Lost Feelings

Lost Feelings
Knowing Something


No doubt, the luxury car parked there is owned by Gyuu. Whether deja vu or what, he felt if he had seen the car, but somewhere.


And now, there's something more important to do. Some documents have been waiting for his signature and stamp.


"Ck! The man was too stupid, why would he ask something as ridiculous as that." He said in a annoyed tone.


Geck! Geck! Geck!


"Lake in."


Cklek!


"Boss! Let's have lunch together!" Said the man with a glowing face.


"Did? Huh uh?"


...◇• •◇...


It did not feel like the day was going on, and now the sun was more stinging than before. The large company has a large enough environment, so some cafes or food stalls are available there. It was an act approved by Lazel.


It's a long way to go if you have to leave the office just to buy something.


"..............." he just sat down and lamented the man who was eating in front of him. "M-Eat is so voracious." His inner.


"Hm? Aren't you eating?" Gyuu asked with his left cheek that looked rounded.


"Y-Well, you can eat first" he said with a slight nervousness. "Come on! I'm not stupid! Do I have to keep the image in front of this man?!"


"B-But he doesn't know what my eating position is like, my porcelain and other embarrassing things."


They are currently in one of the canteens in the office. It is located on one of the floors of the company. Although they do not sell fancy food like restaurants, at least they provide some kind of ramen.


And Gyuu took the initiative to invite Lazel and also treat him as his apology to the woman.


"..............." for the first time Gyuu thought and felt something awkward while together with Lazel. At first this never happened, but when the silver woman found out who she was, her attitude and behavior changed.


To be honest... Gyuu only wanted to keep seeing Lazel into him with the same judgment as before. This was why he did not want to divulge anything regarding his true identity.


"Oh! He started eating his ramen!" He said in his heart. It made him a little surprised after seeing Lazel who continued to be silent.


"Can you not see me like that?" Said Lazel who felt uncomfortable with Gyuu's gaze on her.


"M-Sorry!"


The man raised his face again and looked towards Lazel, "you don't need to feel awkward, just assume I'm Egis, huh?" He said with a forced smile.


Lazel stopped moving his hand and turned to Gyuu, "Egis and Gyuu, you are the same person. Besides I don't feel awkward, I'm just waiting for this noodle to fill up more and more." He said casually.


"O-Oh is that so?" Gyuu did not expect that Lazel would just waste his time on the ramen, "didn't it mean that more and more of it meant that the noodles were swollen?"


"Although this is a little awkward, yet you're still under me, so you can't do anything to defy my orders." He said with a face that smiled like a demon.


"..............."


...◇• •◇...


As she had felt before, Egis absence made her miss the cheerful man figure. However, after getting a sudden invitation from a family that is quite famous, the Hojung Family, that is where all the facts are revealed.


Almost everyone does not know if he is the only son owned by Eun Hojung.


After knowing his identity... Lazel did not know at all, whether he should continue the longing or just throw it away? After all, the Egis she knew apparently had real names and other real identities.


Gyuu continued to pay attention to Lazel who was walking beside him, "your face looks angry." His word.


The woman who was walking beside him turned her head and gave a furious look, "yes I am very angry. So it's very difficult for me to describe the position of my face right now." Answer with annoyance.


The rest time might still be running, Lazel wanted to lighten up a bit both his hands as well as his body. Everything looks stiff and tiring if you have to work on something for hours in the same place.


"Haah~ when you left and I don't know when to come back, I miss you so much." Say it suddenly.


The deg!


The man with yellow hair stopped from his steps, his two eyes that looked enlarged and also slightly radiant. And his hand that held his chest tightly.


"Hey, don't get too carried away." Said Lazel who was staring flat back.


Gyuu continued his steps and did not want to be left behind by Lazel.


"W-Is that how you convey your feelings?" Gyuu asked who kept wanting to ascertain Lazel's feelings towards him.


The ice-faced woman simply pointed her face forward with a nonchalant expression, "as long as you know, I like you, but only as a friend, like I like Kara and Vicy." Evidently.


"Ah~ Vicy~" the reverie stopped. "Wait, who's Kara?"


In the middle of his steps he stopped and lowered his face.


"Hey, regarding my relationship with Hyunaje," he raised his gaze and looked at Gyuu's face. "I didn't know you knew that." He nodded with a slightly unfriendly look.


"..............."


...◇• •◇...


A sentence managed to make him realize something, that the man.


Both must keep the secret from being known by others. But his expression of joy might make him to know everything that happened in his life.


And it turns out that something beautiful is not at all emblazoned. All he found was a woman who walked without direction, yet he could easily still smile beautifully under the moonlight.


It definitely made her feel guilty. Guilty of being late to get it, guilty of leaving it just like that. Hearing a rare sentence from the woman alone had made her happy.


But there is another fact that must be accepted.


That the two couples who have been married for ten years is no different from strangers who continue to meet every day.


Just remembering it makes him upset, but what can he do. he knows if in addition to food, the woman also likes a smile.


"After you know this, I hope you don't mix yourself into our problems."


"But why? Why are you still so easy to keep with him?" Gyuu asked with a slightly irritated and sad look on his face at the same time.


"There's something that's more important than relationships, and it's related to feelings. You can't say if I really like Hyunjae, we both just..."


"Taking advantage of each other, it's none of my business. Therefore we are on different paths with the same goal." With a smile that looks dead.


"Then... Then what if I'm gonna make you like me?"


"Hm~ is not bad," he murmured. "But.." Not only his face, he turned his entire body back and saw Gyuu's face that was now slightly tangled.


"I can't be a soulless doll, where the doll lives to think of a way out and avenge her of equal value." Reciprocity.


After analyzing his words and also his expression. The feeling was getting chaotic, how could Lazel endure this long at the expense of his feelings? Is the purpose of his life the same but has another side as well?


...◇• •◇...


Slowly or quickly, everyone will know this great secret, and all that remains is opportunity and time.


Sometimes desire is so strong, that reality must be accepted by circumstances.


The silver-colored long barley lady returned to her room with a slightly grim face. His acting that he had made all this time in front of Gyuu, had all been known to the man.


Even he continued to try anything to make her happy and forget the grievances of his life.


He knew that Gyuu's actions were rare in his life. But. his feelings that once was not at all his feelings now.


The past, or the present, do not accept each other. Lazel will therefore take one of them and sacrifice one of them.


"Until when..."


He could see the cheers and praise of the people towards him. But they know nothing of him. It was as if they were betraying their feelings.


This journey was indeed terrible, but his initial purpose was very clear, even he made two agreements before setting foot in the Pietra Family.


"Wonhae... If you're still here, will you help me?" Sluggishly.


His body that stood firmly facing the glass wall turned away. His face was getting calmer and also a little cold to look at.


His two feet stepped on his desk and grabbed his phone.


...◇• •◇...


He is just as busy as Lazel. Even his own Assistant would not let him rest for a second. Reports and other work will continue to be piled up if there is a delay. Therefore they are trying to get the Bosses in that company to work harder for today.


Their place was central, therefore the slightest negligence would make a fatal mistake.


His two narrowed eyes noticed the white sheet in his hand. The gray iris he had, so far had already noticed many women out there. But immediately get something rare.


"????" The non-titled sound from his phone made him turn away.


He grabbed the big phone and started moving the screen.


Both of his brows were linked, "message from Lazel?" After reading who sent the message.


^^^'There is something I want to tell you, go home directly, I do not want to waste my time.'^^^


"It's cold." He said after seeing the brief message from someone living with him under the same roof.


If he can finish everything in time, then before sunset he can return in time.


Get a message from Lazel, and find out if the woman wants to talk to him. I don't know why it made him work so hard to finish that pile of papers.


Perhaps the feeling of his scent will turn into pain, as well as a sense of calm into alertness. What Lazel will say later will probably trigger a debate between the two of them.


Lazel had expected this and was ready to face stubborn Hyunjae.