Love, Life, and Jennifer
Over
It's been 2 weeks that I've been here, my skin has started to be two tiers brighter than it was a while ago, because I never went anywhere, after the incident that afternoon.
Even my weight, seems to have returned to how it was, given my activities that only eat and sleep.
I've already removed the piercing in my nose. And hair? I plan to return the color as before!
I'm ready!
I've received an email message regarding my divorce lawsuit.
That means, I'll be seeing Young Joon soon!
I'm going to be Jennifer Elizabeth Lie! I called Clarence, and told him about the e-mail, and my plans going forward.
"We'd better not meet for some time, until the process is completely finished." I said a while ago before leaving this motel
"All right, take care of yourself. Call me if you need anything." Clarence always said that whenever we were going to end the call.
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I've been in a salon, and I've been telling the girl who's currently washing my hair, about my desire to restore the original color of my hair, and then to give a little model there, without having to reduce the length.
I kept thinking, how do I contact Young Joon.
Ahhh... Foolish about all that!
I will think about it after I arrive at the hotel, no matter which hotel, I haven't thought about it yet!
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I'm done with my hair.
I'm back to being Jennifer Elizabeth Lie!
I walk my feet out of this salon, I'm going to a hotel that's not too expensive, but quite comfortable.
If you ask, did the money I brought in a few months ago not run out?
Yep!
It's only been reduced by a few hundred dollars!
During my escape, Clarence contributed to my life.
I don't know for sure what his job is, as I know, he has enough money.
I stopped a taxi, and went straight into it when it stopped.
"Where are you going, miss?" Ask the taxi driver to be friendly
"Marina Hotel." My legow
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I've been in a hotel room, the room is quite comfortable, and a bit luxurious, actually.
It's different from the two motel rooms I've been to before.
I'm walking towards the balcony of this room, trying to breathe the air of the DC city from up here. As it turns out, the DC city in the afternoon is quite beautiful!
The hustle and bustle of this city can make me feel sad, until I remember something. Park Young Joon's!
I was thinking when I would call him. Maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow?
I don't know!
I'm just not ready to meet him 'officially' right now. I want to prepare my heart first, before actually finishing it. So I decided to take a shower.
Soaking may be fun.
While soaking, I reassured myself, am I really going to end all this?
Is this just a momentary emotion?
I don't know!
I just want to not feel pain anymore! That's all! Twice I felt the same pain, it was really uncomfortable for me! It makes me really want to die! And I don't want to waste my youth on painful things anymore! I have to finish this! Soon, soon!
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About my feelings, don't I deserve to be happy? I do love Young Joon, I love him so much!
But if having it makes me unhappy, why should I keep it?
Love is about who is in your heart, you can't force it, you don't have to force it!
Young Joon taught me about it! You don't have to force someone to live with you because you love them, nor can you simply accept every bad thing that your loved one does to you, just because you love them!
Love is not so stupid!
You just need to keep it deep in the recesses of your heart, and stay with the memories of it for as long as you need.
Like I am now.
I survived with painful longings, and memories of my love story.
I remember every little thing that happened during our marriage. Whether it's painful, or fun.
I always remember it! I will always remember, until Young Joon is finally completely gone from my heart, even if it seems like it is impossible!
I cry every time Young Joon says 'I love you'.
It really hurts. Is there a face that innocent when you're lying?
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I opened up the social media Clarence made for me on my phone, then deleted it.
Yep!
I have to delete that account forever.
After that, I opened my real account again, after a long time.
The last time you opened this account was 5 months ago, when Young Joon asked for it.
When my account was open, a lot of messages came in there. As soon as possible I press the message icon. Ahhhh... It's Arjuna! Arjuna seemed to have sent me a message two days ago
Arjuna : Jen, where are you? Don't you ever reply to my message? Is there a problem?
Arjuna looked worried about me, I immediately replied to Arjuna's message.
Jenny Lie: hi Jun, how are you?
Sapaku. 5 minutes later, Arjuna replied to my message
Arjuna: where have you been, Jen! Gw kangen bgt same you!
Jenny Lie: gosah lebai you!
reply while smiling
Arjuna: are you still in Amrik?
Jenny Lie: yes, why?
Arjuna: in DC?
Jenny Lie: yes, why?
Arjuna : I saw your post lately weird bgt! Kaya' is not you!
Jenny Lie : yes!
Arjuna : trus?
Jenny Lie: that's my ex-boy candidate!
I was a little sad when I sent this message.
Arjuna didn't return my message again.
I waited 2 hours for his response, but there was no reply from him.
I decided to press the icon out of my phone, and thought, should I contact Young Joon now, considering that he must have tracked my whereabouts, because I have reopened my social media.
'Tok... Geck... Heck...!'
I know who is knocking.
It turned out so fast he found me!
There was no need to wait for days to contact him immediately!
I smiled bitterly, and took my feet heavily towards the door, waiting for what was next.
"Good afternoon Mrs Park, I'm Isaac McCourtney, the lawyer you called 3 weeks ago."
A middle-aged man extended his hand.
Isaac McCourtney, I saw an article about this man back in Kansas.
I also see his reputation as being quite good in handling various divorce cases.
He always succeeds! Some of his clients are from celebrities.
I immediately saved her number, and then contacted her a few days later. And I sent him a message, when I got to the lobby of this hotel, telling him where I was.
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"I don't think you're coming this fast, considering it was only a few hours ago that I sent you a message." I opened the conversation
"This hotel is not far from my office, so I came straight here, after finishing some files." Mr. McCourtney explained
"Thank you, sir."
"By the way, what indictment are you going to give your husband?" Mr. McCourtney looked me in the face
"Treason!" My words are steady
"Do you have some evidence? Like a message, photo, video, or..."
"I don't have any of that." I then looked at the middle-aged man's face.
The man looked back at my face, he looked a little confused, and...
"Look, Mrs Park..."
"Jennifer!" I really don't want to hear that word anymore
"Aaahhh, look, Jennifer. It's gonna be a little hard, if you don't have proof, and..."
"I've seen enough of your reputation in a case like this, and isn't this an easy thing for you?" I tested his pride, he looks challenged now
"Well, which part are we going to start first?" This man finally showed his prestige
"You can see the CCTV footage at the company where he works, and then, you can ask the employees who are there, about Kimberly Tan." Mr. McCourtney nodded,
"I won't bother about the treasure, I just want to, it's over soon, as soon as possible."
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"Alright, Mistress! I'll finish this as soon as I can." Mr. McCourtney said before leaving this hotel room
"Please help, Mr. McCourtney." I really hope for him
"Well, if you'll excuse me, I'll let you know right away when I get important information." He said, then Mr. McCourtney passed.
After Mr. McCourtney died, I didn't close the door to this room right away. I paused for a moment, thinking about how reckless my steps were this time
I smiled bitterly, until I finally closed the door of this room, but suddenly... Someone hold!
He opened the door!
That man is standing in front of me!
Park Young Joon's...
The man looked very angry looking at my face!
His eyes looked haphazard, like they were crying!
He was still wearing the clothes I saw him wearing at the fast food restaurant. My eyes glazed over seeing it.
My energy seems to be drained...
"I-i..."
Young Joon kissed me right away, lifted me up, and took her to the bed, then laid her down there, without letting go of her kiss!
He tried so hard to take off the clothes I was wearing!
I was crying all over again, beating her body with all my might, but Young Joon didn't stop either! He's getting savage!
I pushed her body with all my might, but she didn't let go of her kisses and 'grip', until finally...
'Kreeeeekkkkk!'
Young Joon tore the right side of my shirt!
He stopped his attack on me, as if realizing something, then bowed languidly before me.
I'm still crying scared.
Young Joon suddenly looked at me sharply!
He even smirked a little!
I've never seen him like this before!
I even thought, is Young Joon going to kill me?
Let it... At least, maybe dying, is the best way to take all my pain away!
Young Joon suddenly grabbed both my shoulders and shook them
"$500/hour, right!!! $500/HOUR KAAAANNNNN!!!!!" Joon yelled, then hugged me tightly.
"Why are you torturing me like this... Why..." Joon cried like a child left dead by his mother.
She's really hysterical.
I never saw him cry until he roared like this.
He seems to be suffering, my God...
"Oppa... Stop this." Stop this." I said with a blank look, and a voice shook.
Young Joon let go of his embrace slowly, then looked me in the face.
"Let's end it all..." My tears flowed nonstop after saying it
"No! Nah! NOOO!!! YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!!!!" Young Joon really looks like a person who has lost his mind!
"I don't want to feel pain anymore..." I'm shriveled
I was still staring blankly, without even turning my head towards her, Young grabbed my hand, and kissed her crying.
"No, don't say that, honey... I promise, I'll erase all the rules I made, I promise, I'll do everything you want, I promise..."
"I want a divorce..." I looked at Young Joon's face.
"Didn't you promise, you'll do what I want?" I looked at his face, with a flat, empty look...
Young Joon looked at me pushyly, his tears did not stop flowing.
"Even you haven't heard from me..."
"I don't need it anymore... I don't want to know anything about you, or anything..." I don't know what kind of power it is that makes me say that.
Young Joon drowned limp, he wailed.
I immediately shifted to the hotel phone on the left nightstand, and contacted the receptionist, to bring security to my room.
Young Joon looked at me crying hysterically, he was resting at my feet, and kept begging.
I ignored him completely, until finally the security came, and entered when there was no response when they knocked.
"Excuse me, miss..." The 3-man security guard, looking at us hesitated
"Bring this man, and never let him into my room." I said with a blank look, and a faint sounding voice
"Well miss." They immediately rushed to pull Young Joon's body which was still resting at my feet
"GET RID OF ME!!! I'M MEETING MY WIFE!!! RELEASE ME!!!" Young Joon yells while thrashing.
"Sorry sir, you have to go now!" The security side ignored Joon
"My wife, please block them! Tell them I'm meeting you!" Young Joon whines to me, but the security guards carry him, and signals that he will come out.
"YOU CAN'T TREAT ME LIKE THISIII!!!" Young Joon yelled.
When the security took her out, then closed the door, after they were gone, I cried...
I lamented all... Even I mourn Young Joon who looks devastated!
It makes me really confused... Do I have to continue my plan, or stop it here?