck! You're so annoying."

"I'm-I'm sorry," Hyunjae said as he rubbed his forehead. "I should be grateful that what he holds is snow, not a sword." His inner.

Lazel has its own characteristics, as well as his sister. They have the same face, iris, hair color, the only difference is their hair length and height. Although Lazel was a woman, his height exceeded Ian's.

Silver hair that is rarely owned by a human being, as well as the color of their irises are pink like glass and diamonds, but most of them call it a caramel.

Before going shopping, they had already spent time together at home, and at night, almost midnight. Nezra who had the strength in resisting the drunkenness from the drink continued to whine and ask for it back.

How else, it's only once a year, if it's a normal day, maybe Adam will intend to tie his wife on the pillar of the house.

Hyunjae...

"So far, even though we're not so close, well we've never been close. I've never seen him drink." Lazel's inner being walked earlier than Hyunjae's.

"Oh! Have you ever had a drink?" Ask Hyunjae.

"No." The answer.

"really? Then thank God, because I bought this drink only for Dad and Mom, oh! To Hyunji as well," the look on his face was immediately upset when he mentioned his brother's name. "Damn! He should have left, not me!"

"But, because I'm with you, you know, how else."

Lazel thought a little, the man behind him had just mentioned his parents as well as his older brother. But...

His steps stopped so much that Hyunjae who walked with a gaze everywhere hit the silver-haired woman's body slowly.

"Hey, what are you thinking?"

The pink-sliced woman turned her head and turned her head, "can't you drink?" Ask Lazel who is straight to the point.

"You are asking me if I drink or not. Why did you conclude it like that?" Both of his hands were folded in front of his chest while nagging in the other direction. "I have to look cool even though I can't drink them." With an annoyed face.

"Hm. I expected." Lazel continued his path.

"Huh?? What do you mean you've guessed? Do you think I'm weak?" He followed Lazel's steps while grumbling incessantly, "hey! Answer me."

For the second time, he stopped his steps and immediately turned to the back.

"Hyunjae." His word.

"Hm?" For a moment he saw the look on the woman's face. From the look in his eyes he knew he was serious.

"What?"

"Why don't you stay with Heul, the woman you've been with lately."

"..............."

A slightly ambiguous question, Hyunjae did not expect Lazel to ask about it. Moreover, he asked at an ill-fitting time.

"I've known, lately you've been with him a lot. You're not surprised that I'm talking about it all of a sudden?"

"But I intend to go faster, so that it gets closer to my real goal."

Although only a guess and also a little risky. The more she thinks of herself and Ian, the longer she waits, the more lies she will tell.

Even today, Lazel can't imagine how his mother and father would react, knowing his ten-year relationship with drama overlaps.

"the reason?" Now Hyunjae asked back.

"In short, I want to move forward and get things done quickly." The answer.