Love -ing You
Dreamtime

The beautiful and painful thing was, when I woke up but still remained in the dream, everything that was expected as if it happened in accordance with the desired path ,I easily forgot the reality and when it dawned, everything came back down and fell apart .

There is something beautiful in your eyes that makes me unable to turn away, the color of reality is bitter I prefer to dream until conscious and continue to carry the dream in my conscious ,if it is impossible to have you let me be content to be yours in my dreams.

The strange chirping of birds in my ears woke me up from the dream, when I was fully aware I looked around my bed was a camp tent, I slept with Zoy and Ruby ,it's already 07;00 in the morning it seems like I'm the first to build, I open the door of the tent where we sleep, breathe fresh air that I rarely get as much as possible.

"Ahhhhh so fresh "

After washing my face and brushing my teeth I decided to start today by cooking rice, if there were 20 people there including the crew and the artist manager .

"What 3 kg of rice is enough, just try it first "

Funny it was just me there and doing my own monologue .After washing I put the rice into the rice cooker the largest size .

"What are you doing, brother ?"

With a rub of his eyes Maxx came to me , he seems to have just woken up his hair is still disheveled , he's the youngest member just like Zoy , he's an actor who is on the rise lately .

"You're up, I'll cook "

"Let me help you with what to do ?"

"Wash your face and brush your teeth first "

"Hehe well "

A lot of leftover meat is stored in the prizer area of the camper, I told Maxx to cut it small to make soup with seaweed, there are eggs and fish, too, enough for breakfast this morning .

"What is this big "

"Don't be too small to be a dice shape "

"Ok "

One by one the other residents woke up because they smelled the smell of cooking, some crew also woke up and immediately recorded the cooking show Maxx with me .Although quiet Maxx turned out to be very attentive he knew all my habits while cooking, he also told me at first afraid of me because it looks cold and jutek.

"But now no, sister Hana is not cold just shy like me, I know you're a good person, when I'm sick you come to my room and make me porridge, ' I know you're a good person ,my mother watched and thanked me "

"Really, I was so moved "

"Oh yes brother, sorry before him"

Maxx came closer to me and then whispered something, he said he wanted to talk 4 eyes with me, there's this kid .I nod my head as a sign of agreeing, whatever he wants to say .

"What are you doing ?"

"O Lord Yeol, just startle "

The bully came Yeol directly breaking through the place between me and Maxx, with his trademark grin he scooped up a freshly cooked hot soup .

"Ahh hot "

"Blow it first it's just ripe Yeol "

"Duhhh my tongue "

"Dasarrr "

Maxx laughed at Yeol's childlike behavior, I gave her a glass of cold water to ease the burning pain of her tongue .We finished cooking Rin's brother set the table and Ruby filled each bowl with rice, even the crew and manager also joined the breakfast because I deliberately cooked a lot .

"Thank you Hana "

PD sitting next to me he looks like he's been very upset because he ate with his voraciously .

"Where did you learn to cook where 'since I stayed home with my nutrition fixed "

"Right what Jespher said, your cooking is always good thanks to Hana "

Brother Bin's words made me blush, the mandatory thing I should be able to do is cook, after deciding to leave my mother's house I usually live alone and start learning to cook ,especially when the bad news about me spread, I was no longer comfortable eating at restaurants .After I finished eating as promised I met Maxx in the park not far from the camper area, he was waiting for me while sitting and feeding the fish in the pond .

"Sir Hana "

He seemed anxious and nervous to start the conversation, I couldn't guess what he was going to say .

"I'm sorry I took up precious time belonging to you "

"It's okay Maxx, talk "

"Well you know Kim min sok , one of the artists in our agency ?"

"Ahh Min sok, of course what's with her ?"

"Min and I have been best friends since childhood and even we have the same dream as singers, but unfortunately we are separated because of different agencies .I want to sing not just as an actor but my agency forbids and does not support my wishes, my contract with the agency will end this month,they want me to stay with them but I can't .Can I join an agency, so I want to make my dream come true there "

"Maxx you know my agency is still very small and growing, do you not love your career ?"

"Min Sok always made me envious of his stories, he always praised you and all the artists there , you guys are good and like family I want to join an agency like that "

"Well, after this event, you come to my agency building and look for yourself I'm afraid you'll regret it later "

"Alright but if I still want you should welcome me "

"Clearly with pleasure "

Is this , fun 'cause I've been admitting all this time I thought they never paid attention to me. I'm moved to find out that the artist in my agency feels comfortable and happy ,even the class actor Maxx begged to join my agency, he smiled cheerfully at my response, without realizing that my smile was expanding I was happy .

GUBRAKKKK

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"I said don't push, we get caught "

What they were doing, hiding and eavesdropping on my conversation with Maxx, I immediately stood with Maxx so shocked, the two men Jespher and Yeol smiled clumsily for being discovered .

"What are you guys "

"Hallo Maxx we're looking at a bird and accidentally fall "

Jespher nudged Yeol's arm then nodded his head, to equalize their reasoning .

"Akhh is right, the birds are many "

Yeol scratched her nape, she was nervous her ears were also very red she must be embarrassed .Obviously they eavesdropped, I pretended not to care about it then turned and walked away from there, 'Yeol followed me from behind then grabbed my shoulder with his leisurely 'em ,he didn't know what my heart was like when it started to go wrong .

"What are you talking about, did Maxx express his feelings to you "

"Why ask you guys were eavesdropping on our conversation from there "

"But nothing is heard "

"Company secrets "

"Ahhh so the problem of work, not the feeling of "

My steps stopped, I turned around and looked at her .

"When about what kind of feeling ?"

She was silent for a moment then displayed her trademark smile .

"That's no way Maxx doesn't like women older than her "

"I'm old ?"

"Yes "

He glanced at me with his smile on hold .

"Awas you "

Yeol ran as I was about to hit her back, she looked giggling so satisfied her was teasing me, just free with her towering body running up it could not possibly be pursued .

My breath was running out so tired of chasing after that shitty Yeol, with my breathless squatting under the shade of her garden flowers .

"Here I take a photo, one two three checkrekk "

The grin again, he must be happy now .

"Hana "

With Jimi coming to me, and with a broken breath he gave me news.

"There "

"What's up with her ?"

"Sana, she was found dead by suicide in her apartment this morning "

My smile disappeared instantly, I stood with both hands shaking violently, how much this is why he did that .The news that Jimi brought was obviously bad news for me.