Love -ing You
Recognition

Then the day came, when emotions guided my one-sided love statement to her, I could not bear the care of her long-time lover to Yeol .

I just got home from Japan, usually I'll fall asleep in the car during the trip because it's so tired, but this time it's different, I think it's the shortest trip I've ever had .When with someone we love time will always pass quickly .Yeol picked me up at the airport & not only did she have Jespher coming along, but my focus was on her .Embarrassing not yesterday I said I wanted to forget it but now as soon as I see it I am very excited . He's driving and I'm sitting in his side seat while Jespher's in the back seat, I'm lyrically again he then smiles, several times like that until he realizes he's being noticed .

"Why is there something funny on my face ?"

"Hahh no, it's just that I feel like I haven't seen you in a long time "

"My face is not ?"

Why is Jespher here.

"On you too of course hehe "

My awkward smile .After driving me home Yeol had to go again she was actually busy but still had time to pick me up at the airport, he said Jimi could not pick me up and he asked for help from the house ,Jimi was afraid it would happen again, when there were journalists who forced me to be interviewed .

"Where are you busy tonight ?"

"What's wrong ?"

"I promised I'd buy you a good meal, you eat out "

By then Jespher had already entered the house while carrying my belongings so there were only the two of us there .

"Ahh well "

"The bracelet is so good I really like "

He raised his hand showing his wrist which is now in my gift bracelet .

"I'm glad you like "

"You bought where I never found a bracelet like this ?"

"I designed it myself, it was made by my subscription store in Japan "

"Truely, just deserve .I'll wear it for life "

"Why a lifetime ?"

"The color I like her so much "

He looked at me as he said that, don't make me wish Yeol had acted a little indifferent to me, don't be too kind and sweet in front of me, if this is how I forget you .

That night I was dressed as beautiful as possible, even I was confused to choose clothes that will be worn later .Realize this Hana is not a date, realize your heart that she does not belong to you, finally I choose any clothes and immediately wear them .From the window I saw the rain start to fall , why should it come down at a time like this , the hour showed it was 08:30 I approached Yeol who was waiting below .

"How does it look like it's raining so hard ?"

"It's okay, we use the car "

"Ahh right"

We were about to leave, but suddenly someone sent him a message .Yeol immediately looked at the contents of the message .

"Why ?"

I'm afraid that something bad has happened to her .Yeol immediately called the person who sent the message .

"What does she mean, Sandra said she'd go to her parents' house and stay there .You sure it's him ?"

Looks like that bad thing will now befall me .

"It's okay go "

He didn't say I knew what he was going to say yet, 'Yeol looked at me with pity in his eyes, it was as if slapping me, making me fully aware immediately .Who do I dare to wish on her?, who am I that she should prioritize ?.

"Hurry and go, he's waiting for you "

He actually went to see the woman, I even saw her from the window her back was wet from the rush to break through the rain .Do you love her so much?, what a shitty woman is so precious ?.The heavy rain fell as much as my tears, I cried in the bathroom sobbing, my heart could hold my crying voice so that no one would hear.

Until the real facts were revealed that night as well .

Yeol gets a picture of Sandra with a man at a nightclub, when she tells Yeol to go to her parents' house.

Late at midnight I went to the mini market in front of the housing to buy some food to prop up a starving stomach, then Yeol came she just came home after hit Sandra I know because she told me about it .

"Do I look stupid to be easy to use, all this time I always try to do anything according to his taste ,even I put aside my ego and keep doing what she wants even though I don't like.She says I'm changing and boring, she says I never understand her "

Just this time I saw he was so frustrated, I knew Yeol had been trying so hard all this time. Forgive me Yeol who was instead happy with this situation, did I sin for the pleasure of their relationship ending ?.

"You've done your best, we all know who's wrong here, what you're going to do now "

I hope you're really free from a woman like Sandra.

"It's like we can never be together, I can't pretend to be his taste "

He was disappointed but also felt relieved, as if he had been freed from his restraining prison, after the rain had subsided the sky was clearly visible without any obstructing clouds .

"Wahhh long night today "

I don't know if I look bad if I feel happy because of their breakup. I stretched out my hand throwing all the puffiness in my heart that seemed to start yawning. Let 'em be a little evil ?.

"Do I look pathetic "

"Yes you look pathetic, that's the color I'll buy beer "

"Hehe's a good idea "

I got up and went back into the mini market to pick up a few cans of beer and pay for it .

"Thank you "

"For the "

"Always make me feel comforted, I'm always happy every time around you, whether it's judging you or eating your delicious food "

"Me too, thank you"

"For what ?"

"You're always a bitch, ' 'before no one wanted to fuck me all the way away once you knew my cold attitude "

"That means they're stupid "

"And you're so smart ?"

"Yes is "

Glad to see she's still laughing in this situation, I know Yeol must be disappointed with this incident, regardless of how the feeling in her heart Sandra remains her lover ,they have been together for a year .I thought that night was just the two of us there ,we don't know if it turns out that Sandra heard everything she was standing not far from where we were holding back her emotions and waiting for the right time to attack me .

BBBYYYUUUUURRRRR

On that cold night he doused me with a liter of mineral water, and that very night he forced me to confess my feelings .

"Yes I do like Yeol, I love her, what a sin, I have no intention of taking her from you .You're a stupid woman who wastes her, you always force her to follow your will, to be the man you want to be, you're a stupid woman who only cares about your image ,you never cared about Yeol "

Yeol stood beside me, she held back Sandra's hand that was about to slap me, her eyes looking at me in shock .What should I do now, I foolishly say my feelings .That night I tried to run away from reality, after admitting everything was not the calm I got, I wanted to disappear from his presence .