Love -ing You
Don't do it

It has been a long time not come to this place, the shady place that became the beginning I found the destination of life, on the banks of the Han river which has now been rebuilt to be more modern .Across the road beside the river is my old school building, not many memories there I used to be just a nerd who knows to study alone ,until Hyun finally introduced me to a colorful world with music .

"You've arrived?, sorry to keep you waiting "

"No, I came early on purpose "

Hyun brought me here, not to visit my old school, but a food stall not far from our destination.

"Let's go there "

Mapel trees on the river along the road to the place to eat it has begun to turn red leaves, very beautiful this part has not changed at all ,I extended my hand to let the maple leaf fall into my palm .

"Beautiful "

A sheet of red mepel leaves I tuck between the sheets of the notebook I always keep in the bag .

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"You have not changed, just like this place, only the outside of it looks more beautiful but the beautiful memories are still clearly drawn in the heart "

"True, I remember you always singing there and I accompanied him with a guitar or violin "

There's a bench under the Persimmon tree next to that food stall and it's our favorite place .Hyun's voice was very beautiful so I was happy to accompany him to practice for the audition .

"You remember, I was at an audition, not that audition, but a lot of staff from a big agency were after you, and you just drove me back then "

"From there I finally had a dream "

"Musician "

"Yes "

Shady and calm atmosphere, make us drift in the memories of the past. We walked together until we didn't feel like we had reached the shop .

"Then now, are you going back on the stage of entertainment "

"I'm preparing for it "

"I'll turn her off very much "

The taste of the pegs here is also unchanged, I like the spicy sweet sour sausage the most while Hyun tteokbokki and kimbap , we ordered it one serving each, funny indeed come all the way here just to eat food that we can find anywhere , maybe because of its different places it also tastes very delicious .

Hyun took one sausage from my plate, he ate quickly his food .

"Don't eat mine "

"Wahh the sausage is delicious, I should have ordered it earlier "

"Why don't you order anymore ?"

"I'm already very full "

Hyun had just finished his first solo comeback, he promised me he would buy me a meal here after his promotion period was over, because after that he had some free time to take me for a walk .Actually that day was very bad for me, that morning I saw Yeol go with Sandra they were going on vacation to Jeju island both, my heart hurt to see her and at the right time Hyun invited me, it amused me a little .

"Imagical "

"For ?"

"Have brought me here "

"I know you'll be sad today, you're in love with the wrong person "

"No, I'm not in love with the wrong person .He's a kind and sincere man he's not a guy who likes to play with women .What's wrong is that if I try to destroy their relationship and here I'm the only one who likes her "

We'll finish the meal, I'll follow Hyun who will pay at the cashier .

"Aren't I pulling in your eyes anymore ?"

"Hahhhhh, don't joke "

"We used to be that close, didn't you ever like me "

I don't know what to answer, of course I used to like it, but I didn't like it because of love .Hyun's car in the parking lot not far from where we met earlier, we walked back there.

"I used to be with you, you're my one-on-one friend ,I thought at the time that I felt love but when you were with Ross I realized I just lost my best friend instead of my heart .If I had lost my love, I might not have been there today "

"Hehe feels "

At that moment the burden of Hyun in my heart just evaporated, we can't be more than friends and will always be like that .Hyun drove me home he was driving himself .

During the journey my mind drifted to think of Yeol, what is she doing now, what is she doing with that woman, what are they doing,,?. Akh couldn't have been Yeol, but they were a pair as loving as it could have been .I was so upset just by thinking of her what loving someone's lover is so painful .

I want to stop liking her, but the feeling of not being in control all I want ,why out of so many men my heart fell on Yeol , this is so annoying .

"Don't keep banging your head against the windshield of the car you might bleed "

Ahh subconsciously I did it, maybe because being too upset with my own thoughts becomes like this .

"What are you thinking, Yeol again ?"

"No "

"Then, why is that, you look so upset "

"I'm thinking about my job in Japan the day after tomorrow I have to go there "

Does he know I'm lying, I hope not .

"Oh yeah who do you work with there and what kind of work do you do ?"

"I helped my Kake "

"Kake who hates you, how can you? "

"He doesn't hate me he's just hurt by my father who left him for my mother's eyes "

"I'm always worried when I find out you're going to Japan, thank God you're with your Kake "

The pungent smell of chili peppers directly attacked my nose as soon as it entered the house, there were those who were cooking spicy chili paste in the kitchen, even I coughed a few times ,I approached the kitchen area while keeping my nose closed, I saw Ruby and Zoy were cooking .Don't cook just touch the frying pan they never, what are they doing now ?.

"That's a good thing that kaka came "

Zoy immediately greeted me, his face was already red once .I saw the contents of the pan wanting to know what they were cooking, there were a lot of chicken claws with unnaturally bright red color .

"What are you cooking ?"

"I'm so hungry for Han and want to eat the spicy claw we tried to cook it ourselves but why is it like this "

Ruby is also not much different from Zoy, he who is stirring the contents of the pan .

"Akhh you guys, let me help you "

The snack that contains the hellish claw I lift, then I wash all the claws back clean , cook them back with normal and appropriate spices ,I lyrically those who are grim because they feel embarrassed to have failed to cook .

"When I saw the video tutorial earlier "

Defend Ruby to cover up her shame .

"It's okay if you don't try you won't be able to make it any time "

Be a spicy claw that tastes no less delicious than the popular food stalls, they invite me to eat in the back garden bench .

"This is the new plug "

Zoy's smile was satisfied with my peg .

"This is indeed the Zoy's claw not the thigh "

Ruby was upset because she felt she had failed her first attempt .

I didn't eat because I had eaten with Hyun earlier, all I did was sit still and watch them eat 'the other house dwellers were busy with their personal affairs .

"Aku penasaran kak Yeol sedang apa dengan Sandra hehe pasti mereka "

Zoy put two claws together as if he was kissing .Can't be, don't you, Yeol won't be, right ?.

"Don't think perverted Zoy, just let them lovers want to do anything "

"Right I'm just wondering, what they sleep one room ,wahhhh what they will .."

"No, they can't be unmarried !! "

Hahhhhh wait .What I said just now, stupid I said that because I was too upset .Zoy and Ruby looked straight at me as they suddenly said that in a loud voice .