Love, Life, and Jennifer
Speechless

At 10 p.m., and the party was over.

We decided to spend the night at this hotel, before finally we will make a flight to Lombok the next day, at 5 am.

Now, I sit in front of the dresser, and still continue to look at my reflection in the mirror on this dresser.

And as I took off one by one the adornments attached to me, I could see Young Joon coming towards me, through the reflection of a mirror.

I immediately turned towards Young Joon.

"Don't come any closer!" I said full of vigilance.

Young Joon stopped his steps immediately.

"Heeeyy! Why! We are already husband..."

"Aaaaarr!!!" I closed my ears, closing my eyes.

I opened my eyes afterwards, and I could see, Young Joon grimaced a little from the astonishment of my attitude.

"Never think about anything! Don't ever try to touch me! And don't..."

"I'll only touch the woman I love and love me..." Young Joon interrupted me.

To be honest, his words made me feel a little calmer, but still...

"Because I want to do it without being forced, or forced... So, you don't have to worry about that." Young Joon continues his words.

I was pensive to hear his words.

Young Joon immediately turned over, then walked towards the sofa which was not far from the bed.

"You, sleep in the bed, and I, I'll sleep here "Say, then lay down on the couch.

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Now I am in a bathtub. I thought, soaking in warm water can relieve my fatigue.

I go back to remembering the events that I experienced during this week.

Call from Mike, Young Joon's attitude is really strange, and... Young Joon's words!

What happened to Young Joon? Wasn't it yesterday, his attitude was so cold towards me? Then why is he back to being Young Joon...

"Aarrrggghhhh!!!!" I screamed as I ruffled my hair, until...

"Look...! Tok...! Heck...!"

"Jenny, what's wrong with you?"

Young Joon's! What is he doing! I immediately took my hand off my hair.

"Ti-it's nothing... Y-you, go!" My heart is from inside here

"Are you sure?" Young Joon made sure.

"Y-yes... I'm fine!" My speech

I immediately rinsed my body, then put on the clothes I had prepared before the bath.

Yep! I must wear clothes that make me feel safe, so that the man cannot do anything that is not for me!

I really can't believe what he said! Really am!

When I came out of the bathroom, Young Joon was watching a television show, then immediately stood up, and was about to approach me as soon as I saw him walking towards the bed.

"Stay there!" I said while pointing at him, then sitting on the bed, still looking at him.

"What's wrong with you?!" Young Joon looks upset

"You think?!" I said, then pulled the blanket but did not break my body.

"Are you not feeling well?" Young Joon looks worried

"What do you mean?!"

"Why are you wearing clothes like that?" He said a little grimacing.

I was stunned to hear his words, then looked at my body which was now wearing layers of clothes, to make my body look big.

"I-i..." I said, then Young Joon seemed to be approaching me.

"Stay there!" I screeched a bit at him, Young Joon stopped his steps immediately.

"Oh my God, Jenny! I already said..."

"I still can't trust you!" My heart, and that leaves Young Joon at a loss for words.

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The sound of water, really disturbed my sleep.

I opened my eyes slowly, and was so surprised to see the figure that flashed before me, with a body that was only wrapped in a towel!

Park Young Joon's!

Good Lord! My eyes are wide at his sight now!

Although faint, at least I can quite clearly see his body that is so athletic!

Luckily, he didn't realize that I was watching him right now.

And when she was about to take off her towel, I immediately turned my body in the opposite direction to her!

My heart is beating fast! My body feels hot! Even I can feel my blood flowing!

I feel a great vibe at me at this moment! Good Lord! What's wrong with me?! This is so disgusting! I feel disgusted at myself right now! I even cursed myself, until...

"Jenny..."

"Deeeggghhh!!!"

My world seems to stop! And so is my heart!

It feels crowded! How very crowded!

"Jenny..."

"L-yes..." I said then woke up in a hurry, without looking back at him.

My breath is irregular now! It's weird! It's so weird! I feel the heat on my cheek right now!

Has the man been wearing his clothes? Is...

"Jenny, it's three o'clock, don't you want to get ready?"

Young Joon is standing in front of me! I reflexively turned towards him!

There was a little bit of relief in my heart, so that I could take a deep breath, rubbing my chest, but still look at Young Joon, with a look, like nothing!

Young Joon has been wearing clothes, it's just that my mind is still immersed in the scene I saw a while ago!

I didn't see the whole 'body shape'.

However, even if I only saw him bare-chested, my mind returned...

"Aarrrggghhhh!!!" I'm back to messing with my hair!

Young Joon came up to me immediately, and sat down next to me, then held onto both of my shoulders

I immediately looked towards him

"Jenny, what's wrong with you?!" Young Joon said, still holding both of my shoulders.

"I-i..."

I immediately realized something, then immediately threw Young Joon in the hand, then stood up, and acted silly, rubbing the back of my head.

"Pulse... Wh-how was that?" I said, smiling silly.

Young Joon seemed so astonished to see my attitude, and immediately stood up, then folded his hands together.

"What's wrong with you?" He wondered

I laughed wrongly at his behavior.

"Haha.. That's... Haha... Uhm... What did you say?" I said, still wrong.

Young Joon frowned, then touched my forehead with his palm.

It makes me smile.

Young Joon looked at my face deeply, shortly after releasing his hand from my forehead.

Our gazes clashed with each other now, and it made my breath go back tight.

"I-i..." I immediately turned my gaze down

"Didn't you want to get ready?" Prattling

I turned back towards him.

"That-that's..."

"All right, I'm going out now." He said, then passed.

I immediately ran towards the exit of this room, then locked it, and sighed while holding my chest, as soon as Young Joon left this room.

Good Lord! That guy really makes me lose my mind!

I immediately walked towards the suitcase, and picked up a knee-length, sea-blue out shoulders dress, then immediately put on it.

\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*\*

I was ready, and immediately dragged my suitcase about to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, I was so surprised to see Young Joon already there!

My eyes are staring at it! Young Joon was very surprised to see my appearance!

His mouth was slightly open, and his narrow eyes looked slightly enlarged.

"W-what are you doing?!" Ketusku.

Young Joon looks wrong, then rubs the back of his head.

"I-i... I was just about to get to you." The answer then grimaced a little

"When do we go?" I said in a cynical tone

"All right, we're leaving now." The answer.

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We were already in the car that was provided for our departure to the airport.

I sat right next to Young Joon.

To be honest, I still felt a little sleepy, considering that I only slept for a while.

My hair! Good Lord! Even I forgot to tie my hair, because my brain memory was a little troubled from seeing the scenery a few times ago!

When I was about to tie my hair, Young Joon suddenly held my hand.

"Don't tie..." He said while looking at me, then took his hand off slowly.

I immediately stopped my activities, then turned to her.

"What do you mean?" I said, then frowned.

Young Joon seems to think before answering.

"That-that's..." He said while rubbing his temples, with his fingertips.

"Your hair will fall out, if you keep tying your hair."

I raised my eyebrows, then removed my hand from my hair.

I do have problems with my hair, especially hair loss!

I've tried various ways to overcome it, but still nil!

Hearing Young Joon's words earlier, made me think, maybe this is what caused all my efforts to overcome the loss of my hair in vain!

Yep! I tie it every day!

"Ah, okay!" I said, then looked back to the front.

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At 4:30, we arrived at the airport.

Both our parents, and my brothers and friends were waiting for us there.

They immediately rushed towards us.

"Yes....!!!" Clara and Gina immediately hugged me.

"Where's semalem?" Said Gina, I frowned

"Where's what?" Answer me

Eomma and mama then approached and hugged me, alternately.

"May you survive to the destination." Mama said to me and Young Joon

"Hope you guys have fun, yeah!" Eomma.

"We're waiting for the good news, after you're on your honeymoon." Appa.

It makes me and Young Joon look at each other, then smile silly!

"Alright, be careful on the road, baby..." Papa said, then hugged me.

As we were about to pass, Clara suddenly approached me

"Jen, wait a minute!" He said, dragging a suitcase.

"What's wrong, Ra?"

Clara immediately changed my suitcase, with the one she was carrying.

"Lho, ko'?" Ask me for wonder

"For your convenience, we've all prepared all your needs in here." He said pointing to the suitcase.

I felt overwhelmed, and immediately embraced her