Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Heartless Figures


"I'm actually very curious as to what you mean. But... What does this have to do with Heul?"


As he had expected, Hyunjae would definitely not stay silent and take his decision for granted. And the question will definitely come back.


"As long as Mom and Dad don't know, isn't that okay?"


"What does this have to do with Heul, answer my question." Hyunjae is increasingly distressed by his curiosity and Lazel's behavior.


"I had a feeling that he was trying to take you away from me. Although I never intended to intervene at all on this stupid game,"


"But it could have made me do the same thing to Hyunji seven years ago,"


"I can still deny it because at that time Hyunji was a man, as well as the chairman of a Military Organization,"


"But.. You know for yourself, don't you? Man or woman, I never distinguish them."


The reason is still very difficult to understand, but there is a possibility. That the woman was trying to distance herself, so that she could do anything as previously described to her.


And the other reason was hatred, the actions that Hyunjae had certainly earned the resentment of any person, including Lazel. Could've been that woman fed up with herself and-


"You think too much" said Lazel, who saw Hyunjae thinking. "Don't we have to come back soon?"


"What if I refuse?"


"ah! Did you suddenly fall in love with me? So you don't want to stay away from me?"


"..............." he could not answer the last question that Lazel said. Because the little implied message of Hyunji was still attached to his mind.


"Then I say yes."


"!!!!"


"I'll give you two choices, and you'll have to choose one of them" Lazel began to raise his right hand and form a piece. "First, I'll answer three questions of your curiosity. Second, follow my words to stay with Heul. Just pick whichever you want."


"I don't have a problem living with Heul, but I can't let go of the first thing,"


"And if I choose the first one, maybe he'll do anything for his instincts, even if it's questionable."


They were still in the same place, Lazel made so many sentences that Hyunjae thought hard about his choice.


"I am"


Drrta!


Their conversation ended after Lazel's phone rang. He didn't want to have to lift it.


"Dian? There's-"


^^^"Hei! What are you guys doing?! Why did you buy a drink for so long?"^^^


"K-We're almost there."


^^^"Hahaha~ don't-don't they-"^^


^^^"I-Mom, you better not interfere."^^^


"..............."


Lazel immediately closed the call.


"Tomorrow," he looked back at Hyunjae. "I'll wait for your choice tomorrow."


...◇• •◇...


"Why do you have to come back so soon..."


"W-Hour vacation time is over, isn't it? So I have to get back to work." Said Lazel who got a strong defense from his mother.


"They have their own house." Sahut Hyunji with his flat face.


Even just to leave the house was very heavy.


After Christmas and New Year are over. As we talked about earlier. They'll come right back.


His gaze led to the cat in Lazel's arms, "then let Gilver be here, we've only known each other for a few days."


Hyunjae intervenes when his mother wants to take Gilver.


...◇• •◇...


His hand refuted at the window and used his palm to hold his face back.


Hyunjae focused on the streets as if thinking of nothing but safety.


In reality, he was still thinking about Lazel's sentence.


"So-s"


"YAHOOOO!!!" Shouted Hyunjae as loud as possible.


"!!!!" Lazel covered both of his ears as tightly as possible, "why are you yelling?!" Ask Lazel in the same tone.


"You surprised me! I was thinking about what you said!" Hyunjae replied with a straight look.


"Deciding it without thinking it's an easy path, why are you making it harder."


"If I choose the first one, you'll do something to Heul won't you?" Hyunjae asked carefully.


"Don't say it as if I'm going to commit a criminal act. I only attack people who try to annoy me."


"I understand.he told me to stay with Heul to keep the woman from him. And if I had chosen the first, Lazel would not have forgiven the person who disturbed him,"


"Are you stupid? I've said it over and over again. I will not attack someone who has no problem with me. Of course it would be a different story if that woman bullied me."


So far, he has never been wrong. In addition to trusting his instincts, Lazel also requires other strong evidence, but sometimes he can get out of control just because of an uncertain prejudice.


To be honest it was a little difficult to overcome, but in the absence of Hyunjae, it was possible that his goal was getting closer.


...◇• •◇...


Almost a month over they left Villa and settled in the Main House. Not so long after everything was over, Lazel decided to return as soon as possible.


Right now they had just arrived at the house, his favorite Greenhouse, the flower field located behind his residence.


Going home seems more calming. After a rough day, with the loss of both parents.


He got out of the car and entered the house.


"..............." the pleasure is interrupted. "Hey, your house isn't here, why do you keep following me?" Lazel asked Hyunjae who so casually occupied a sofa in the Middle Room.


"Oh no~ I'm getting used to living with you, so what can-"


"Go back."


His head leaned back and stared at the ceiling of the room, "your attitude has completely changed, what still looks the same is just your rough mouth." His word.


"I really care." Reply Lazel who felt unencumbered with his personality.


"..............." it seems Hyunjae was a little annoyed with Lazel's behavior. "You love to change your actions. Sometimes you're sweet, and then you behave like a woman who's full of attention, but-"


"And you take it seriously?" Keehnya, "let's~ Heul sweeter and more polite than me who brengs*k this." With a nonchalant expression.


...◇• •◇...


The man did not understand Lazel's actions and behavior at all. But whatever is said, it's always about a fact.


"Then, my first question, who is it... Sung Wonhae's." Ask Hyunjae.


From the question alone it was proven that Hyunjae chose to ask instead of staying with Heul.


"The man I like" Lazel replied without hesitation. "I didn't expect that Hyunjae would choose to satisfy his curiosity rather than protect the woman. But.he could have had subordinates to guard the woman. Well, as long as it doesn't bother me, he'll be safe." Lazel really thinks long in this regard.


"It turns out Ian didn't make anything up." Thought Hyunjae.


Their return was faced with something very serious. Questions and answers that continue to be taken seriously.


Lazel took a sitting position before Hyunjae, as well as looking at the man intently. While Hyunjae very much put his focal point on Lazel.


"Second...What have you been doing for ten years after Sung Wonhae's death?"


"Return my revenge."


"!!!!" Hyunjae was surprised not to play when he heard it, "w-what did you say?! Revenge?! Revenge that happened ten years ago?! Are you serious?!" Hyunjae asked who stood up from his seat.


"Yes, that's it."


"K-Three! Have you found pe-"


"The question ends." Forever.


"Huh?! How's that possible?!"


"You said the last one. So go away." Declared.


Hyunjae initially did not know what Lazel was saying. But he did not realize that in the last part of his sentence, it also got a calculation from him.


...◇• •◇...


For the first time he thought of something from someone he had been in a relationship with for ten years.


And moreover, the woman is carrying out her revenge on the death of Sung Wonhae. Though his last question might solve his curiosity.


Did he find that guy?


If so, what plan would he make?


Even Hyunjae himself could not call it a plan. A little suspicion, for Lazel it is a threat that plays on him so that innocent people could be attacked by Lazel.


Sung Wonhae, the first man to be liked by Lazel. Then died ten years ago in a major accident, even though only one person's life was taken away, it was the same taking away what little of his heart was left.


This should not be his business, but the act as determined as it is, maybe only he knows it. If there was anyone else it was very impossible, he was the son-in-law of the Great Family of Pietra. There's no way Lazel has done anything in the past.


It is very stifling, until now the perpetrator has not been caught. Even the police were unable to search for him in detail, they just spread the word about his death.


"Ck! Why did he become like this? He looked neither at men nor women. Does he just want to put his hand on someone else?"


"Or don't-don't.. All this time the woman never gave up, and continued..." Hyunjae could not think of it anymore. "For ten years, until now, all he did was avenge her. Now I know only half of the truth." Hyunjae.


In front of the window of his room, and saw the snow outside the window.


"He is like a man who has no heart."


After remaining silent for a while, his sentence just now made him slightly aware.


"The figure without.. heart," now the man in the white jacket got up from his seat and put one of his hands on the window. "The death of the man he liked, even kept avenging him for ten years." Hyunjae tries to figure out everything he knows about Sung Wonhae.


Both of his eyes were rounded, his chest continuously pumping due to the shortness of breath he breathed.


"Hard-headedness that he had. The always rude action... Lazle..."


He looked straight at her and bent his eyebrows, "he has lost his own feelings."