Love -ing You
Traumatizing

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Saturday morning .In accordance with the schedule that I planned, I could return to Korea faster, not in vain my efforts stay up a few days to complete the business affairs ,Kake also already looks healthy .A bright morning in early summer 'why my luggage is a lot, don't I bring nothing when it comes .

Tok tok tok tok

Someone knocked on my bedroom door, when I opened there was Miuka the kake housekeeper who had been standing there .

"Sorry miss interfered "

He bent his body and continued to stare at the wooden floor of this house, why is everyone in this house always disinclined at me.Honestly I don't like it .I understand if Kake was treated like that .

"Yes Miu what's wrong ?"

"There's Mr. Ken downstairs, and Mr. Sakurada asks Ms. Hanama to come down for breakfast immediately "

Ken is the youngest of Kake's half-sister's children, he can be said to be my uncle despite his age not being too far with me and Sakurada is my Kake's name .

"Thank you Miu "

One small sling bag and one medium-sized suitcase carrying Miuka, I still wonder why Kake repo-repot bought me her clothes and other accessories .

"Hallo Hana, you're more beautiful "

"Hallo Ken, good morning "

He forbid me to call him uncle he said he was uncomfortable because he felt we were the same age .

"You're home today, why don't you stay longer ?"

"I've got Kek's schedule, oh yeah why Kake bought me a lot of stuff I can't bring "

"That's for your good, you're living with someone else now you have to pay attention to your clothes "

Breakfast was pretty fancy for me , in Korea I only ate bananas and milk for the heaviest breakfast sandwich , but look at this dinner table full of food that I don't know the name .

"Truely said uncle you stay a few more days I'll take you for a walk "

"No Ken my schedule's been congested, anytime "

"You've always been like that, yes, I'll take you to the airport "

It was better, I nodded in agreement to his offer, to be honest I felt uncomfortable being near Ken .It started from the words of Kake and Oma Sizune Ken's mother who wanted to match me with her, obviously I rejected the plan I don't want to marry in that way ,Kake didn't want to force me he was afraid I was leaving just like my dad did .

"Kake care of your health, I'll fly right here if something happens "

"Don't worry about me, you have to take care of your health and don't forget to take your medicine "

She hugged me tightly before I finally got in the car .Along the way I just pretended to play the phone was too awkward to start a conversation .

"Why do you choose to bother in Korea when it is clear here you have a position, uncle's company is not kidding great "

"I have a different dream than Kake and you are Ken , my dream is in Korea and I'm trying to get it back "

"Music ?"

"Yes, maybe my soul can die but not with my music "

Ken always does his, rubbing my hair until it falls apart when he feels I'm adorable .What's so adorable ?.

"I really like an ambitious woman like you, even with that flat face hehe "

"Stop my messy hair "

Again my face is discussed , do I always have to smile like a fool .Ken waited until my scheduled flight arrived, and was still standing as I walked away .

At 10:00 in the morning I finally arrived in Korea, Jimi had called me while in Japan he was going to pick me up and take me directly to the camp , ' he said ,I see right left sweeping all corners of the airport looking for his whereabouts .

A middle-aged man suddenly approached me who was sitting waiting for Jimi .

"Well, what's up ?"

"Ahh introduce my name Minho, I'm a reporter from daily morning, here's my business card, why may I ask for a moment .I initially hesitated fearing you weren't Hana but it turned out to be true "

"Sorry but I have to go" immediately "

"Just for a moment, I just wanted to ask you one question about the truth of Sana's news "

"I'm sorry again "

I drag the suitcase away from her, stuff like this always scares me, the media is so creepy to me ,before the news when Sana just came out a lot of reporters contact Jimi asking me to be willing in the interview, explained Jimi refused him and I certainly do not want to .

"There are five minutes I beg you "

My hands are drawn, this makes me very uncomfortable, why now they care where they have been all this time , where they were when I fell .It's clear they just want to get out of this problem .

"Let go of her hand, who do you want me to call the airport security officer "

Yeol how can he be here with Jimi .

"I'm sorry I just wanted to interview Hana "

"Can't 'Come on Hana "

Why Yeol could be with Jimi to pick me up at the airport .Yeol immediately embraced me earlier brushed aside the reporter and Jimi brought my suitcase, suddenly many people crowded us three even they followed us until in front of the car .My chest tightens Jimi immediately gives me medicine and drinking water, Yeol looks confused by my condition ,she seemed to understand and did not ask about it she continuously stroked my back making me comfortable near her .

"Where is it now ?"

"I'm fine "

Jimi was sitting in the steering chair, Me and Yeol were sitting in the back seat ,it turns out that Yeol also has the same schedule and will only follow there they meet at home when Jimi will take my left behind items .

I saw her face that was very worried about me, to be honest I was embarrassed to know Yeol now knew my condition .

"Can you keep it a secret "

"Redicate what, you're fine "

Her warm smile again, she is very good maybe too good without feeling my tears falling Yeol gently hugged me making me more comfortable while with her .

"Everything will improve you'll be fine, we just need to fight that trauma together "

"Imagical "

Don't let this feeling get deeper, I don't want to like you more .I slowly released the hug she then bowed her body to look at me then gently wiped my tears .

"Don't cry anymore, now you're not alone there's all of us "

The look in his eyes convinced me, I nod my head starting to smile reassuringly I'm fine now .

"Don't carelessly smile at another man "

"Why ?"

"You're ugly if you smile so "

I hit his arm as hard as I can .Why is he so happy to tease me, he laughs with his big ears that are already so red .

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