Love, Life, and Jennifer
Wrong Something

I looked at Young Joon's face.

His words earlier, so pierced into the recesses of my heart. His face was shady, but his words were so firm when he said those words earlier.

She was still looking at me, and it made my chest tight.

"Yo-Young Joon I..."

"the light is green!" Young Joon said with a smile, then stepped on the gas pedal.

Oi! I usually say that word! Why would...

I don't know, ever since Young Joon said those words, my mind drifted somewhere.

The words were ringing in my ears all the way to my house.

Young Joon who usually always broke the silence, for some reason now prefers to focus on driving, without saying a word, until finally his car stopped in front of my house.

"Jenny..." Said Young Joon.

But I was too lulled in my daydream, until Young Joon finally touched my hand.

"Jenny..."

"Eh, what?" I said I looked at Young Joon who was looking at me. Young is smiling.

"We've arrived." Prattling

I immediately looked around, and it was true! We arrived at the front gate of my house.

"Ah, yes..." I said a little nervous.

I quickly removed the seat belt, and turned back to Young Joon, as soon as the seatbelt had been removed.

"Aren't you going to stop by?" I said.

Young Joon shook his head faintly

"Tomorrow I have to go to the office early in the morning, I have important things to do." The answer.

I nodded faintly

"All right, I'm sorry." I said before opening the car door.

"Tell my regards to your parents, tell them..."

"Yes, they'll understand." I interrupted him, then closed the car door.

Young Joon passed by immediately, just after I opened the gate of my house, not as usual!

Usually Young Joon will drive his car, when I've actually entered the house, but this time...

I was still staring at the road, even though the shadow of Young Joon's car had disappeared.

I don't know! Young Joon's current attitude makes me really confused!

Is Young Joon offended by my words? Or is there something else? I don't know!

I immediately put my foot into the house. And when I open the door to my room...

"SURPRISEEEEE!!!!"

I was really surprised to see the scene I was currently witnessing!

Clara, Gina and 5 of my other friends are already gathered in my room!

They even decorated my room in such a way!

I am so excited to see how much my friends care for me!

They all hugged me, and not feeling, my tears were flowing.

"Uwuhhh.... Cup... Cup... Cup... Masa' champ nangis!" Clara patted me on the shoulder, and it made me laugh, then wiped my tears.

Tonight, closed with a cheerful laugh, and a joke with my friends...

They did help me a lot to get rid of my distress caused by Young Joon's speech, as well as his attitude today.

And when they fell asleep, I immediately got up from my sleep, about to urinate.

When I was just holding the doorknob, my attention was distracted by a medium-sized brown map, which was lying on my dresser.

I immediately paused my intention to urinate, and immediately walked towards the dressing table, to grab the map.

As soon as I reached for it, there was the inscription "Marriage Proposal" there.

When I was about to see the contents, Clara woke up.

"Lu haven't slept, Jen?" Said Clara while rubbing her eyes.

I immediately looked towards him.

"Eh? Yeah, I was gonna pee, uh look at this." I said show the map to Clara.

Clara came up to me, then turned to look at the map.

"Ooh... It's from the church. I forgot to tell you earlier, tomorrow we have to go to church at 10." Clara said, then opened the door to my room.

I immediately approached him, holding the map.

"Who are you, um?" I said, while looking at Clara who is currently opening the refrigerator door to fetch drinking water.

"Lusa's getting married, Jen!" Clara said in a lazy voice, typical of people who are holding back sleepiness, then poured water into a glass.

I paused for a moment, staring at the map.

"Tomorrow we leave both from here, bokap nyokap you same bokap nyokapnya Young Joon later together from Bandung." Said Clara shortly after sipping the water.

"Ah, okay! How are the kids?" Much

"They will wake up in the afternoon! Already! Let them mah! We're going to have another party!" Said Clara then passed, leaving me who was still fixated here, while continuing to hold the map.

...****************...

I've been at church with Clara, and both my parents, as well as Young Joon's parents.

My mother asked eomma about Young Joon's whereabouts, and she replied that Young Joon would be coming soon.

15 Minutes later, Young Joon arrived, and we rushed into a room.

Young Joon and I immediately sat down in front of the church that handles our wedding tomorrow.

As for our parents, they were with us.

The person is currently examining some of our data, including some files we have signed at the embassy, a day after we fitted the wedding dress some time ago.

About 2 hours we finally finished doing a wedding guidance session, including the practice of pronunciation pledge.

His words were so firm, yet sincere!

He seemed to have prepared this much earlier!

There was not the slightest mistake, even the priest praised him so much!

Without realizing it, my tears were dripping there.

Luckily, no one realized that.

When we were all in the parking lot, Young Joon suddenly asked all of us for permission.

"I'm sorry, I have to go back to the office, there's something important I need to get done." He spoke for a moment after slightly bowing his body.

We all stared at each other, until Dad finally patted Young Joon on the shoulder

"Alright, go! We understand." Papa.

Young Joon rushed after.

He seemed so rushed.

... ...

...****************...

On the way home, I remembered the incident at the church.

Isn't Young Joon not as he used to be?

He only spoke to me as necessary.

He even looked like he wasn't Park Young Joon who had been filling my days for quite some time.

Young Joon didn't even discuss the plans we made yesterday.

I looked at my phone at a glance, at 12:47.

Didn't he promise to come at one o'clock today?

I smiled bitterly.

My unusual attitude caught the attention of Clara who was now behind the wheel.

"Jen, why are you?"

"Eh? Why, Ra?" I said then I turned to her, who was looking at me worriedly.

"Jen..." Clara looked straight ahead again, then pulled her car over in front of a cafe.

"Lu why, anyway?" He said shortly after opening his seatbelt.

"I mean you?" Answer me

Clara let out a breath, she really looked worried looking at my attitude.

"Jude, we go down first, yeah." Tramp

...****************...

A waiter delivered our order

"Thank you, ma'am." I said, and the maid nodded faintly with a smile.

"Jen, to be honest with you, you why the hell, actually?" Clara was really frustrated

"Why how?" My answer.

"Jen, I know who you are! You can't be rich' gini, if there's nothing!"

I smiled at my cousin's words, then clasped his hand.

"W is okay..." Convincingly convinced him.

"Lu Niesel, do you want to marry Young Joon?" Clara's words made me stupefied.

"Ra, ko' you..."

"You're your money, why not from the beginning, Jen!" Clara still continues to intimidate.

"Lu know, how the spirit of bokap as nyokap you to prepare all this?!" Clara looks so emotional there

"Nyokap bokap I also participated, Jen! Even Victor's brother!"

"By, gu-gw... I'm just tired, it's doank, ko'!" My alibi this time caught Clara's attention. He looked at me sharply.

"I can't lie to you, Jen!"

I closed my eyes, and a little whining

"Bec... You know, a week in a row, Ra! A week in a row, even to this day, ya tuhaannnn..."

I covered my face with both hands, and slightly rubbed it.

"Jen, you..."

"Lu will not understand how tired it must pacing every day!" I said a moment after releasing my two arms, then looked at Clara, who now looked guilty.

"Jen, sorry..." Clara rubbed my hand gently

"Sorry, I've misunderstood you."

I clasped Clara's hand, then smiled.

"Jen, I really understand your situation, because we all also understand what is currently lu rasain, so I had time to squirm you so."

"Yes, not papa... I understand, I do." I said.

Even if I have to lie about my heart, I can at least make my family not feel disappointed.

In the end, I made this look fine, even though there was a slight wound in my heart seeing Young Joon's attitude today.

...****************...

I went back to having fun with my friends, despite occasionally turning to my phone, hoping that Young Joon would contact me, or at least explain to me, about his attitude today.

Or at least, about our wedding day that will be held tomorrow.

But apparently, my hope was in vain!

At 11pm, and I'm still waiting for Young Joon to call me.

Wasn't I too stupid to wait for him to call me, until this late?

I even thought about contacting him first but, I still kept my pride here, until I fell asleep...