Love -ing You
Wanted back

My feet went up each step of the ladder, there was a feeling I had long long missed, a leaflet that made my heart happy for a moment as if it were repeated .The rowdy music still continues to be made melodious, has long not set foot on stage, the floodlights lit irregularly dazzling eyes , it looks like the technician is doing the preparation before the event began .I just missed that atmosphere until I climbed up the stage feeling as if the euphoria was back again , the happiest moments seemed to roll back until I fell from that place in a painful way ,this is the place where everything I bet for my big dream .Ken was standing below the stage right in front of me, he kept carving his smile while looking at me .

After dinner last night I invited Ken to come see the show tonight , he was so enthusiastic and immediately agreed to my invitation .

"Didn't it dizzy to stay there?, his lights glare once, quickly down "

With a somewhat yelling Ken waved his hand at me .

"I like it here "

...If I could perform on stage again, I would love to feel that atmosphere at least once more before I die ....

"Here hold my hand "

Ken helped me down the stairs when I came down from stage , the ladder is still fixed so it's not safe enough .Sure enough when it almost got under one of the stairs it faltered and almost I slipped .

"AKKKKHHHH "

GGRREPPPPP!!!, Ken managed to catch me I fell directly on his lap .

"Thankfully only "

My heart raced very fast because it was very surprised, what would I be if it had not been helped Ken , maybe my head had leaked bloody .For a moment he was silent I looked up at him, our face was very close at that moment, he looked at me without blinking, he kept carrying me as if my body was not heavy at all .

"Ken's Trimaksih"

She was stunned as I suddenly descended from her lap .

"I said don't go up "

His face met with red, he immediately turned her away and became misbehaved .What's wrong with her, is she mad at me?.In the meantime I immediately went back into the building to see how the preparation of the children who were in the make up ,Ken follows me everywhere I go many people misunderstand me thinking he is my lover .

Two hours after that the event finally started, I saw already many journalists and also some fans who gathered, the dark stage slowly began to light with the lights set very pretty ,and finally they performed for the first time in front of the camera .I watched in the front seat with Jimi and Ken as well as some agency staps, my smile continued to crack, no one could describe how happy I was then .

"Are you that happy ?"

I looked at Ken who was sitting right next to me, unable to hide that happiness I nodded with a bright smile at him .

"Wahh very pretty "

Said it while looking at me in a soft voice .

"Hmm what ?"

"Very beautiful, girel group I mean "

"Yes they are beautiful and will be more beautiful later on "

Everything went smoothly with an unexpected response, everyone welcomed my foster group girel .Six teenagers the name we made with deliberation, I wish they could pursue all dreams without falling like me .

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The rays of the morning sun in winter managed to wake me up, from the cracks of the room curtain they entered blinding me who was dreaming beautifully with Yeol .I squirm, stretch the stiff muscles from overwork lately ,my eyes immediately rounded perfectly when I saw the notification on the phone that contained a missed call from Yeol and it was a lot of , I immediately called her back , not until she was angry .

"Hallo "

Typical hoarse sound wake up her very I miss .

"Hallo, I'm sorry I slept last night "

"Akhh Hannah .I'm sad you've been ignoring me lately "

"I'm sorry I've been so busy lately "

"Hana "

"Hmm what?"

"Akh no, I miss you so much "

He'll say something but why not be ?.

"What's the matter Yeol, you were going to say something, why not be ? "

"That doesn't matter "

"It seems important "

For a moment there was no sound heard, I thought he turned off the phone, but when I saw it was still connected .

"What is it?, you said never to hide anything between us "

"What was last night you were with Ken "

"Yes Ken is in Korea, you know where ?"

"Don't you see the news on social media ?"

"What news ?"

Soon I checked what Yeol meant, well it turned out to be this, I think Yeol was jealous of Ken.

"Akhh this, last night I almost fell down the stairs and Ken managed to catch me .They overestimated the news, he's my uncle Yeol "

"Yes thanks to Ken, so don't think weirdly "

"I'm relieved now "

I don't know who photographed me that night, I think that's ridiculous news they should have found out first who Ken just made the news about .How can in the news me and Ken gossiped as lovers, Yeol until provoked news like that .

"Yeol "

I know he feels uncomfortable when I get close to Ken, Yeol once said that he seems to like me .

"Hmmmm why ?"

"Today I'm gonna take Ken for a walk around Seoul I promised him, is that okay ?"

"Hmmmm it's okay, he's helped you a lot too taktir your uncle's good food "

"Trimaksih, so don't misunderstand again "

"I don't misunderstand "

"Jealous ?"

"No way am I jealous of your uncle "

"Ahhh so "

"May I come ?"

Then why would she want to come along, her way of revealing it was so funny .

"Hehe, are you coming along, aren't you busy ?"

"Hmmm I'm busy today there's filming "

"Keep why come along?, don't be jealous of her .I just love you "

"Hmmmmm well I also love you carefully huh "

Ken is very enthusiastic, he is like a schoolboy who will participate in tourist work, with sunglasses and a camera hanging on his neck ,he was waiting for me with a bright smile in front of the car we were going to drive .In his hand I saw him holding a piece of paper that I don't know what it was , when I forcibly saw it turned out that it was a list of the names of famous tourist attractions in Seoul . Looks like Ken really wants a vacation here .

"Where were we ?"

Ask me who that day ventured to drive a car, I have to try it again and there is Ken next to me .

"I want to go to Gyeongbokgung Palace first, I want a photo there "

"What is your hobby ?"

"Yes, when I was in college I went to the potography club"

Gyeongbokgung Palace is located in the north of Seoul, still in the same city we did not take long to get to ,after parking our vehicle down and stop by a costume service provider store, Ken wants me to wear traditional Korean or hanbok clothing .

"Why should I change my clothes, you're Ken "

"Please I want to make you a model in my photo please, this is okay with your uncle "

"No, I'm ashamed of Ken "

"Please "

If only he hadn't put on a face that was made adorable, I wouldn't have wanted to wear it, instead I was tempted because of that face .To be honest I was embarrassed to see the store clerks who started smiling looking at her height, they also referred to us as a couple .

By covering half my face with the hanbok ribbon I was wearing, I was sneaking my way behind Ken, there could be people who know me and take pictures of us and then make rumors that are no less ridiculous than yesterday .

"Hana try posing there "

I lazily walked in his direction, doing all that Ken instructed me to do, after all this was done I would no longer obey his will .

"Smile to camera ,1,2,3 ok good "

Wandering around in such a big palace area is enough to make me tired, I sat on one of the park benches there, opened a bottle of mineral water and drank it ,I see Ken still coolly taking pictures not far from my place .

"How did you forget about me ?"

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Instantly my annoyance and tiredness disappeared as soon as Yeol sent me selfies of her .

"Sorry Yeol, Ken is using me here .He forced me to wear this shirt "

Reply to her message by sending selfies of myself as well .

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