Love, Life, and Jennifer
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Young Joon flicked his hair, and in an instant, I stopped my laughter!

I turned around, but did not step.

I was pensive as I stared at the exit of this room.

Isn't my attitude so horrible?!

My attitude was so scary, just before Young Joon got into the pool!

I laughed when I saw him fall!

Good Lord! Don't I look like a psychopath?!

I widened my eyes and closed my mouth...

"What are you doing..."

'Byuuuuurr!'

Siaall!!! Young Joon took my body, then threw me in the pool and...

'Byuuuurr!'

He jumped into the swimming pool!

I was really pissed off half to death by him!

And with a face that showed no guilt at all, she laughed out loud as she continued to look at me!

Now he walks towards me, laughing!

"Your face... Ahahahahaaaaa!!!" Young Joon laughed while pointing at my face!

It pissed me off even more, until I punched him in the shoulder!

'Bouggghhh!'

"Wwwww!" Pekkir

"What a funny thing!" Ketusku

Young Joon looks at me with a strange look, then walks over to me! The distance between us is really close, right now!

Young Joon is still looking at me with a hard look to express, and it makes me step back!

"W-what are you doing?" I said scared.

Young Joon approached, then leaned his face on me, until...

HE'S SMEARED MY LIPS!!!

Nah! He's not just dipping! However *********** with a savage! It makes me feel claustrophobic! My eyes were wide with it, but Young Joon was closed, and seemed to be enjoying his actions!

Nah! Nah!

His hands began to touch every inch of my upper body!

I can't let this happen! Nah! I won't let him touch me!

I have to do something! Yep! I'lli'll...

"Aaaaaarrrrggghhhhh!!!!"

"Jenny, what's wrong with you!" Young Joon is running towards me!

He seemed to be very worried about my current state of being covering both of my ears!

Young Joon grabbed both my shoulders.

"Jenny, what's going on!" He said with a tense face

I looked at him with a horrified look!

Good Lord!

I took my hand off my ear slowly, then let out a sigh of relief.

"Jenny?" Young Joon made sure

I stared at him for a moment, before I finally let go of his hand from my shoulder.

"I-I'm fine." I said then I passed to the pool stairs, so as soon as possible out of this pool.

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I cursed myself in front of the bathroom mirror of this inn, while banging my forehead with my palm.

"Jenny's moron! You're crazy, yeah! Why is your brain so gini!!!" I said while grimacing.

I don't know, what I felt in the pool, so I could have wild hallucinations about Young Joon!

"Aaaahhhh! Jenny bego's! Jenny stupid!"

I hit my forehead again with my palm grimacing, until...

'Tok...! Tok...! Heck...!'

The sound of knocking shocked me, to the point of making me jerk.

"Jenny, are you okay?" Young Joon seems to be worried about me

"Joon, I want to rinse my body!" Sinisku with a soft voice

"What?! What are you saying?"

Good Lord! What's wrong with this guy! His attitude is getting desperate for me!

"Young Joon, I want to clean my body."

Fifteen minutes later, I came out of the bathroom, after putting on my back, the clothes I had previously placed inside the dirty clothes that were inside the bathroom.

Young Joon who was watching the television show, looked at me in surprise, as I passed in front of him.

"Why are you wearing that shirt?" Say it with a slightly wrinkled forehead.

"I don't have any more clothes." I said, then grabbed my phone, then laid my body on the bed.

"Didn't Clara bring you a lot of clothes in that suitcase?" Young Joon said as he glanced at my suitcase.

I immediately sat down, then looked at him with an annoyed look!

"Young Joon! The suitcase only contains lingerie and..."

I was stunned after saying those words.

You idiot! Jenny stupid!

Young Joon seemed to raise both eyebrows, and to be honest, I was unable to read what his current facial expression meant.

"All right, I'm out for a second! Do you want to come?" He said, just after getting off the couch.

I don't know, I'm reluctant to do anything, or go anywhere right now!

"You go alone, I think I want to watch a television show." Answer me with a smile.

"All right." Young Joon said, then passed.

I still stared at the exit, then confirmed that Young Joon had actually left.

15 Minutes without doing anything, it made me really bored!

Young Joon hasn't come back yet, either, no matter where he goes! Just thinking about that, it again pissed me off at him... But didn't he ask me, but I refused?

"Ohhhhhh....!"

I cursed myself again!

All righty! I immediately grabbed my slingbag, I thought I would breathe some fresh air for a while, not forgetting I brought my beloved camera, hoping for an object that I could capture through my camera shot.

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I don't know, how far I've gone, it's just, what I feel right now is, tired!

Right now I have been sitting on a hill with a view of a beautiful expanse of rice fields, while sipping bottled mineral water I bought at a roadside stall leading up to here.

I grabbed the phone from inside my slingbag, Wow! It's 14:25! Just before leaving, I looked at the wall clock at the inn, and it was 9:47, which was a sign that I had been walking for almost 5 hours!

I should be feeling tired! But stupid!

I immediately saw the results of my shot throughout the trip, through my camera, until suddenly...

"Excuse me, miss..." A foreign girl greeted me

I turned towards him, then immediately got up from my seat.

"Yes, what's wrong?" My answer is friendly

The foreign girl smiled kindly at me. Nah! He's not alone! There's someone with him, maybe his girlfriend, or maybe his friend, or...

"Can you take pictures of me and my husband?" He said a little awkward

I smiled and nodded

"of course! Give me your camera!" I said with spirit

The girl smiled cheerfully, then hugged me

"Thank you!" She said she broke out a hug, then gave her camera to me, then walked towards her husband.

When aiming at their various poses, I honestly also imagine, if me and Young Joon can be like them... Enjoy a romantic atmosphere like this.

The girl, with her husband coming up to me, was about to see the results of my shot.

"How did it go?" He said as he glanced at the camera I still held.

"Ah, i-it... You guys are perfect!" I answered, then handed over the camera.

The girl stared enthusiastically at my shot on her camera. She looked at her husband's face every now and then, until they hugged each other and kissed.

Honestly, I feel so awkward right now, that...

"It's the best honeymoon, baby... I love you so much..." Say the girl to her husband.

'Deeggghhh!'

My heart rumbled at those words, even... My eyes are starting to glaze over!

I smiled at him for it!

A honeymoon? Am I not on my honeymoon right now? But why isn't my honeymoon like theirs?

The girl and her husband are approaching me now.

"Thank you very much, baby... By the way, are you alone here?" Say the girl

I looked at his face, and smiled with great effort.

"Oh... Tha-that... I-i..."

"Jenny!"

That voice... That's a voice I know very well! My heart is pounding so great right now! It took me a while to turn towards that voice, until...

"What are you doing! Why did you go alone to this place!"

The man hugged me tightly, as if reluctant to take it off!

My tears are dripping in his arms! What is this!

What the hell's going on?

He outlined his embrace, and stared deeply into my eyes. The look on his face showed deep worry and frustration.

"You're making me desperate, for not being able to find you anywhere!" Said firmly.

"Hey, we'll excuse you, thanks for the shot." The girl said, then left us with her husband.

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Young Joon is still focusing on driving, while I? I was still pensive, thinking about today's sequence of events.

The white girl, out of nowhere she came from, which is for sure, if heard from her accent, she's not from America, I don't know! To be sure, seeing her affection with her husband earlier, it was enough to make me shaken!

They are married for love! That is why they express their love without feeling awkward!

Pause with me and even Young Joon...

"Jenny, Mr. Imam said, we can use this car to visit several places, as long as we are in..."

"I'm back in Jakarta, tomorrow!" I said without looking at him.

Silence, until...

"Jenny, we've only been here 5 nights, we have 9 days left..."

"Park Young Joon..." I looked at his face, which had just parked the car right in front of our inn.

Young Joon took off his seatbelt, shortly after turning off the engine, then looked at me, with a frustrated look.

"Jenny, what's wrong with you?"

I looked back to the front, then removed my seatbelt.

For some reason, I always find it difficult to remove my seat belt when my mood is not good, Young Joon wants to help me take off this fucking seat belt, but before he touches the seat belt, I immediately block it.

"I can do it myself!"

Young Joon looks at me, I know that!

This fucking seat belt! Why not let go too!

Young Joon who can't wait to see me, swiftly and without my consent took off this seat belt. It worked!

He looked at me, at this close distance, again! So am I!

My breath was back in tightness, to swallow even spit, it was hard.

His eyes radiated an immense despair!

"I-I'm so uncomfortable like this." I said

It was enough to make Young Joon move from the position earlier, and back to the starting position, behind the steering wheel.

I can breathe with relief afterwards.

"You can be here, if you're still here, but I..."

"Jenny..." Young Joon turned his head towards me, as well as me, I also looked at him with a gaze that was no less desperate with him

"It's gonna hurt both of our parents, that's what you're trying to say, isn't it?" My eyes glazed over, even my voice trembled slightly when I said those words earlier.

Young Joon closed his eyes, I could even hear his gasps of frustration.

"I have savings, and I'm sure that's enough to buy my return ticket to Jakarta." I said, then opened the car door, and passed away leaving Young Joon.

I immediately threw my slingbag on the bed, then slammed my body on the bed.

My mind is really upset! My heart is really fucked today!

I don't know, since seeing the intimacy of the tourist couple, my heart really rumbled!

Young Joon hasn't arrived yet, is he still reluctant to get out of the car? Stupid fuck! I don't care about it!

I grabbed my camera to see my shot, Oh yeah! I also shot some pictures of the tourist couple earlier, for my personal documentation.

Now I look at their portraits repeatedly. A happy look, a loving look, and... They seem very happy about their marriage...

I grinned bitterly at the happy portrait of this couple!

Envied?!

Maybe!

Why am I not as happy as that girl?!

But if I think about it, Young Joon is not a cruel man!

Young Joon even...

Nah! I immediately got up to sit down and leaned on the back of the bed.

I remember her cold attitude the day before our wedding!

I almost opened my heart to her at the time, if only she hadn't behaved like that!

But didn't I come back touched when I heard him make a vow at our wedding?

His voice was so sincere when he said the pledge...

But... His attitude that night!

How do I talk about how I feel about Mike?!

Isn't that so horrible?!

Oh my... I'm in a dilemma! Very!

My phone rang, I immediately grabbed my slingbag, and grabbed the phone inside.

'Mama'

What's he calling me these nights?

No, it's only 8 p.m. Oi! It's been almost 2 hours, and Young Joon hasn't seen any signs of coming back yet?! Stupid fuck!

I immediately answered my mother's call.

"Yes, ma." My broom is across here.

"Jen baby, you really want to go home tomorrow?" Mom's right across there

'Deeggghhhh!'

The mama? How could he know!

Ahhhh! Young Joon's! He must have told mom!

But did he tell everyone...

"Young Joon said, you don't match the food there, huh? He was worried, baby! He said you're a mess, 'cause you rarely eat."

I was so excited to hear Mom say! Young Joon's... I smothered my mouth, my eyes glazed over my mother's words!

"I'm sorry mommy, baby... Mama should find out first..."

"Ma..." I said in a slightly restrained voice

I tried my hardest so that my voice would not shake.

"I like the place, just..." I immediately wiped away the tears that had been dripping

"I'm just surprised, because I'm not used to being away from my mom as well as papa." I said.

My tears are flowing freely. Mama seemed to know that I was crying because I started sobbing.

A moment of silence, until...

"Darling... Gradually, you will get used to home life. Not always mom and dad can get over you." Mama's voice sounded soft across there, making me sob.

"Jen, mom is equally sure, Young Joon will not hurt you, we are sure, Young Joon will always take care of you."

My tears were dripping more and more, hearing my mother's explanation.

The entrance opened, I hurriedly wiped my tears.

"Yes, yes first... Jen was so sleepy, it was out with Young Joon." I said

"Yaudah, you're fine there huh, baby... Let me tell you if you really want to go back to Jakarta."

The call was interrupted, Young Joon looked at me while holding the doorknob. I immediately turned my eyes, then broke down.

"We're leaving at 9 in the morning, so..."

I immediately got up, and sat on the lip of the bed, and looked at him.

"You-you mean?"

"I've booked a return ticket for tomorrow." He said, then walked to the sofa that was right in front of the bed, then sat on it

"Yo-Young Joon, I..."

"Aaahh, I forgot something." He said he then got up, and walked to the chair by the door to the pool, then grabbed a large cardboard bag, and walked over to me, who was now looking at him with an awkward look.

"Here, I bought this for you. I didn't know for sure your size, so I just guessed it through a girl who was around there." Said

Whaaat! The hell?! What mean! Is he likening me to another girl!

I let out a rough sigh, and stared intently at him.

"Hey, why are you looking at me with that look again!" He said with a frightened look

"What do you mean guess?!" Ketusku

"Come, Jennifer! I don't know your body size! I never bought you a dress, except a wedding dress, even if we just hugged a few times... Then..."

I widened my eyes, hearing Young Joon's confession!

"So, you hugged the girl!" I said then stand up.

Young Joon shifted backwards, and shook his head faintly.

"N-no... It's not..." His face was pale

I still looked at him with a hunting gaze, then looked at the cardboard bag still held by him, then walked to grab the bag.

"It's for me, right?" I said, showing him the bag.

Young Joon nodded still with a frightened look.

"All right, I want to see." I said then I walked towards the bed, then took out the contents of the bag one by one.

Waaaah... Young Joon's fashion sense is great! I smiled looking at each of the dress models that were bought! L like it!

Even the size seems to fit me!

I grabbed one of the dresses, then passed to the bathroom, to put it on.

Ohya, I turned to Young Joon for a glance, just before entering the bathroom. He seemed astonished by my attitude, which could change drastically, when staring at the clothes he had bought for me.

I've been wearing knee-length outshoulder drees with navy-colored flower motifs. It fits so well with my body! I even smiled staring at the reflection of my reflection through the mirror.

I immediately came out of the bathroom, Young Joon who was originally laying his body on the sofa, as well as cool with his cellphone, immediately sat down and looked at me who passed in front of him.

"It fits perfectly in my body, thank you." I said while putting the clothes Young Joon bought back into the carton bag.

Young Joon rubbed his head with a smile.

"To be honest, there are still many places I want to go, it's just..." I stared down

"We can cancel that plane ticket, and..."

"No, I don't like throwing away free money." I said then I looked at Young Joon.

Young Joon was stunned to hear my words. I smiled at him.

"We can come back here, once the atmosphere improves." I said then I threw my body away.