Love, Life, and Jennifer
I Love You's...

"Sleep... You look tired." I switched the conversation

"Are you riding a motorcycle here?" Young Joon brought his face closer, I hesitated to answer him.

"Y-yeah..."

"Didn't you promise not to use that again, if you want to continue your studies here!" Young Joon reminded us of our agreement when in Indonesia firmly.

I looked into his eyes...

"I think all covenants will fall after..."

"It will last forever!" Young Joon raised his voice a bit, then held both of my shoulders, and looked down.

"I don't want it to happen again." He said and looked back at my face.

"I don't want to lose the woman I love the most..." His face was very shady, and also serious.

'Deeeeeggghhh!'

I'm slipping!

Did I not hear wrong?!

What did he mean by that?!

I remembered that incident again.

The one where I almost lost my life...

The incident where I was riding my motorcycle at high speed, shortly after a fight with Young Joon, made me lose control of the steering wheel, and hit a large tree.

Yes, after everything was fine, and I was back 'living' in good health, Young Joon allowed me to go back to college, even meeting Mike, as long as I wasn't riding a motorcycle again, she said, and I agree with him with pleasure.

There are a lot of questions in my mind for him, but I will keep them until the time comes.

"Would you like to eat, Rob brought me a lot of food." I said then walked to the sofa, where the package Rob had brought was.

"I've eaten." Joon's words stopped me.

"I ate the provisions left by my wife at the desk of one of my employees." He said with a trembling voice.

I even forgot, when I left that stock, in a hurry to leave Young Joon's office.

"I love the eggs, they're unique in shape. I also like the veil, it's savory and a little sweet, and I..."

I immediately ran towards her, and hugged her tightly.

"I also like the way my wife looks when she brings me that stuff. He's a cantiiikk... Very pretty!" He said as he sobbed.

I couldn't help but cry when Joon said that

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"You don't want to sleep?" I said to Joon, who is currently lying with me on the bed.

"I'm afraid you're going again." He answered while looking at the ceiling.

"I promise you, I'm not leaving." I answered, then turned my body towards him

"You even promised not to ride a motorcycle, that time." He answered, then turned towards me, until we looked at each other.

"What do I have to do to make you believe?" I stroked Young Joon's face, and Young Joon grabbed my hand, then kissed him.

"I'm going to make you go nowhere." He said later, Young Joon sat down, and so did I.

"What do you mean..."

YoungJoon suddenly kissed my lips...

Yeah, true!

I'm not going anywhere this time. Because my heart was beating so fast, it was almost about to break!

But I still let it go.

Even as the kiss grew wild, I let it go.

I let it all happen.

Without rejection, even without force...

I took all touch by touch from him.

Although it hurt a little there, I let it.

I let him take all... Everything I have...

I let Park Young Joon touch the most important thing in my life...

Yes, I gave it to him!

I gave my chastity as a wife, to her husband, who was much loved...

Tonight feels long.

Until Young Joon freely touched me many times.

I always let it go, even enjoying every touch of it.

I no longer care about our limits.

I gave it to him with my consciousness.

"I'm sorry... If I have to do this to you..." YoungJoon hugged me from behind, peeping at the top of my head, after our 'stretch.

I was silent, not knowing what to answer.

"I'm sorry if it hurt you..." Lirih.

Hearing his words this time, it made me sit down, pulling the blanket that covered us, to cover my body.

"If you know this hurts me, why did you do it three times! You idiot!" Um, then Young Joon also sat down

"If you're in pain, why do you let me keep doing it!" Young Joon didn't accept my swearing at him.

"That's because... That's.... Aarrggh... Nevermind! I'm gonna pee!" I pulled the blanket, then got out of bed.

"Aarrrghhhh...!!!" I shouted when I saw Young Joon's 'plain body', then covered my face with a blanket wrapped around my body

"What else?" Young Joon looks innocent.

"Are you stupid! Why don't you use nothing like that!" From under the blanket

"Oh my god, Jenny! What's wrong with you! Even we were..."

"Aaaarrrargghh!!!" I don't want to hear Young Joon explain what happened between us.

"All right, I'll put on some clothes." Young Joon was complaining.

And I turned in the opposite direction to her, and wrapped my whole body, about to walk into the bathroom.

When I put my feet up...

"Lawwwwww!!!"

Young Joon immediately ran towards me.

At least, he had been wearing his underwear.

I looked at his face.

"What's going on?" Joon looked worried

"Sakiiiittt...." I complained of pain in my sensitive part.

And I was shocked when I looked up at our bed!

There was a slight stain there, it was obvious, because the bed was white.

Young Joon looks in the direction where my eyes are.

"I'll take you to the bathroom." He then carried my body to the bathroom.

After arriving in front of the closet, Young Joon dropped me off.

"Let's wait in front, I'll call you when it's over." My love for Young Joon.

Youn Joon then left me, then closed the bathroom door.

I immediately opened the blanket, and sat on the toilet to urinate.

When I took the water out of my body, I felt quite intense pain, which made me scream a little.

"Itawww...!"

And my screams made Young Joon break through the bathroom door, then walk up to me.

"Aaaarrrargghh!!!" I shouted at him

"What's up, baby?" He looks very worried

"Get out!" My orders...

I'm embarrassed not to play when Young Joon sees my innocent body.

Young Joon rushes out and closes the bathroom door.

My feelings are really not funny!

Why did this have to happen!

Oh gosh!

What am I supposed to do?

As much as I could I endured the pain of urinating, and I was silent for a moment, when it was over.

Youngjoon...

"Darling, are you done?" Young Joon sounded worried, I didn't answer right away.

"Darling... You okay?" Young Joon made sure.

"Yes... I'm done." My heart from within.

Young Joon went straight inside, and took my body back to the top of the bed, and laid me there.

Young Joon is still standing there, looking a bit misbehaved

"I don't want to do it again!" Ketusku, then turned to avoid it

"Darling, they always say, the first thing is painful, so..."

"But we did it three times!" I raised my voice, and sat down

"Y-yes... Maybe..."

"What kind of thing did you use!" I looked at his annoyed face

"What do you mean?" Young Joon was amazed to hear my strange question.

"I used what you saw before you peed." Answer's relaxed.

"Aarrrghhhh...!!!" I yelled again, and Young Joon blocked my mouth.

"Why do you keep shouting! You can get people around to come here." Young Joon warned me

We've been lying on the bed.

"What is this, the 'way' you mean, to keep me from leaving?" I asked, staring at the ceiling

"Yes... What can I do." Young Joon turned his face towards me.

"Actually, without doing anything before, I still wouldn't go anywhere." I said, still in the same position

"You promised me once, but you denied it, after all, isn't that natural for a husband and wife to do?" Young Joon stroked my hair, making me look at him

"This way, it hurts a lot." Myl

"I'm sorry... Only this way, I can hold you back from leaving." He answered, then stroked my face

"Are you going to continue using painful means to keep me from leaving?" Ask again.

Young Joon stopped his caress, then fell silent.

"Stop that..." Young Joon looks frustrated at my question.

"Did you do that because you had to? Just so I don't go?" Ask again.

Young Joon looked me in the face, then smiled, and grabbed my hand, then kissed it.

"Just like you, this is my first experience. And I told you once, that I want to do it without being forced, or forced." Young Joon said, looking me in the eye

"You're saying that you only want to do it with the people you love..."

"I love you..." The answer is gentle, yet firm.

It makes my heart shake.

"You want to do it only with the people you love, and love..."

"I love you."

"How do you know that I love you?" My toot.

Young Joon stroked my face again.

"You let me touch you, and you don't look forced when I touch you." Answer

"What if I just like 'it'?" Ask me again

"You'll stop me, when you're in pain, if you just like it. But you let me when I keep touching you."

His gaze was so soft.

"I love you..."

Young Joon keeps saying that while smiling until he falls asleep.

I kept looking at her face, it was so sweet. I feel very happy at this moment.

I'm really happy...

Yeah, that's all!

I love my husband...