Love -ing You
Just friend

Saturday night with beautiful clear skies, it was past a few days after Sana's departure but the media was still busy talking about her ,many of them forced me to fill out radio shows and talk shows to discuss all of the group's controversies .Sana's family sued the agency and the group of flawers to court, they wanted Sana's soul to be calm with honest trial ,before leaving the group I once warned Mr. Lie to be more assertive with them, but he doesn't care as long as they make a lot of money it doesn't matter .Today because Jimi was busy with trainee children I was forced to go home by bus ,it's not that I don't have a vehicle anymore just I'm lazy if I have to drive alone and it's not good to use public transportation, this night there won't be many passengers in it .I was also afraid of having a panic attack carrying a car alone.

"I'm fine Kek , don't forget to eat his medicine .How many times do I need to say, I won't do anything to them leave it to , don't worry about me , Kake quickly rest ya "

Take a deep breath and I quickly exhale, this news goes straight to his ears, Kake is very worried about me, could have done the same thing four years ago I was in that situation ,but everything is useless as long as they have not opened their mouths and confess as now the truth will be difficult to reveal .My step stopped in front of the gate of the house, someone standing right at the entrance he smiled as soon as he saw me .

"Hallo Hana "

Hyun-, what is he doing in this house, what does he want to meet Yeol .

"Hallo "

With a smile he came to me, I felt awkward even though we used to be friends can even be said to be more than just ordinary friends .

"You just got home, why walk ?"

"I got on the bus from the front, do you want to meet Yeol .Let me call you "

He pulled my hand that was about to open the door, I looked at his face that still looked the same, the face of someone I might still miss .

"Why ?"

"I was invited to be a guest on this show "

"Ahhh it turns out you're the guest star "

"But my real intention is just to meet you "

There is still 10 minutes before the event starts, Hyun invites me to talk to each other in the park not far from home .It used to be that moments like this would have made me flutter so much but now it's no longer, my feelings for her I think have changed .

"Where are you ?"

"I'm good, you ?"

"Not so good "

Actually I am not curious at all, staying when it hurts me a little traumatized but fortunately slowly time erodes my feelings because of the pain .Hyun was my friend since High School he was a very cheerful and sweet person had many friends, while I was a cute girl, a cold and alienated nerd .Hyun was my only friend even though he always used me by borrowing a taskbook to copy in his book ,he also encouraged me to find my dream as a musician rather than becoming a doctor in my mother's favor .

"I'm sorry, I've been wanting to say that for a long time but it's so hard to find your whereabouts .I'm sorry I didn't believe you and then I walked away from you, I was blind at the time and chose to trust Ross instead of you, I'm really sorry, whatever I'm going to do to make you forgive me "

"I've forgotten everything 'beneath it all makes me sicker .I've long forgiven you, it's your right not to believe in me so don't feel guilty anymore "

I don't know if I don't dare to look at him 'Our relationship won't be like it used to be .

"I miss you, I miss the times I used to, why stupidly I fell into Ross' trap "

What he saw, all I did was smile wryly considering those tough days .

..."Can we be like we used to be, I want to be the one who knows you the most "...

"We're still friends I can't make you my enemy "

My gaze blankly stared at the sky, everything had changed and was different.

"Hehe's right, you never change, only you get more beautiful "

"You're getting good-looking too, but I've changed Hyun I'm not the Hana I used to be "

"Why ?"

"A lot has changed in my life, a lot I've been through and it's changed me  "

Hyun changed his sitting position and was now facing towards me.

"I'm gonna learn to get to know you again, after you're gone I feel empty and guilty I don't want that to happen again "

There's nothing I can promise you, but we're still friends just that .As time went on we decided to immediately go inside the house, I asked Hyun to leave first can misunderstand if they see us coming together .

"Ahhh sorry to make you all wait "

Everyone was present they held dinner at the long table of the back garden, I saw Yeol was cutting meat on the grill so know I came he immediately looked up his head and then came out his distinctive grin .

"Hana here "

I was forced to sit in front of Hyun because that was the only place I could find in the corner of the bench, Yeol put a freshly cooked piece of meat on my plate .

"You must be hungry to eat "

"I'm really hungry "

She smiled warmly as usual , sure by reflex I returned her smile .Kak Bin as usual always introduces guests who come to visit, for almost three months there have been five people who are guests in this house together .

"Our house is shining because of the arrival of a handsome man"

"Don't make me admit it, I'm handsome, right ?"

Hyun unchanged he always brings joy wherever he is .She looked at me with a smile making me nervous, I was afraid they were all aware of her .

"Why is Brother Hyun staring at Brother Hana so ?"

Surely Zoy realized it, what he was thinking actually .

"She's beautiful, very beautiful "

Uhukkk uhukkk

"This is a drink "

I took the glass from Yeol's hand, she was just as shocked as me .His eyes glared when he heard Hyun say that .I saw him say something without a sound to Hyun, which can be interpreted, are you crazy .

"We were friends at High School "

His confession made everyone again surprised not least Yeol who sat next to me .

"DAEBAKKK"

"Akhhh hots "

Her hand hit the grill, Yeol was so shocked that she accidentally touched her, I immediately stood up and went into the house and brought ice water to her .

"Why don't you be careful, soak your hands in ice water "

"You were Hyun's best friend at High School, why did I just know "

Yeol grumbled with pursed lips .

"We also just found out "

Everyone looked at me with a look that needed an explanation.

"It's all my fault, when the gossip spread stupidly I believed, I was late to realize the truth and when I realized Hana had gone to Japan "

Everyone was very antusis to hear his explanation, what he was planning actually, I know exactly how Hyun.

"I was wrong and apologized very well, isn't Hana very kind to forgive me ? .After a long time did not meet me very cool it turns out right in his say ,Hana really changed a lot "

"Wahh I still don't think, how did Brother Hana used to be, when he was in High School ?"

When it comes to this kind of thing Zoy is most excited .

"Hana hmmmmmmn he's very smart but cold and not easy to get along with, I see now he's more colorful with his smile "

Yeol glanced at me, why did my heart feel bad about her gaze, as if she didn't like it when her ex-boyfriend approached her again .But I'm not Hyun's lover nor is my ex, if this is .