Lost Feelings
Whatever You Want

"..............."

His gaze led to a floor that had previously contained broken glass. Lazel thought for a moment, Hyunjae's ban might be related to the remaining glass fragments.

For the first time he thought logically and positively. It was also because of Hyunjae himself, although it was hard to believe, but the change in Hyunjae was huge. And it all happened after the departure of Lena and Gion, both parents of Ian and Lazel.

However, the change made Lazel think more deeply. A reason? Because? The consequences? What did the man experience so he was so different? And what happened to Lazel so he thought of something that didn't make sense.

"Pity.. a sense of care. empathy.." his right hand clenched tightly. "Who needs such feelings."

The sound of footsteps down the stairs and make Lazel wake up from his daydream. He saw Hyunjae who returned in neat clothes, even he had prepared a disguise to not be recognized by many people.

The pink-sliced woman did not give any response, but both of her bends were able to appreciate her thoughts.

"I'm going to go." He briefly entered another room to retrieve the car keys.

Hearing such a remark made him a little annoyed so as to concentrate his emotions, "go? Then... What did he mean to tell me to stay here?"

"Maybe I'll be back at night, or late. That's why you don't have to wait for me."

"Haha~ thanks for the attention, but.." the beautiful woman moved from her seat. "I never welcome you back or go." With a look that doesn't care.

Suddenly, their situation re-spaired.

...◇• •◇...

Probably three months more. Lazel is a meticulous woman, whatever happens around her whether conscious or not, she knows that Hyunjae is a little different from what he used to be.

Cynical and condescending gazes always rained down on the two. But after many things happened, the man had not shown his cruelty for a long time.

At first, this was just an opinion of what was in his mind. Hyunjae could have done it secretly so that no one knew anything about his activities.

And only then did he realize, if Hyunjae's actions had upset him all along. Lazel does not require attention, affection, or even concern. All those useless feelings would probably shake his heart.

Because of what he has lived since childhood, all his life is not as light as the lives of others. Even at a very young age, he had to fight with his mother because of the inappropriate actions of his own extended family.

One of them is his feelings lately. Every time Hyunjae did something that made him uncomfortable, he felt that there would be a time when he would be under the man, therefore, before his mind continued to drift, he must awaken himself.

There was nothing he needed but money.

...◇• •◇...

Luxury clothes, luxury cars, luxury homes, whatever you want is always realized, even money is always good to talk so it always gets lickers like dogs.

Getting something extraordinary in so many years, just because he is at the top does not mean he forgets his own family identity.

This time he would change the slogan, money that was originally used as a speaker, so Lazel would use the money as arrogance and revenge. Although she is arrogant, arrogant or has a bad side, she never forgets the beginning of her footing, the beginning of which she lived and lived until she reached this point.

...◇• •◇...

The sound of a small bell kept ringing and circling the entire spacious room. Gilver, the cat that Lazel got on the empty street. At first he thought the cat was an ordinary cat, but after caring for it for more than two weeks, it turned out that the cat had a different species, or have a mixture inside him so that it has thick fur and a round body.

Hyunjae's departure again made him wonder. Their quarrel just happened after Lazel explained about Gyuu.

There was someone who once said something to him, that the quarrel or dissent within the Household was already something ordinary. Sometimes they need a real explanation and try to understand each other.

However, the departure of the figure he loved still left a very deep wound. To reopen it still felt difficult, a wound that had not healed completely was impossible for him to open it just like that and make it worse.

It was something he had sacrificed. Feelings are just sweet sentences that end bitterly, because meetings are always faced with separation.

Whatever he met would leave him, even if it happened again.

...◇• •◇...

His hands folded forward and stared blankly at the television screen that was not on.

His gaze looked cute and also a little lethargic.

On a staircase leading to the top floor, there was a large wall. Where the couple took a picture together and put it on the wall.

A white dress that looked elegant, a sweet smile adorned on her face, as well as her long silver hair that looked beautiful.

The photo is the day she and Hyunjae got married and made each other an impossible promise.

Feeling worried, Hyunjae barely eight hours did not return home. He should not have to worry about such a man.

In addition to the feeling of worry, there are other feelings that make his heart sometimes beat quickly.

A white cell phone was not far from his reach.

In a hurry he grabbed the phone and began to shift the large screen.

...◇• •◇...

Right now he's just making sure, making sure the truth is. What happened to him has happened many times. The actions that he had taken and had stopped him now began to walk again with some foreign women attached to his large body.

So far, the body he has is only for the women out there. Not just for one favorite woman.

He just sat down with both hands behind the sofa. His top clothes were now scattered everywhere, which left him only a pair of pants that were still neatly attached.

But the clasped hands tried to tease her and tried to steal the spotlight on her cold face that kept looking coldly in the other direction.

The black belt managed to come off. They are about three people. Where they continue to feel whatever Hyunjae has.

His black hair that had originally kept tidy, now almost covered his gaze.

In something as passionate as this, Hyunjae wanted to be 'satisfied' instead of 'satisfying'. He never acts outside the mind. Even though he knows very well what the women want in one bed.

Surviving one woman is very impossible, what the man wants must happen, whether using rough means or any means.

"He likes me, that's what I hear."

The words he was trying to forget continued to flinch in his mind. Any woman never made him have to be frustrated to this extent.

The roar of the three women who continued to explore the curves of his body was simply not felt.

One of the women who may still have a very young age took over and sat on Hyunjae's lap, so that the two hemispheres were very clearly visible in his eyes.

With his mind still hard to walk smoothly, he began to lower his two big arms. His right hand grabbed the body of the undressed woman to get closer to him, with a fairly dark gaze, the other side of the hand wanted to grab her underneath, probably because of the passion of the two women who kept flirting with him.

Drrta!

His actions stopped just like that, his gaze slightly waking up even though it was not his wish.

With a bad mood, maybe he will muffle anything that will disturb him.

Right on the screen of the phone that was dark enough, he saw a stack of incoming messages, and now the first call from the same person. Because the one who called him was one of the important people, inevitably he had to pick up the call.

"You guys, shut up." Hyunjae said before raising the call.

"What's up?" Hyunjae asked with a heavy voice.

^^^"What a fool! Where have you been, huh?!"^^^

"What is your business?"

^^^"I also don't want to contact you even if the planet is about to fall, but Lazel just called me and asked about you."^^^

"!!!!" His eyes opened wide upon hearing the woman's name from his own sister.

^^^"Hei! Did you hear?! He didn't call you because he thought you'd be busy with work, could you-"^^

"What did the woman say." Sela Hyunjae slowly began to improve her position.

^^^"Entahlah... if you are curious why do not you ask directly? As long as you know, he's very worried about saying your name."^^^

"..............."

^^^"Jadi-"^^^

The call just broke up, Hyunjae intentionally did it.

His hand rubbed his face slowly and then subconsciously touched the earring from Lazel. He grinned and showed his calm face.

"Haaah~" he sighed so long, that black hair he rubbed back that it showed his face and body that was very tempting.

"Keep away from me." He told the three women. One of them is on a woman who is in her lap.

"W-Why? Did we make a mistake?"

"Are we not making you comfortable?"

"Think before I get rid of you." Now he repeated his words with a serious face.

His gaze made the three women shiver in fear and immediately move away as much as possible.

The burly body stood up from its seat and walked up to the glass wall that could reveal the beautiful conditions of the night city. He fixed his pants and took back his clothes.

Before stepping foot from there, he took out a pile of money and put it down just like that.

"If I see you again, let's just say it's the last day to live." He said with his sharp eyes.