Love, Life, and Jennifer
Germany!

I was stunned, hearing Young Joon's words.

Why does he keep saying things that show his fear of me as if leaving him for someone else?!

"Young Joon, do you think I'm someone who easily turns to a new love?" I said a little bit.

Young Joon shook his head faintly, and smiled softly.

"Jenny..."

"Do you think the wounds you caused can be used as an excuse to..."

"Jenny..." Young Joon looked at me with a frustrated look.

He now holds both of my hands tightly.

Still, still staring at me.

"I'm sorry..." His words are sincere...

I can even confirm that his eyes are now glazed.

"I'm sorry for any hurt I've inflicted on you... You know that I never wanted to be separated from you..."

Silence, until the end...

"Young Joon, it's late. I think I'm pretty tired today." I said, then passed.

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I lay back to the door to the swimming pool.

A few minutes later, I heard the door open.

I immediately closed my eyes, in order to avoid the conversation with Young Joon.

As soon as he closed the door, Young Joon immediately laid his body on the empty side of this bed.

As usual, he hugged me from behind, then pecked at my nape.

I don't know what is there, so it seems to make opium for Young Joon, to always kiss him.

Yeah... I can't deny it, I like it too!

I love it, every time Young Joon does that.

"Jennys... You're asleep already?" Soft talk.

I didn't respond, and he's getting more and more free to expand his hold.

"Jennys... Dear... Can't you forgive me." Lirih.

Stuffy... That'sallthatis.

Especially when I feel the warmth of his heavy breath.

"Jennys... I just want you back in my arms... That's all..."

My heart rumbled, especially when I heard Young Joon start sobbing.

"I don't want you to be owned by anyone but me..."

Browbeat...

As hard as I could, I held myself back from turning around, and hugged her.

"Was it near me, so crowded that you were so anxious to get away from me?"

I can even feel my back hair feeling wet.

Yes, Young Joon...

It feels bad every time you are around...

Because every time I look at your face, the pain keeps ringing in my mind...

I never want to hear from you, because I don't want to know anything painful.

My heart was never ready for that!

Because to me, the explanation that comes out of your mouth, is just your weapon of self-defense!

Young Joon, I'm sorry...

For now, I have not been able to accept you back into my life...

Give me time to convince myself that all my doubts about you are wrong...

"I love you, Jennifer... Only you... Without time limits..."

Same with me, Park Young Joon...

Only you are in my heart...

But my heart seems to give a partition, so as not to be hurt by the possibility that will happen in the future...

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Djakarta...

We finally returned to our apartment.

It all seems to be back as it was.

Young Joon is back in his room, and so am I.

He asked about where Clarence lived, before we went to Lombok.

And I replied, Clarence is walking in a hotel not far from here.

Implied relief on Young Joon's face, when I said so.

There weren't many things we did in this apartment, because I was busy preparing myself to go to Germany, some more time.

Young Joon always takes me to a German course every day.

And on this last day, exactly one day before my departure for Germany, the next day, Young Joon asked about something, which was actually quite offended me.

"Jenny, ummmm..."

"What's wrong?" I said while looking at him, shortly after taking a sip of my drink.

"Aren't you just on a 5-day course? Are you sure to..."

Young Joon looks bad. He rubbed the back of his head.

"Mom-it's not like that it's just..."

"What do you want to ask? I can translate it into German!" Ketusku again.

"Jenny, i..."

"Schauen sie, der Meister! Der sich immer gerne in die angelegenheiten anderer einmischt! obwohl Deutsch eine der schwierigsten sprachen der Welt ist, obwohl!

(how, sir, who is always happy to interfere in the affairs of others! at least, although German is one of the most difficult languages in the world, although a little, I have enough to learn the core thing² of this language, tau!)"

Young Joon was wide-eyed to hear my long line in German!

Ahahaah!!!

He looks speechless!

"Ba-ba-how did you get..."

"I told you before, right?!" I said, then took another sip of my drink, and looked the other way, smiling proudly.

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The next day, today is the day I will leave my homeland...

Young Joon really looks sad.

He seemed reluctant to let go of me...

She unceasingly peeked at the top of my head, as she continued to cling to me.

To be honest, I felt a bit sad about his treatment, it was just... Let it...

I do not know when I will feel this kiss again...

"Always tell me about your situation there, yeah..." He said while cupping my face with both hands.

I'm nodding.

"Don't let anyone get close to you!" Said firmly!

I laughed, and it was enough to make him bend his face.

"Why laugh! Do you intend to..."

"Yeah! I was after the owner of that company! I heard him..."

Young Joon immediately ambushed my body, then smothered my mouth!

"Mmppppphhh!!! Mmmmppphhh!!!!"

"Never think about anything! Please please! You're gonna drive me crazy!"

"Mmppppphhh!!! Mmmmmmpphhh!!!"

"I'll let go, but please, promise me..."

"Hmmmmmpp!!!"

Young Joon then took off the clot, then directed my body, to face him.

I stared cynically at him, who was now closed, as if bearing an overwhelming burden.

"Darling... Please..." He said, holding both of my shoulders, then opened his eyes.

Silence, until finally the sound of the departure notice was heard...

"Young Joon, I have to go now..." I said, then I took her hand off my shoulder.

Yet Young Joon swiftly grabbed my hand.

"Dear, please..."

"Young Joon..."

"Please promise, at least wait until I catch you there..." Lirih

What's?!

What did he mean by that?!

What is on this man's mind?!

Again the sound of the notification was heard.

"Young Joon, please!"

But Young Joon didn't take my hand off either!

"Opa! If you're like this, you're scaring me to come back to you!"

I don't know what magic was in my sentence, until Young Joon finally let go of his hand.

He looked at me, and I immediately kissed his lips...

"Goodbye, oppa..." My words then passed.

There was a tremendous joy, when I started to step my foot, to leave Young Joon.

And yet, I don't know why... I felt that, everything I was doing right now, was the right course of action...

Oppa, please be patient...

Give me some time to really get rid of my pain...

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After 20 hours and 30 minutes of travel, I finally, for the first time, set my feet in a land I had never been to...

Bremen, Germany...

A city where, I'm about to start a new chapter of my life...

A city where, for the first time, I will be a career woman...

And the city where, I'll...

"JENNY!!!"