Love -ing You
First snow

The first snow fell that night, the cold air of the city of Seoul increasingly felt frozen .I still doubt if this is reality , the feeling that I thought was only mine turned out to be yours too , I heard when the first snow fell a prayer would come true ,as I closed my eyes hope happiness will come this time, along with her the person I love .The night sky is decorated with beautiful white dots, beside you I feel the world is on my side now , your warmest smile makes the night not cold one bit ,I think I have a home to go to .

Although it felt awkward my heart was still pounding incoherently, from a distance I saw his wide back, Yeol was ordering food for our dinner. The memory of what happened just a moment ago is still rewinding in my head, it's like a dream why Yeol did it if she likes me too . The soft touch of his lips was still felt, I touched the lips that became a real witness of the incident earlier, my face immediately heated up .

"Nahh this is his food, 'let's eat while warm "

Yeol invited me to dinner at a tavern on the outskirts of Seoul & it was on a high plateau & with a beautiful view of Seoul at night .He put a tray containing some food in front of me, his attitude was normal after the incident was normal for him, I was surprised if he was used to kissing a woman ?.

"Let's eat why stare at me like that ?"

After dismembering the tonkatsu on his plate Yeol instead swapped it for my plate which I had not touched at all - how sweet the treatment was.

"Thank you, good-bye "

For a moment only the sound of spoons and forks was heard between us, I didn't know what to do in this awkward situation .

"You're like a child "

Her hands gently wiped the sauce left on my lips, making me sculpt instantly .Is he judging me ?.

"Why is your face red again, are you ashamed hehe ?"

"Maybe it's normal for you, but for me it's the first time "

With a suspicious smile Yeol got up from her seat then moved to the chair beside me, my feeling was bad .

"Really that was your first kiss, I was the first one to get her "

Her eyes sparkled, what a happiness for her ,ahh I can't bear to see her face, it's too sweet .

"Don't talk out loud like if anyone hears and knows we're here "

"Don't worry it's my favorite place and the members are eating, we're used to it here, no one will see us here "

Right the bench we occupy is in the corner and is rather closed .

"Why do I always feel happy when I judge you, you're innocent and sincere and make me want to keep looking after you .I can be myself when I'm with you and it's very convenient "

"I'm stiff and cold, are you comfortable with me ?"

"Who says you're cold, maybe you're looking at it from the outside but you're very warm and sincere "

"Do you like me ?"

"Do I have to kiss you again so you realize how I feel, I don't mind even 10 times or so "

My face immediately warmed up, dang .I shifted a little to get away from her, it turns out Yeol has a side like this as well .

"Why slide you scared huh hehe ?"

"Who is afraid, not "

"Your face is red again "

He pinched my cheek then laughed, Am I funny in his eyes ?.

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"I like you and at the same time I feel like an asshole for playing around with other women's hearts, I have Sandra but dare to like you, but strangely I feel happier when I'm with you .I tried to be realistic and thought maybe I was just bored and then interested in you who are very beautiful and adorable, but when Hyun said he would fight for you back my heart was hurt ,I don't want you to be his .I'm holding her back because I still respect you and Sandra, but on the other hand I feel guilty for daring to like a woman as good as you .Until God answered my prayer he made the best choice for me by showing me which one I deserve to fight for, Sandra cheated on me she did it a long time ago and stupidly I was unconscious .When I caught them kissing in a club, there was no anger in my heart because I felt no different from her "

"I don't have the right to be angry at her because all this time I didn't really love her, I've liked you too "

"Since when have you liked me?, I've always tried to hold back my feelings because I realized you belong to Sandra"

"Hmmmm, I don't know when exactly, I just realized it, when I started to miss everything about you and when you tried to get away my heart was agitated "

"You know I'm trying to stay away from you ?"

"I know, your gaze in front of the house when going to Japan, that's a look that worries me "

"Why ?"

"You are angry and say goodbye .You even ignored all my calls and messages "

"I'm not angry, I'm really busy "

"You're angry and jealous because I went with Sandra "

"No "

I turned my face away from him, how he knew all that .

"Look at me "

He gently pulled my chin to look back at her .

"We start slowly, be the one who always needs me .Although I'm not very reliable, but I'm glad you're depending on me "

From his eyes I could see sincerity and honesty, Yeol was the best man after Dad and Kake in my life .

"Maybe I'll be very troublesome for you Yeol, but I'm glad if you trouble me too , I'm so stupid about relationships so teach me slowly "

"Don't look at other men like this "

"Why "

"You can make them fall in love just by staring at her "

"I'm not like that "

"Jespher, brother Bin even Mr. Kim likes you they always talk about you makes me jealous "

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Her lips pouted she was very funny if so, unconsciously I smiled so this is how it feels to be loved, this precious feeling what is appropriate for me , it feels like it has been a very long time that feeling I do not feel ,I'm so grateful Yeol would accept me .

"I'm just trying to like a woman like me "

"No, I have to be honest .Accepted for liking a stupid man like me, you always see my stupidity when used by Sandra right "

"Hehe yes sometimes I feel sorry to see you, sometimes also angry and want to be a bad woman and then snatch you from her "

He pouted again, akh funny .

"You don't have to be evil, 'cause I liked you first "

Like a beautiful dream that had materialized, I was happy half to death .If this were true, I would be willing not to wake up again .We go home after we finish eating, all the way I can't stop looking at her my heart is so happy that it feels like overflowing .Can God continue to be good to me, now it's not my turn, it's really my turn to be happy .