Love, Life, and Jennifer
Confused

******AFTER JENNIFER******

POV Park Young Joon's

"What's wrong with you, huh!" Mitsugi stared intently at me

"What do you mean!" Ketusku, while looking at Mitsugi

"Don't you feel like there's something wrong with you! Why do you always interrupt my dates with..."

I immediately grabbed onto Mitsugi's collar.

"You can date any girl, but not my girl!" I said with such a sharp look!

Mitsugi then slammed both of my hands.

"Wasn't the divorced woman no longer attached to anyone?" Mitsugi.

My eyes were reddened to hear her words, even my heart felt extremely hot!

"Shut your mouth!"

"Park Young Joon! Try to accept the reality! You're no longer the most important part of her life!" Mitsugi again mocked me

"Don't be overconfident, Mitsugi! He still loves..."

"He doesn't want to come back to you at all."

Mitsugi's tone was very serious this time, and it made my breath feel tight!

Mitsugi walked towards me, and patted my shoulder slowly.

"If you love her, let her go as soon as possible." His words then passed, leaving me still riveted.

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POV Jennifer's

I was in my room, thinking back to what happened.

Thinking of Aoyama's words, and also thinking of Young Joon!

My thoughts are currently completely chaotic!

There are pretty complicated options there!

I still love Young Joon, but I'm reluctant to go back.

I'm also interested in Aoyama, but I don't want this to get any deeper.

To be honest, I'd love to hug Young Joon, I miss him... Very!

But if you remember what he's done all this time, it makes me hate him again!

Someone opened my apartment door, it must be Young Joon, he has returned!

'Tok... Geck... Heck...!'

"Jenny, are you asleep?" Young Joon's voice sounded very weak behind my bedroom door.

Even to answer it, my throat felt stifled.

"Jenny, I'll be back tomorrow, at 4 p.m. Pray that I will be safe, yes..." His voice began to sob.

"I'm gonna miss you so much... Please, always tell me about your situation, and..."

Young Joon was crying, like taking off all the pain he had been in, and so was I!

I hugged my knees crying, staring at my door.

"I've transferred $55,000 to your account. If it's over, you can ask me again, whenever you need..." Young Joon is back.

"Jenny, don't you want to give me another chance? Tell me, what am I supposed to do, so you'll come back to me?"

I can't stand hearing everything anymore.

I really want to hug Young Joon...

"Jennys... I love you so much... Without time limit... Because my time had stopped, just after I realized, that I loved you... More than anything..."

I started to get out of bed, and I took my foot to the door of the room.

When I opened the door to my room, I could see Young Joon sitting on the front floor of my room, clutching his knees tightly, to hide his cries.

Young Joon then noticed my presence, and immediately stood up, then looked at my face...

"I'm..."

I immediately hugged her, and cried in her arms.

Young Joon clenched my body tightly, he peeked at the top of my head, and then sobbed back.

"Jennys... I'm sorry..."

Oh my... What am I supposed to do?

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I took off my arms, then looked at Young Joon's face, as well as at him.

I smiled at him, then grabbed his face, and I kissed his lips.

Yeah, it's happening again... It's getting hotter here...

Young Joon pushed my body into the room, and dropped me on my bed, without letting go of his kiss.

As she was about to take off my clothes, she immediately stopped her kiss, then looked at me for quite a while, then stood up.

"Sorry..." He smiled bitterly.

I immediately sat down, and looked ahead, then laughed.

Young Joon looked at me with a look of wonder.

"What's wrong with you?" Young Joon really doesn't understand my attitude.

I looked at her face, and still laughed.

"You immediately remembered that I was still coming to the moon, right?" I said smile at him.

He laughed, then smiled looking at my face.

"Then?" My speech.

Young Joon bowed, and brought his face closer.

"We're no longer husband and wife, and I'm a pretty old-fashioned person for that." He said then re-energized his body.

It makes me feel amused, and laugh!

"Even when we did it at my parents' house, we were no longer husband and wife! What kind of an ancient one is that!" My ketus!

Young Joon looks misbehaved, he rubs the back of his head.

"Aaaahhh... That's... That's..." Young Joon scratches his temple with his index finger.

"Don't be so naive! I know you well enough, Mr. Park Young Joon!" Ketusku while looking at his face.

Young Joon leaned back and brought his face closer.

"Ummm... Like that, huh?" She smiled, that was so sweet!

I turned my face away, but Young Joon grabbed my chin immediately, and turned my face to him again.

"Then you'll know what happens next." He then bit his lower lip.

And when I wanted to avoid it, Young Joon sparingly****** my lips.

Nah! It doesn't end with a hot scene! Ahaha! It ended with Young Joon, who was lying on my bed, hugging me from behind.

The thing I always liked!

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Young Joon was still hugging me, he kissed me on the nape, then put his face between my shoulders.

"Don't you want to come back to DC with me?" Young Joon said, then kissed my shoulder.

I turned towards him, and looked at his face, then rubbed his cheek.

"For what?" I said, and Young Joon grabbed me

"To return to being Park's mistress." Her speech.

I immediately took off the deck.

"Give me some time." I looked towards his chest.

Young Joon pulled my chin so that our faces would come back to face.

"Why?" His face looked disappointed

"I don't want to feel pain for the next time..." My eyes glazed.

"There are no guarantees, if the previous incident will not happen again, Joon... I'm..."

Young Joon kisses my lips softly.

"I'll disappear, if it happens again." Joon's eyes glazed over as he said that, and I smiled bitterly.

"Give me time to convince myself... Please..." I said and then hugged her back.

Young Joon took a deep breath...

"All right..."

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We're heading to the airport.

Along the way, Young Joon almost always kisses my hand, and looks me in the face.

"I love you, Jennifer..." Young Joon looks at me while smiling happily.

"It's been 80 times you've said that!" My whine.

"Do you count it?" Young Joon teased me.

"Of course!" My elak

"Yeahhhh..."

I immediately pinched his arm, and Young Joon grimaced.

"I'll be back in a week." Said.

I was shocked to death to hear his words!

"Are you crazy!" I looked at his face in wonder!

"Yes! It's all because of you!" He then stroked the top of my head.

"Why do you get a scapegoat, njir!" Umpatku in Indonesian

"Bial lu kanagal is here!" Young Joon replied in Indonesian, and we laughed, and finally found a parking space.

Before removing the seat belt, I said to Young Joon about...

"I'm going to Germany." I looked towards the front with a blank look.

Young Joon looked at me...

"You mean?" Young Joon again confirmed my words.

I opened my seat belt, took a deep breath, then looked at Young Joon.

"I will continue my life in Germany." I said then smile.

Young Joon's eyes glazed over, he looked confused, about to say what.

He opened his seatbelt, then turned towards me

"Do you want to avoid me?" His voice vibrates.

I did not answer her question directly, and preferred to caress her face.

"Previously, yeah..." Young Joon grabs my hand on his cheek, then kisses it.

"I beg you..."

"Give me some time, to throw my pain there."