Love, Life, and Jennifer
Accident

At exactly 11:00, we arrived at Soekarno-Hatta Airport.

Both of our parents have been waiting for us there, considering, we contacted them while we were still at Zainuddin Abdul Madjid Airport.

I hugged my mother as soon as we met. My tears just flow. Eomma, papa and appa.

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We finally got to occupy our apartment. I was very surprised to see the state of the apartment unit that had been filled with various items that Young Joon and I had bought at that time.

Everything was put in accordance with my expectations, no matter who arranged all this, only, this made me smile with satisfaction!

Oh yea! Both of our parents brought us here. A look of happiness appeared on their faces. They even hoped we would have children soon!

"Ah, that... That's..."

"I think we should enjoy the past two for a while, don't you think baby..." Young Joon embraces me while smiling at me.

I looked at him, and both of our parents, blushed in embarrassment.

When both of our parents left this place, I immediately entered my room, as well as Young Joon.

Yeah! 'Our households' are always dotted with meaningless days!

We are like two strangers living under one roof!

Young Joon who almost always goes away when I haven't woken up, and comes home when I'm asleep.

Or if we eventually cross paths, I prefer to dodge, before Young Joon starts the conversation.

If you ask, has there been no conversation between us?

Of course there is!

It's just, 'Jenny, are you hungry?'

'Young Joon, your phone's ringing'

Or conversation means nothing else.

And if you ask again, have we never gone together?

The answer is, NO!

I'm used to doing things alone, or with my friends.

Oh yes, both my parents have returned to America, to finish the papa job, which is only a few months left, as well as Young Joon's parents, they have returned to Korea, so they can not monitor directly, how the real condition of their child's household.

You know, even during the 3 months of our marriage, there was no sign of this relationship progressing, until one day, Mike called me again, after several times his exclusion I always refused.

Today for some reason, I wanted to talk to him, so, there is no harm in me answering his call this time, Young Joon said, that I can still be in a relationship with Mike, as long as I know the limits.

Just a phone call, not over the line, right?

"Yes, Mike!" My broom is across here, laying down on the couch overlooking the television.

"Yo, Jen! Why do you always refuse calls from me?" His voice was so bright across the street

I smiled bitterly at her words, there was a deep sense of compassion in my heart.

"I'm living my new life, Mike." Answer me

"A new life as a wife?" Mike laughed a little across the street

I was stunned for a moment,

"Not that..."

"Don't you miss me? Don't you know how much I'm hurt here?!" Mike sounded emotional once across the street, leaving me at a loss for words.

"Mike me..."

"I love you so much, Jen! Can't you understand that?"

"Mike, I know it... Did you know that I miss you here too..."

"Just missing?"

"I-i... Mike... I'm..."

"How do you feel about me?"

'Degggghhhh!'

The question this time was so heart-pounding! I sat down, massaging my forehead in frustration at hearing his words.

"Mike, I love you, you know that." I answered, then turned to the entrance

Young Joon's! Since when was he there?!

The look on his face, as well as the look on his face, made me feel like there was something wrong with him!

"Jenny, you're still the same as before!"

"Mike!" I still look at Young Joon.

The call was interrupted, Young Joon with a very chaotic appearance, came up to me who was still sticking the phone in the ear, with a hunting gaze.

"Don't you appreciate my treatment all this time?" Young Joon raised his voice to me, still holding his briefcase!

"I'm sorry?" I was a bit surprised to see this unusual attitude of his.

"Have you eaten wrong today?" I answered casually while playing the phone.

"DID I REALLY TORTURE YOU ALL THIS TIME!" Young Joon yelled at me!

I swear! I was really scared by his attitude this time!

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!" I immediately stood up from the sofa, then passed, but Young Joon swiftly pulled my hand!

"Look! I've been patient enough with all your treatment of me! I even asked myself which other patience I could use to face you!And tonight, I can't help it anymore!" Young Joon looked me in the face.

I looked at him with a hateful look! Till...

'Yahoooooo!!!' I slapped him, so hard! I can see the corner of his lips hurt.

"YOU THINK YOU'RE WHOAAA!!!" I said then walk quickly to my room.

Young Joon followed me immediately, but I closed and locked the door.

"Jennys... Please open the door, Jenny... Ii'm sorry... Jennys... Open up... I beg you to forgive me!" Young Joon still persuades me!

Stupid fuck! Who does he think he is! Even papa never once raised a voice, let alone shouted like that to me!

I'll change my clothes immediately! Yep! I thought I was going tonight, somewhere! That must have gone far away from Young Joon, so as not to see that annoying face of his!

I put on my jeans and my beloved leather jacket and opened the door to my room.

Young Joon was still there, I didn't care, and chose to ignore him and grabbed my helmet.

"Where are you going?" He said, follow my steps, even until I open the door of this unit.

"Jennys... Tell me!" He said in a frustrated tone.

Yet I still continued to pass, without heeding it.

"I'm sorry, I'm just jealous... Please don't go." Young Joon kept begging me.

Whahuh? Of jealousy?! Did I not hear wrong?

Stupid fuck! I still continued to pass, regardless of his existence!

He even followed me to the parking lot!

"Jenny, please..."

I immediately started my motorcycle engine, then passed!

Anxiety envelops my heart at this moment! Fuck Young Joon!

I think mom and dad really misjudged Young Joon!

They said that Young Joon wouldn't hurt me! Then, what about that one!

I was driving my motorcycle at high speed, going nowhere this time! One thing is for sure, I want to go away from Young Joon!

I don't know how far I've driven my motorcycle tonight, one thing is certain, the road is getting quieter, to make me freely increase the speed of 'Josephine', until when it is in a corner, until when I am in a corner, a large truck at high speed drove from the opposite direction, and made my concentration scatter, then made me slam the steering wheel to the left! Siaaall! There's a big tree in there! What should I do........

'BRAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKK!'

POV Young Joon's

After Jenny passed by on her motorcycle, I kept following her, until finally, a big truck blocked my view! Damnit damnit! I lost track of him! I don't know exactly where my wife is going. Until I finally decided to go back to the apartment, and call the residence of grandmother, as well as friends Jennifer, hoping Jennifer was there.

But nil! None of them knew of Jennifer's whereabouts!

Up to 3 hours later, as I sat in the living room, waiting for news of Jennifer, my phone rang.

The unknown number was plastered on my phone screen. I immediately picked it up.

"Good night?" My broom is across here

"On behalf of Park Young Joon? We're from the traffic police in Cisarua, Bogor." Someone across there looked very worried. I can hear the siren sound

"Yes, I'm the sendili..." I'm a little doubtful on the other side

"There was a single accident, with a victim named Jennifer Elizabeth Lie! Do you know the victim?" My heart was beating loudly hearing the person's explanation.

"Where is he a bitch?"

I ran to the parking lot to find my car. After that, I drove my car as fast as I could to get to the hospital that the person mentioned!

All the way, I really regret what I did! Why should I express my frustration to Jennifer! Oh gosh! I don't want anything to happen to Jennifer...

I regret my jealousy towards him...

I love her so much! Very!

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I was in the hospital ER, looking for my wife, but the hospital said Jennifer had been taken to the operating room, to perform surgery, because there are some organs in it that are problematic due to a strong enough impact.

"With the family of patient Jennifer Elizabeth Lie?" Someone approached me

"Yes, I..."

"Can I go to my room for a second?" I immediately followed the man into a room

"Sit down." That guy let me

"I'm Dr. Anita, who's in charge of Miss Jennifer's surgery. If I may know, what is your relationship with the patient?" Ask the doctor with some hesitation

"I am her husband." I said for sure

"Look, sir. The patient's chances of survival, are very..."

"DO WHATEVER AGAL ISTLI I KEEP ALIVE! ANYWAY AND ANYWAY!!!" I kicked down the doctor's desk. The doctor looked very scared

"We will try our best." The doctor replied with a stammer.

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I've been outside the operating room, really hoping for a miracle to come.

I've contacted Jennifer's parents, and also my parents, they're immediately looking for tickets to Indonesia.

I also contacted a close friend of Jennifer's, they were also on their way here.

The operating light has started to go out, it's a sign that the operation is complete.

I immediately stood up and waited for the doctor to arrive, along with that, Jennifer's friends arrived. When the doctor came out of the room, we all came to him

"Jennifer Elizabeth Lie's family?" Greet the doctor with a slightly tense face

"Yes, we..." We answer simultaneously

"Look, the operation has been successful, the patient is past his critical period..." We were all relieved to hear the doctor's explanation.

"just... The patient is still having a little trauma to his brain, and this takes a long time for the patient to regain consciousness." We were very worried about the doctor's explanation

"But, is..."

"We've done our best, the rest, it depends on the patient's spirit." The doctor looked weak, and so did we.

"I'll excuse you."

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It's Jennifer's third day here, and there's no sign of her waking up.

I always clasped his hands tightly, hoping he would wake up soon.

"I'm sorry... I love you too much... Awake, darling... I promise you, you can continue your studies, if you're cured... I promise you, you can meet Mike, whenever you want... We're going to America... Heal baby..." I cried as I clasped and kissed her hand.

Suddenly my mother-in-law came

"Young Joon, go home... Mama's gonna take care of Jen. You need to keep her up, so Jen can recover..." Jennifer's mother's words really calmed me down.

"You, keep working, mama's here to keep Jen, yeah..." I'm nodding.

My mother suddenly entered the room

"Young Joon, I'll take care of Jennifer too, you don't have to worry."

I smiled at those who loved my wife so much

"Alright, I'll go home first... I'll be here as soon as I can."

Then I left my wife, after kissing her forehead.

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I was in the apartment, getting ready to take a shower, then taking a break, considering I haven't slept since the accident that hit my wife.

The next day, I got ready to go to the office, and planned to see my wife that night.

While I was in the office, I called Jennifer's mother to ask her about my wife's condition. But there has been no significant change.

It made me really frustrated, so my office mate asked me to take a moment to get rid of my fear, and I agreed! Remembering my mother-in-law's words, that I must remain excited for my wife to recover quickly.