Lost Feelings
Feud

Today is Ian's graduation, where he will give up his status to go to a higher level. At first he thought everything would be fine. Still good even without both parents.

But..everything that starts to color himself, there is always something that reveals his body. Though he must be ready to accept whatever the circumstances, whatever the risks.

It is the same with death, ready or not you can only accept the reality.

What was happening to him at this moment was an unreasonable change to the opinions of others. His arrival also shocked the people, and even more surprised was the change in Lazel.

How not, Lazel who they know is rude, but has manners in his words.

Now, even he who originally referred to Adam as his father is now beginning to call him formal and honorable.

"P-uncle?"

"My information can't be wrong, you know who I'm not."

"On the day that they want to hit Hyunjae, don't tell me..."

"Yes, that was Luo's doing, your Uncle."

"The man who killed Wonhae... Uncle Luo?" Now Hyunjae who only heard their conversation began to understand the essence of the sari.

"Wonhae's? That old man?" Sahut Nezra's.

"Wonhae... Who killed Wonhae is Uncle?"

"But why? Don't they just hate us? Then why Wonhae..."

"Ck!"

On the sidelines of Nezra and Adam's argument, without a word, Lazel immediately ran out and unlocked his car as quickly as possible.

"Lazel!" Shouted Hyunjae.

"He might go visit Luo. Hyunjae go after him!"

Hyunjae hurried off to run and followed Lazel's movements. When his hand wanted to reach the car door, it unfortunately had been locked from the inside. Lazel does not want or want to hear anything again, this time he will move according to his own wishes.

"Damn!"

Hyunjae saw the red car getting further and almost left the yard.

With nimble he went back inside and intended to catch up with the woman in his father's car.

...◇• •◇...

In a state of carelessness, anger or anything else. The woman never paid attention to herself other than something she wanted to achieve. Even the vast highway was only filled with the roar of his red car which kept tucking in other vehicles.

"Hey Lazel, can I love you."

The old memories have not disappeared completely. A person who once asked for permission was only to love, trying to always smile under any circumstances. His love is never based on pity.

Both of his hands clenched the stirrings tightly, even the rings he was wearing could injure his fingers.

"You have a good eye color."

After many years he did not expect the perpetrator to be in his own family. But what's the reason? Wouldn't their dislike just be shown to their little family? So why should Wonhae get involved with all that?

There was so much he thought that he was unable to find a gap to think. Since the current one who controlled him was an emotion, an extremely strong emotion was even able to sacrifice everything.

...◇• •◇...

"What's the quickest way he's going?" He said while watching the streets.

"Adam, what do you mean? You helped Lazel find the culprit?" Ask Nezra who is currently still panicking.

"Yes, that's it."

"But why is Lazel like that?! His attitude suddenly changed."

He only listened to the quarrel of his mother and father who were in the back seat.

Hyunjae now began to move towards the Lazel Great Family residence which was quite far from the Main House and their Villa.

Even the speed he was carrying right now was quite high, and it could pose a great danger.

There was no chance for him to ask and why his attitude was suddenly haughty. What's more, the culprit who killed Wonhae was Uncle Lazel himself, and the deadly collision that managed to destroy his car was also his plan.

The bad possibility was very fatal, his current worry was beyond anything.

"Hyunjae, can you go faster?"

...◇• •◇...

His presence just came, without wind and rain he always gave something the same. Even that person was the one who first entered into his life and changed the circumstances of his life a little.

In the afternoon with an orange sky, a garden becomes one of the places he will pass. At that time the wind was gentle enough to blow and sweep slowly the dry grass that enlivened the streets.

A little girl with her hair braided backwards was sitting and playing something.

For a moment he stopped because he saw something awkward, "he's hurt?"

It was quite a pity to see a little girl who was alone with some injuries on her body. Without thinking about anything else, he also intended to approach the girl.

"Your name?"

Bruaks!

"Ack!" He groaned while holding his painful chin, "why did you hit me?" Asked the man with water in both eyes.

"If I don't hit you, you'll hit me." The girl answered with a normal look.

"What the fuck i-"

Their meeting at that time was very unique, he saw a little girl even though they were almost the same age. At that time Wonhae was really surprised by the expression and gaze given to him. The color of the hair and iris is very different from that of humans in general.

From that day on they became close, although Wonhae was part of a family of being or being able to, he did not mind Lazel's life at all.

"Lazeeeel~" a man was running towards him with a wave of his hand and a smile that always carved his face.

"You're coming again?" Asked Lazel who immediately left his activities and welcomed Wonhae's arrival.

"I promised, didn't I? Huh?" Wonhae sees something in Lazel, "hey... Aren't your wounds too much?" Said Wonhae who got rid of Lazel's hair and got a plaster covering her forehead as well as her hands.

"Do you know, I've been following Taekwondo since I was a kid!" Very excited Lazel said.

"T-Taekwondo?! You learn hard things like that?"

"When we start making friends you always give me a fist."

"I'm-I'm sorry, that's a reflex."

Their family has absolutely no problems in either of their child's relationships. They also never looked in terms of wealth or anything, after all Lazel was his first friend since moving.

"You're a beautiful and kind girl, you should take care of yourself." Wonhae said, intending to advise Lazel.

"For what? Look," Lazel stuck out his hands. "I don't know why I can have this skin color."

"Hahaha~ you're like a snow girl."

"What the fuck?"

Wonhae knows everything about Lazel and vice versa. But they can accept each other. Including the rude actions of Lazel's own extended family, even Wonhae had secretly talked to them to stop such actions.

Until one day, Lazel grew up as a butterfly girl. Almost every day he always wears a hair band that has the shape of a butterfly.

Under the melodious rain and the calm flowing water.

"Hey Lazel, can I love you?" Wonhae asked who slightly changed her gaze towards Lazel.

"Can." Answer without hesitation.

"S-Hurry up?"

"Because I like you too." Said Lazel with his sparkling face.

At that moment they were already thinking of plans for the future. And even better, in their relationship there are absolutely no problems. Wonhae has both good parents on Lazel, and so do Lena and Gion.

After Lazel's graduation day, they plan to find work together.

However, just two days after the big event, Wonhae was involved in a major accident.

A large car carrying important items hit the car carried by Wonhae, as it moved at the same speed, the car carried by Wonhae also hit an office building until the front was destroyed.

Lazel who at that time heard the news Wonhae immediately cried hysterically and did not accept Wonhae's departure. Even the farewell sentence was not spoken at all, in his life, he did not want to accept Wonhae's death just like that.

After the incident that day, Wonhae's family just thanked Lazel and moved to another country.

In the next few weeks, a group of people began to enliven themselves again. At that time, the pain had not disappeared completely. Now the place of his legacy is just a park where he first met Wonhae.

A well-dressed man walked towards her with a gaze that seemed to care nothing.

"Your name is Lazel... isn't it?"

...◇• •◇...

A red car just entered the courtyard without excuse. The guards on duty were in a panic after getting a visit like this.

But after they saw who got out of the car, inevitably they just accept it and do not intend to interfere.

His hands closed the car door with a strong voice, his legs just stepped up and used his feet to open the door.

The sound of the dings made the entire house shocked and ran towards the Main Room. The servants who were working could only run inside.

"What-" Her aunt came and was surprised to see who was standing before her at this moment. "L-Lazel?"

"Bajing*n... You just need to hate me, but why would Wonhae be involved?"

"Lazel, what do you want to come here?" Ask Miel who just joined.

"Where is Uncle Luo? I want to talk about something." Lazel doesn't care about anything at all.

"L-Lazel are you here?" Now his uncle was starting to look after some people called him.

"Why..."

"H-Huh?"

"Why did you kill Wonhae..What mistake did he make that you intend to take his life?" Compared to anger, what came out at this moment was only her unbearable tears.

"Even though you hate us, but I never thought that you would get involved with this matter,"

"BUT WHY?!"

"WHAT WAS WONHAE'S FAULT THAT YOU KILLED HIM?!"

"I don't know if you guys"

"What are you talking about?" Now Luo interrupted with a confused face.

"Huh?"

"Kill Wonhae? Me? We?"

"Who is Wonhae anyway?" Her aunt's voice acted as if she didn't know Wonhae.

"What...what do they mean? He doesn't know Wonhae? You killed him." Now Lazel's mind began to fall apart, between right and wrong was no longer in his mind. All that remains is revenge.

As they began to noisily argue over it, a vase was beside him. He took it and made it break with one hit to the wall.

"L-Lazel! What are you doing?!"

"I can't possibly just be silent after knowing something like this." He said with a slightly sad look.

Lazel pointed the pointed part in front of his Uncle.

"Dead."

He took a big step and pointed the sharp object at his Uncle.

"Jail? Death penalty? At least it'll end with my guilt for you... Wonhae."

CRUAKS!

"Huh?"

Someone hugged him from the front and began to gently stroke his head. And whisper something.

"Haha~ turns out I do love you." Said the man who managed to make Lazel aware of himself.

His hand pulled the broken piece of glass and then looked at his right hand that was starting to be covered in blood. With such a close and gentle voice, it was easy to guess who the person who was currently hugging him was.

"Hyun... jae?" She looked down with water in both eyes.