Love, Life, and Jennifer
What Happened With Me

There's a sense of tightness in my heart right now... Huufff...

That outfit... The perfume...

Oh my...

Young Joon wore that outfit when he picked me up from the hospital, and I even praised his performance!

He looks cool, even if only wearing a plain shirt with gray, and moss-green jogger pants!

His perfume... I praised the scent of her perfume which was one of her hallmarks all along!

I even asked him what brand he was using, and he just smiled proudly, then said.

"That's a secret!" He said with a big smile

But his words...

For some reason, there was pain in my heart, when Young Joon said, that he wanted to meet someone ...

And for some reason, the pain intensified when he answered my question about the person he was going to meet...

Specials... Young Joon said it... Special people...

They even finally met...

I covered my face with a pillow, then pressed it firmly, so that my screech would not be heard until it came out!

"Aaaarrrrgggghhh!!!"

What's wrong with me?!

Why am I getting curious about the man who has now become my husband?!

I immediately threw the pillow that had been covering my face for a few seconds, and then sat on the lip of the bed.

Young Joon didn't answer my question at the time!

Does she have a lover??

Is that special person he meant her lover?!

Good Lord! What is this!

Why is my heart becoming so agitated like this?!

I thought, I should devote this to someone!

Arjuna! Yep!

He is the only person I can trust!

I immediately grabbed my phone, and immediately touched the message icon, as soon as my social media opened.

Jenny Lie: Jun, are you sleeping?

Arjuna didn't reply to my message!

It makes me feel more nervous!

Aaaarrrgggghhh!

'Tiiiinnng'

My phone is ringing and vibrating at the same time!

I immediately grabbed my phone, and saw the notification there... Arjuna retaliated! Yup!

Arjuna: ooii Jen, what's wrong?

Jenny Lie : yaaass's! Finally...

Arjuna: What's wrong with you?

Jenny Lie: I'm upset, Jun... 😭😭😭

Arjuna: What are you doing?

Jenny Lie : gapaham 😖

Arjuna : Laaaahhhhhh

Jenny Lie: yes... I am confused about the obvious

Arjuna: yes continue?

Jenny Lie: I'm confused, clear from where

Arjuna: from the beginning the feeling appeared!

I thought, then remembered the incident.

That discomfort started when Young Joon said he wanted to meet someone, and it was special!

Ah well!

Jenny Lie: So gini, today gor why, I was just like a man!

Arjuna: sebel why?

Jenny Lie: today her appearance is so ordinary, the point is kece lah!

Arjuna: Well go on, why are you sebel?

Jenny Lie: Yes how gk mo sebel! The guy he looks like that to meet someone, that's it, special anyway!

To be honest, I typed letter by letter earlier, with an excited feeling!

My breath even hunts!

Arjuna didn't reply to my message for a few minutes...

Arjuna : Don't² you jealous gk, Jen?

I was surprised to see this one message!

My heart is beating great!

It took me some time, to control my current feelings, before replying to the message from Arjuna earlier.

Jenny Lie: I understand! Gw gangerti is also real! Just, fitting Young Joon said that he found someone, and I asked him specifically what gk, I had a tight chest! I guess it's just a joke! Not jealousy.

Arjuna: I guess, that's one of the symptoms of jealousy, Jen!

'Deeggghh!'

But, is it possible?!

Ahhhhhh!!!!

I screamed in my heart, ruffling my hair!

What the fuck?!

I immediately ended our conversation, because I thought, my anxiety is growing because of it!

I thought back to Arjuna's words!

And if Young Joon thinks the same as Arjuna, that's a sign that he thinks my attitude was a form of jealousy!

Nah! I can't let that happen!

So what should I do tomorrow?

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This morning as usual, I woke up at 6am, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and prepared to make breakfast.

Yep! I thought making breakfast would be my new routine! Ahahaha!

Oh yea! About last night...

In the end I decided as much as I could, to be ordinary, as if nothing had happened to my heart!

I immediately got out of the room, and walked towards the refrigerator and grabbed the liquid milk box located inside the refrigerator door, then sipped it.

While sipping milk, my eyes caught the figure of Young Joon who looked so rushed.

I was really surprised to see his unusual attitude today, and it kept me from giving up my vision to him!

His appearance was really messed up!

Even when gulping down water, he looked unsettled!

"It looks like there's something important today that's making you so hasty." I looked at him, who now put the bottle and the glass on the table

"Yeah... I have to get to the office at 8." Answer's short.

"I'll go first, yeah!" He said, then passed

"Wait a minute!" I said, then approached him, who was already holding the doorknob.

Young Joon turned his head towards me, and I stood before him, then fixed his tie, then checked which other parts I should fix.

"Done! Go then! Sorry if I didn't have time to prepare breakfast for you." I said after making sure that everything was tidy, then looked towards his tie with a smile.

Young Joon was stunned, but seconds later...

YOUNG JOON SMEARED MY FOREHEAD!!!

He passed after, without turning his head towards me at the moment, almost fainting...

It took me a few minutes to make me 'kiss' back'.

Nah! I didn't even scream, or curse!

What's wrong with me!

I even touched my forehead that Young Joon had kissed!

This is the second time, Young Joon has kissed me on my forehead, and this is the furthest thing we have done since the beginning of our meeting, as well as during our 5 months of marriage!

Even at my birthday party, held a few days after our return from Lombok, Young Joon just hugged me!

Believe it or not, I've never even been inside Young Joon's room!

Well, we don't have a housekeeper.

I asked Young Joon when he wanted to use the services of a housekeeper.

I told him I could do it all by myself.

I also said to her, if we had a housekeeper, sooner or later, our family would find out how our household life really is!

Our parents, especially my parents, they were always curious people!

Do not rule out the possibility if they ask about our household life to our house assistants!

Our apartment is big, but I think I can take care of all this, except the room.

And before she protested about it, I said to her, that just like me, I thought Young Joon wanted to have privacy too, but then Young Joon said...

"Should my husband have privacy?"

His words still ring in my ears until this very moment!

I turned around, and looked at Young Joon's room door.

"You're my wife, so you can go in and check what's in there if you want."

I smiled when I remembered what he said back then.

But somehow, even after 5 months of our marriage, I didn't have the guts to enter that room either.

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POV Young Joon's

"Mr Park, after your presence for 6 months, I can admit, has made a lot of progress in this company." Mr. Prasetyo opened our conversation.

"Thank you very much, sir!" Answer me

"Can't you think about your planned move to America?" Mr. Prasetyo convinced me

"What about the raise? We can..."

"I think, during my 6 months here, I've been able to see some local employees who have enough potential to replace my position." I immediately interrupted his words.

Mr. Prasetyo seemed to think, looking at me.

"Alright, I really appreciate your decision, just give us time to complete your project, and please guide the employees who will replace you, I think, you already know who the suitable person is!" Said Mr. Prasetyo

"Good, sir! I'll finish as soon as possible, I'm sorry." I said, then passed from his room.

Yeah... I went back to my room, and again thought about what happened this morning.

Jennifer... Why is she beautiful in every moment? Why does he always give me surprises I never imagined?

Jennifer... Only that name and face are currently in my heart and mind!