Love -ing You

Love -ing You
Be a home for me



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Autumn is coming to an end , Seoul's air is getting colder every day , I can't stand it this winter it's so hard to handle .


Several contract documents have been drawn up under a mutual agreement between the agency and the rising actor Maxx,she turned out to really want to enter my agency and leave the big agency that had helped her all this time .


"You must not regret "


I warned him one last time before actually signing the document .


"I really want to be here, my gut is always right "


And now he has officially become a new member of celebrities under my agency .


"You want to participate, we will hold a monthly evaluation with the trainees, help me in this assessment "


"Seriously I can come with you "


"Seriously "


"Of course I want "


In addition to assessing their vocal and dance skills, we also assessed other talents they had, such as hosting events, acting, modelling and playing a variety of instruments .At first everyone was surprised to see who I was carrying but after explaining everyone was very happy and hoped Maxx would help them in learning to act .


I want to nurture their talents to help them succeed with my agency, we all learn openness about whatever problems they face, if we can face together why we should feel tormented ourselves .


"That's why artists in our agency always extend their contracts, there are some who terminate and contract with big agencies but it all ends with them complaining of regret "


This agency I built with Jimi and his friends with the help of Kake who funded everything in the beginning .There have been several singers and actors who debuted from my agensin, this year we plan to debut a new group of girel and boy groups, they have been trainees for approximately two years , ' he said ,I look forward to the times when they succeeded .


"I heard your apartment was pulled back by your old agency "


"Right, I'll now rent a studio around here "


"No need , even though nothing in our contract provides a place to stay for the artists "


After finishing evaluating Jimi again explained in detail how this agency works .


"If you want you can occupy one of our apartment studios, next to this building "


"That 15-story building, belongs to the agency ?"


"Yes, would you like to see it now ?"


"Wahhh sorry sassy, are you a new agency how can you already have some big building like this ?"


"It's because of Hana, you'd be surprised to know who she really is "


"I mean her ?"


"Jimi stop there, Maxx I'll go home first, you'll be with Jimi just look around "


"Alright sister Hana also looks pale, go home and take medicine "


"Hana don't take the bus just order a taxi ok "


"Ok "


Actually since this afternoon I have felt unwell, maybe because the weather is getting colder I was easily exposed to the flu, the hour on my phone showed at 08:30 Nights the trainees are still training inside so I'm the only one out of the building, I'd better book a taxi and go home .


"Hana "


This voice is really familiar, I was very surprised to know who he is , it has been more than five years we have never met or communicated ,why he met me .


"Mother "


"Can we talk for a minute "


The last time we met was when I got out of that house 'Mom never even called me when I knew I was in a bad state of mind .


"What's up ?"


"Don't be here, up ahead there's a cafe, you bring a car, we'll talk there "


How could he have known that I couldn't drive, because of the trauma the doctor forbade me to drive myself .


"Speak it here "


"You still can't be polite to your mother .All right, just go straight to the core .Please help your sister, her career was destroyed by the news Sana she was also dragged by the law and reported her family "


"Then ?"


"Why should I help her, she has hurt me she made my career ruined back then "


It's more broken, it feels burning and torn what he considers me a stone that has no heart, I'm his son she's my biological mother, what makes sense he asked me to do that .


"It's all gone, I hear you go to Japan if Mr. Sakurada kindly accepts you "


"Don't carry Kake's name, forget I can't help "


I'd better go, if I keep there I'm afraid I can't control my emotions, I don't want to look weak in her eyes .


"Help your sister, I could have ruined your career for the second time .How would it be if they knew you didn't get along with your mother, how would people know that you're a trickster's daughter "


"Are you human, what treasure lord Oh made you blind, you're afraid your husband threw you out for nothing "


PPLLAAKKKKKK


I haven't felt this slap in a long time, I feel like my cheek is numb now .


"Take your word "


"My father is not a cheater, you also know it's just that you're too blinded by money .I could have ruined your new family's life .Please do whatever you can, if you're a mother, do you give birth to me "


He just left after breaking my heart, my legs were limp as if my knees were shaking until I finally sat down on the concrete road in front of the agency building ,I couldn't hold back the chest-stifling tears anymore, I cried like I was there .Both hands covered my face that was crying, at that time I did not know it turned out that there was someone who saw all the events between me and Mother ,he slowly walked towards me then crouched down and hugged me .My crying instantly came to a halt, I was shocked by the treatment of that person .While I was silent, I lowered my hands that covered my face, I looked up to see that person's face.


"Yeol "


"Tida anything, cry "


Why would any of the many people have to be Yeol who sees this all, without me opening it, slowly she knows all about me by herself .I hugged her body tightly, crying in the chest of her warm field, the hug was like a hiding room, I was free to cry and scream in it without fear of anything . The warmth she has is a magnet that makes me love her even more, I really want to have a warm space inside her peluakn it .I really want to have a warm house like her, where I come home when I'm tired, rest when I'm upset, laugh and be happy in her .


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"What hurts ?"


Her hand rubbed my red cheek from the slap earlier .


"No, my heart hurts more than that "


"I'm sorry I saw and heard everything "


"Shame on you, isn't it ?"


"No, you're a great Hana, you're able to survive this far "


Yeol took me into her parked car not far from the building, and she had intended to take me to dinner to make up for her promise to buy me 'em ,all of you want to apologize and discuss the matter that night .


"My father used to be a famous pianist, his career was brilliant and successful even though it was not supported by his family .One day his teammate sold all the new songs created by his father, until he was eventually accused of being a plagiarist and a fraud .Dad was frustrated he was so down that he got sick and had a heart attack .After the father left the mother could not bear to live a poor life without money, one year after the father died she married a rich businessman who had one child, and ,we live in her house her mother always obeys her blind because of her treasure to the point of ignoring me for the sake of her new family "


We're still in Yeol's car, with the lights I asked to turn off on purpose, it's embarrassing to see her know I'm crying right now .


"I'm sorry I talk so much, maybe it's not important to you "


"Don't tell anyone but me .Before anyone else I should be the first to hear all your troubles "


"Thank you "


Yeol grabbed my finger, clasped it tightly, under the dim light of the street I saw her face so worried about me, she smiled warmly while wiping my tears .


"You're not alone "


"Why are you so good to me, this makes it harder for me "


"What makes you hard, I'm just doing what my heart wants "


"I have a hard time holding back my feelings, you know? , don't pretend to be stupid "


"When am I pretending ?"


"Now, don't be too good to me, I love you it will be hard to forget you "


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Yeol cupped both of my cheeks again with her big hands, pulled my face towards her and with a lightning movement her face was now very close to me, her eyes slowly observing every inch of my face from the eyes of ,nose and last lips .I froze as if that gaze was hypnotizing, slowly he got closer until his red lips touched mine .My breath seemed to stop at that moment, my heart was racing very fast I saw his eyes start to shut, gently he********my lower lip .I followed the game I close my eyes as it seemed, without realizing my hands are now squeezing his jacket .He had no intention of ending this quickly, his hands gently rubbed my hair, pulling my body further into his arms .