Love -ing You
Who come and who go

Wreaths lined up all the way to the house of the late Sana, this is the second day after her departure, there are still many journalists and fellow artists who came to defend sungkawa including me .In the car try to observe the situation around the funeral home, Jimi has already gone there first he wants to make sure things before I go .After the news of her departure my heart could not calm down, always imagined the face of Sana who came and knelt apologizing to me, should that day I forgive her .A thousand regrets I felt and added more tightness in the heart .

Tok tok tok tok

Jimi knocked on the car window asking me to get out immediately, I put together two fingers that were shaking because of the overwhelming fear ,I wipe the tears that wet my cheeks with a lucky black handkerchief that for 4 years guarded me .After taking a deep breath, I opened the car door and walked towards the funeral home accompanied by Jimi who was embracing me from the side .The reporters immediately surrounded me showering me with a million questions that only made me dizzy .

"Is it true that Sana went to your agency Hana, what are you talking about ?"

"Is this case the same as 4 years ago ?"

"Did they turn back the facts ?"

"What Sana wrote last time on her social media account was about her apologies and regrets for bullying and accusing you of bullying like where did you respond ?"

It is heartless that they could have made this incident an advantage to make news, I chose to speak a thousand languages until the funeral home . I approached the room that became Sana's place of worship, her mother and sister were sitting near Sana's coffin ,a white rose covered the top of the chest and also fitting her photo was displayed there, the cheerful face with that smile was clearly fake .When I saw my late mother Sana immediately woke up from her sitting walking quickly towards me then immediately hugged me tightly , she cried as if in my arms .

"I'm sorry she's son, I'm sorry mother's son ever hurt you .You become victims of those wicked girls I will avenge them all "

"I forgive her, it's okay ma'am now Sana's not sick anymore "

"You're right, son, but now I'm the one whose heart aches to shreds, he's a good son to the family he's also the backbone of all of us, how once they're "

Her sister got up and hugged me, but that day I forgave Sana if she was alive today .Guilt makes me cramped .The other members of the group of flawers have not yet come to the funeral home, maybe they are afraid or do not care .After calming the Sana family, Jim and I now sat on the bench available to entertain the mourners who came, in front of me there were several dishes and also a bottle of soju .

"Eat a little, this is to honor them "

I scooped up the soup and started eating it, once I look back at the room, it must have been very heavy for the family left behind .

"Don't blame yourself, maybe Sana can't stand her depression anymore .You're the victim of them yourself "

"Maybe if that time I forgive her Sana can still survive "

"I told you not to blame yourself, you suffered just as much you almost ended your life as "

My tears trickled again when I remembered that moment, I know how I felt Sana I understand why she did this .

"She even has family next to her, you used to be nobody was just me "

"Thank you Jim you're everything to me "

"Have not cried, your sire came out "

"Simply I don't want to touch "

Jimi ate all those dishes, even he ate mine too no wonder his body is getting full now .When Jimi helped clean up our old plate eating I saw someone who was no stranger was praying to Sana's family, yes he was Yeol and Hyun were also some other ERI members, ' ' '' he said ,as her eyes looked at me, I reflexively lowered my head so that she would not recognize me, but damn Yeol came to me with her entourage and sat on the bench in front of me .

"Where are you alone here ?"

"No, there's Jimi, he's helping the waiter here "

Yeol got up from her seat then moved and sat beside me.Hyun looked at me and Yeol but immediately I turned away from her gaze which made me awkward .

..."Ahhh these friends Hana she's my housemate "...

They were very friendly to me, except for Hyun who seemed to feel awkward being close to me .Either for 4 years we never exchanged news or greet each other ', ' he said ,he who knows where I used to be but still considers me bully and believes in the words of Ross the leader of the group of flawres who used to be his lover .I don't expect us to go back to being like we used to be very close friends, I don't want to hurt myself by hoping for that .

"Where we should go home, the children are waiting "

Jimi finally came back, after greeting all the ERI members he invited me to leave the funeral home immediately, fortunately it was very awkward to be near Hyun let alone he continued to steal the opportunity to see me .

"Yeol and everyone else, excuse me to go home first "

"Yes Hana sometime you should join us together, eat so "

"Yes, Brother Jun, if there is a chance, gladly  "

After saying goodbye to them and Sana's family I finally really came home .Whether this is my unlucky day or why I might cross paths with a group of flawres when I want to get out of there .There was a pack of Lie also accompanying them, as if they were afraid to come without him .

"Hana hasn't seen you in a long time, how are you ?"

Mr. Lie was always friendly to me, in contrast to the members of the flawers who kept their heads down without a word .

"Yes, sir, the news is as good as the news of Mr. Lie "

"You know for yourself I'm so fucked up .Why are you quiet, Hana, you really are,, "

Just this time I saw Mr. Lie snapping like that, even in front of many people and journalists, giving ERI also looks very shocked .

"Hana forgive me "

Ross ran over and hugged me, he was crying .Is this original or is it just his acting alone .I did not answer her, I let go with a soft hug, the other members also came and apologized to me .There's Jarim, Waggel, and Lusi, I still remember their face pain as well and after all these events why only now do they say sorry to me. , '' I'm sorry ,maybe if Sana hadn't gone they wouldn't have said that to me  .

"It's been a long time, better apologize to Sana's family .Mr. Lie I have to go home first "

After bowing my body to Mr. Lie I went straight from there, regardless of them and the reporters who came to storm me back .

After that day my face suddenly crowded plastered everywhere be it articles, gossip news, even in the account of fans & fans & flawers ,from what I read all the news about my challenge and Sana almost all the same , even though it was too late they finally knew the real facts , they finally knew I was not a bully .

"I told you also if they're all weird "

Zoy had been silent in my room and Rin's sister he whispered and continued to gossip about the crowded problem ,sitting on the bed next to me, I was busy with my laptop.

"I heard that Sana's family will take the case to the realm of hukm "

"really ?"

"Yes, I'll be called and be a witness "

Whether it should go that far, for me everything has passed but for the Sana family it might be a blow that destroys their lives .

"Have not discussed the problem continues, by the way tomorrow we have a guest star "

Brother Rin has finished bathing, I also know there will be a guest star tomorrow, PD asks us a meeting later tonight , but they keep it a secret who the person is .

"I hope he's a handsome guy "

Grin Zoy, he has always been an entertainer among all of us .