Love -ing You
Bereft

Ken

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In my life happiness and sadness coexist, both of them in equal measure.When I feel happiness overflowing , sadness must be waiting for the part to come . I was so happy that night that I didn't care what we were going to face 'Can God be generous this time 'give me even more happiness .

The snow that had fallen since last night made a white expanse everywhere, the temperature of the city instantly became below the minus figure and was extremely cold ,my nose is already very red and dripping plus sneezing that has no stop . I decided to stay home because I felt bad, brother Rin made me ginger tea and porridge she painstakingly took care of me like her own sister .

"Where will this program end, who will take care of you Hana, I'm so worried about you "

"So stay with me "

"Basic, it can't be Hana "

I want to see that he seems to be very kind and understanding, at that time at home there was only me and Rin's sister, other residents of his house are going shopping and there are also busy working .Like Yeol who is currently busy working on preparing his latest album with Sehun in sub-unit of ERI ,it's been a few days since he's been staying at a drom closer to the studio and his filming location ,I miss her we just exchanged news on her phone she also doesn't know that I'm sick right now .

"Eat the porridge and then take medicine and rest "

"Thank you brother "

Whether it's the insipid peg of Rin's brother or indeed my troubled tongue, this porridge is very tasteless but I still eat because I have to take medicine .I started to get sleepy after taking the medicine, then fell asleep , no matter how long I slept until Jimi woke me up .

"Wake up "

"What's up ?"

Even my voice is almost gone now ,tega once he wakes me up who is sick, as important as what job he brought for me .

"You need to get to Japan "

"Why, is there a problem ?"

I checked the phone that happened to be on the charger on the table .

"Mr Sakurada was rushed to the hospital, he had another heart attack "

My eyes immediately rounded perfectly, the pain seemed to disappear instantly, I immediately got up and changed clothes while Jimi started packing my luggage, that day with a state of chaos I immediately flew to Japan ,even I forgot not to tell Yeol about this, but brother Rin and the rest of the house knew about it .

Kake had been taken to the hospital and entered the ICU room, when I got there already Ken and his mother and a few aides who guarded the ward where Kake was cared for .

"Hana I have arrived "

"Where is Kake now ?"

"Uncle can still be helped because immediately rushed to the hospital, but now he is in a coma, maybe thanks to medical devices that he can still survive "

After hearing Ken's explanation I felt everything went dark, probably because of my sick condition and the journey from Korea to Japan my body was not as strong as usual ', ' ' ' 'cause ,I passed out and immediately got treatment there, which I knew from Jimi, Ken immediately carried me and berlalri took me to the emergency room .

"Where is this, Kake "

As soon as I woke up I sobbed, I felt like just yesterday I was happy half dead why God quickly turned things around .

"Hana you're awake, what's sick, let me call the doctor "

I grabbed Ken's hand so he wouldn't leave .

"Don't, I'm fine .How kake is now I want to see her "

With Ken's wheelchair taking me to Kake's ward, I wasn't allowed to get too close to him and could only see from a distance of a meter .

"This is me Hana , 'Kake wake up and we eat together again , don't go "

Do I have to lose any more , I honestly still don't know anything about this world , Kake always taught me a lot about anything like where if he went to leave me to follow Dad there .

Actually Kake can still live because of the medical devices that help him, the team of doctors who handle him has tried as much as possible but Kake's heart disease is already very chronic .

"Where did you eat first son, look at your face is already very pale, from yesterday you ate only once  "

"Where's this omaa ?"

She's the mother of Ken's one-on-one Kake family that still exists .

"We must all sincerely accept whatever path the Lord gives, but eat first after that we go to pray together "

Finally I followed and went with Oma, she told some servants to come to the hospital and bring food and change of clothes for me, the hospital happened to belong to the Ken family, so we were able to vacate the VIP ward to take care of Kake for more freedom, I am now in one of those rooms ,from the fifth floor of the building I could clearly see the side and front of the hospital, there were already a lot of reporters waiting outside, they wanted to know what kind of condition Kake is now .

Oh, my God, I forgot about it, I was too focused on Kake .Jimi is still there with me he handed over the agency affairs to his trust subordinates .

"Hallo, I'm sorry to call you "

I called Yeol.

"You're okay, aren't you, how's your Kake doing ?"

"I'm fine, but Kake's not like this I can't lose her "

"You have to be strong for Hana, I'm sure you can get through this .Once all this is done I'll follow you there "

"You're in a lot of trouble too, don't worry too much about me "

"I'm so worried about you, let alone you being sick now .Where are you at the moment ?"

"I'm in the hospital, there's Oma and my uncle so don't worry ok "

"Are they nice to you ?"

"They're good don't worry they're not my mother "

"Take care don't forget to eat and take your medicine, don't forget to tell me "

"Yes you too, enough rest don't stay up "

"I miss you, I want to hug you "

"I am also "

Somehow it felt even more stifling 'after all this trouble I wanted her by my side and hugged me .I can't feel my tears coming back to hear her voice the more I want to see her .

"Don't cry, I'm getting unsettled and want to come to you I love you Hana "

"I love you too "

The power that Yeol gave me made me stronger to go through all of this, the day after that Kake was pronounced dead, he had complications and could not be helped, I was devastated by the incident ,how after this I live it .Everything Kake has now is my responsibility , I'm honestly not ready yet 'I don't want any of this ' I just want him to stay by my side .

After Kake's long funeral procession, I had a lot of things to do .Meeting with shareholders, meeting the , going to the office , I'm tired but this is all just the beginning of everything .

"Hana let's have lunch first "

Ken always accompanied me besides my family Ken was also one of the directors in Kake company, he helped me a lot in going through this all, especially about the company .

"I can't handle all of Ken, I want both of us to lead the company, I also have to take care of my agency "

"I understand uncle talked to me about this, he didn't want to ruin your dream .I'll take care of the company I can with you "

"Thank you "

We had lunch at one of the luxury restaurants near the office there was Jimi also there, maybe this afternoon he will return to Korea , it has been more than a week he accompanied me here .In the meantime I still don't know when I'll be back there 'maybe after all I've started to be in control .Despite all these problems, there is the most disturbing my heart, I miss Yeol , when I am free I always take time to know the news even though not directly ,I can tell from social media and articles that contain news about him .

"You see what Hana is ?"

"This ahh "

Ken who was sitting next to me leaned over his body to look at the tablet screen I was using .

"Who's that guy, is he your artist ?"

"No, he's my idol, you know ERI is one of the members "

"Emmmmm so "

Ken saw me watching the music video of one of the songs from Yeol and Sehun's new album, and ,he doesn't seem to like ERI too much because long ago when I listened to or watched their concerts he was always so cute and stupid, but still he would force to watch their concerts .

"Hallo, where are you now ?"

Benar aku baru saja membaca berita nya Yeol dan Sehun akan mengisi sebuah acara di Jepang hari ini ,dan dia bilang setelah acara itu selesai akan menemui ku .

"I'll be there, I'll pick you up "

Yeol called me just now, she was waiting for me at a hotel after the event was over .